The First Series
 First
          By : Lady Sirona lsirona@pacbell.net,
          Rated NC17 [Buffy/Angel] M/F consensual sex, oral and anal sex, blood
          play, BDSM, roleplay
          Spoilers: Up to Bad Eggs then the universe splits off from there


Because of my personal and professional life, I will be unable to finish the series. Instead of leaving people hanging, I am posting the IM rough draft that the series was based on.The story is here as well as the plot and the smut. My good friend Dallas transcribed the IM format into something you could read. Thank you Dallas for all the hard work!



10first

B-Buffy ran down the hall.. whimpering... trying to get away from the vamp behind her... she knew
he was too old too strong and too evil to beat in a fight... she ran into the library and stopped when
she saw the mangeled body of Giles.. nailed to a crucifix in the center of the room...as she stopped
she sensed the vampire enter the room behind her....she truned slowly to face her enemy... he
walked closer to her.. staring into his eys buffy knew she was going to die.. but couldn't fight it
...she screamed as she felt his fangs pierce her neck.. the last thing she heard was angelus
laughing...

A-Buffy wake up !…Angel was trying to rouse her... she was thrashing ansd crying...

B-Buffy woke up screaming..... absolutly terrifed...

A-tries to hold her...

B-she opened her eyes.. saw angel and immediantly pushed him away...NO!!!! don't!! just don't
come near please....

A-starres at her in shock... hurt building in him...he backs off... has a submissive body language...
this is not angelus

B-holds her head in her hands.... terror still in her heart..... damn angel... small whimper hold
me...tears in her eyes.. knowing in her heart that hers days as a slayer are over....

A-he came to her hesitently and held her gently,,, with increasing love and acceptence...rocking
back and forth holding her...

B-buries her head against him sobbing....

A-I love you Baby it is going to be ok…strokes her... wondering if it will ever get back to normal

B-slowly gets a grip.. he killed giles.. and then me... small whimper....

A-who did your nightmare?

B-it was him... whipers nodding... just a night mare.....

A-who in your nightmare... zargon?

B-swallows hard looking away.. no..... not wanting to admit who...

A-Buffy we promised each other ...no more lies and evasions...

B-bites her lip.. that rule was for you....

A-sorry what is good for the goose is good for the gander...

B-sighs deeply... angelus...

A-Angelus wreaked havok in your dream?

B-looks at him.... nods slowly...

A-holds her tightly... it's ok... it is normal to fear... it's ok... holds her and strokes her gently

B-god it was terrifying..... angel did he ever crucify any of his kills??…snuggling against him

A-not that I remember... Vampires are not fond of crosses...

B-nods I had to check in my dream it was how I found giles.... and then I couldn't fight him... I
don't think I could
ever fight him....

A-I know.... it would be a nightmare for you to face him...But he loves you too much...

B-nods slowly.. i won't have to worry about it.. she jerks up... he's not hurt is he.. by this.. my
reaction..????

A-smiles at her... holding her gently all snuggled and safwe in his arms….no... sort of glad it is now
out in the open... you would be a fool if you didn't fear him on some level... and your no fool

B-I didn't even know I did fear him at all..... frowns.. scary to love a fear someone...

A-Buffy your bonded and married to a vampire demon. You would be insane if you didn't fear him
on some level

B-it's strange... but ok... means if I fear him I can count on him for protection.... smiles slowly..
 
 

A-yeah

B-kisses him sfotly.. small wince, looks at him.... it's day out isn't it???

A-nods... he is groggy... half asleep.

B-nuzzles. the winces as she sits up.. looks for her meds.. dan things...

A-on the table... waves to the table near the bed...there are the meds and some water all ready
waiitng for her

B-do you mind if I go out for a walk today.... there's something I want to do later.... looks at him,
not wanting to
leave him but knowing she must for what she wants'….kisses him, and quickly takes her
medication.. slides out and bed and gets dressed...

A-where?? asked softly as he slides off inot sleep...

B-smiles at the sleeping vamp.. say hello to someone.. and ask her blessing...slowly walks out side..

A-the old woman is in the garden weeding...

B-smiles at the lady.. is it all right if i pick some roses???

MB-Yes... if your married to Angelus Boyle they are your roses to pick... This is the garden that
goes with the cottage...

B-I want to visit the family gravyard and need to take some with me... smiles sweetly...thank you.. I
just didn't want to riun the look of it...

MB-Oh your going to the tradgedy graveyard? -she seems surised

B-the what???…picks four yellow roses... and sits down by the lady... please, tell me what you
know... I only know bits and pieces... a coaxing smile

MB-I dunno lass. This is old tales, and people don't belive in the old things anymore I don't want
you to think I was daffy

B-smiles.. belive me I believe the old tales...

MB-it was the year 1753….The Boyle Clan was a big clan hereabouts

B-settles in.. glad to hear the story by someone other than angel...

MB-The Eldest Boy Angelus was a handsome goodlooking man, he and his family had a small farm
attached to the
parents large farm over there points off in a direction...The next oldest was The Vampire Slayer...

B-glacnes that way nodding..swallows hard.. a slayer???

MB-she drifts off trying to figure out how to explain a Slayer…A Slayer is... well a girl with the
power to protect the world form creatures of the night…She was Angelus Favortie sister and he
was her favorite Brother...

B-it's alright I know about slayers.. just didn't know that there was one in the boyle family...

MB-It was the Slayer in the family that distroyed the clan

B-frowns.. but...  listens... *god angel never told me this.... he can't have known...*

MB-Elizebeth, that was the Slayer's name. but I belive Angelus called her Bessie, was harming the
Master vampires
plans... she was too good  She and her Watcher was staying with Angelus and his family while the
Watcher healed, she had been injured in a fight...

B-nods slowly..

MB-Angelus had supported his Slayer Syster and Watcher form her calling.... he was her second
watcher of sorts...

B-he knew what she was??

MB-Oh yes... the tales says she told him the day she was notified she was the Slayer....The master
vampire wanted
her dead...and sent some vampires to jkill her.. but they were not strong enough to kill her in a fair
fight... so they fought dirty

B- * no more lie hmmm angel...??*

MB-They killed her brother when he went ito another town for a wedding....  they truned Angelus
inot a vampire and let him lose on his family  yes... he came home...and she wasn't able to fight
him..and he killed her and then killed the enitre family and nearby neighbors

B-god... she couldn't fight him...

MB-no... she couldn't kill her favorite brother turned demon...and so he killed her...
nearly devestated the small town....

B-freezes remebring her dream... do you know how the watcher was kiled???

MB-nailed to the wall if memory serves me... and he killed his own family... his pregnant wife, and
two children...the devestation was horrible... Our family was spared... becasue Angelus liked the
jewerly we produced...

B-crucified..nailed the the wall.. damn him..... very low whipser... looks at the lady... thank you...
tell me can you
show me the way to the graveyard??

MB-and he made us enos to him... every generation... we need to produce a jewler and to take
care of this property
for his decendents  she points the path....

B-nods.... I've haerd about that...

MB-I see you have angelus's jewelry as a wedding set... He does beautiful work... yess... restarts
weeding nodding and mumbling to herself as Buffy leaves

B-thank you.. turns and walks down the path... slowly forgiving angel for lying... still going to kill
him though... mutters till she reaches the gravyard.... there is an old cemetary with old
gravestones... all of them are Boyles, and states there ages etc...as she walkes around she walks till
she sees the year she was searching for and the names... looks down at the graves.. up at the sky..
naerly dusk a bit of time yet.... She walks up to a gravestone... Kathryn Marian Boyle beloved wife
of Angelus Lugh Boyle Born April 18th 1731 died aug 1 1753  mother of Colin and Rebecca  may
you rest in peace.... lays a yellow rose on each child then two for the wife.. one for the wife, one for
the baby... kneels in front of it.... looking at it....swallows as she rest her rose on it...I'm sorry
Kathryn... sorry for your loss I know how unfair it was... I came to ask forgiveness for angel and a
blessing for our marriage,

KB-there is nothing to forgive Slayer(KB stands for Kathryn Boyle note to crys)

B-looks up in shock....

KB-a woman, very beautiful is standing next to the gravestone... she is large with child,,, and is
radient in her
motherhood. an epitome of Celtic beauty...Buffy can see through her... she is a ghost.

B-smiles warmly feeling no fair.. hello kathryn....

back at the home... angel wakes

A-rolls out of bed and is searching for buffy the old woman tells him to go to the tradgedy
graveyard... he runs...and
comes up on a scene he never thought to see... Buffy conversing with the ghost of Kathryn..he
stops..shocked and listens

KB- Hello Elizebeth. It has been a long time.

B-frowns thinking.... I'm not her.. I'm buffy, swallows his wife....  just needed to speak to you. just
didn't expect it quite like this.. small chuckle...

KB- Your soul and his have been intertwined through the ages... your soul mates... in our life time I was
his
mate becasuse you chose to be brother and sister that life time....we were what we always were though
the ages...friends

B-looks at her.. nods I can accept that.. smiles don't even want to know about xander or will...

KB-laughes you know deep down who they are... think about it....

B-thinks then looks at the childrens graves.... oh wow....

KB-the kindness and love of life and trusting in compassion... of Rebecca is seen in your frined willow,
she
even has the celtc hair...

B-xander hates him becuase of his death... willow trusts him becuase she knows no different..
almost to herself...

KB-the bravery and passion, warrior and stalward strength of Colin... is your firend Xander...correct...

B-nods.. and giles is still the same... my watcher...

KB-Yes... but a bit more masculine... but has always flipped back and forth through the ages...

B-ooks at her stomache.. he was never supposed to have that thrid child was he???

KB-no child...the soul of the third child is not within our group and has gone on to be born elsewhere
many times...

B-swallows and nods.. thank you... I'm glad you forgive him.. he's been consumed by giult his life
span.... sighs... I love him.... you can accept and give me your blessing too???

KB-He did nothing... he didn't even know he was chosen to be turned... they let him think it was because
he
was trying to be unfaithful.... sighes... I was not the lover I should have been... but the sex spell thrown
on him would
have affected him even if he was faithful...I always give you my Blessing Elizebeth... I have always loved
the two of you through the ages...

B-smiles thank you... I will try and tell him it wasn't his fault...

KB-he knows. he is standing behind you....

A-Angel steps out and walks up to Buffy and faces Kathryn...

B-swallows. only slightly surprised...

A-good day Kathryn... - he seems embarrassed by her gravid state...

B-looks at him.. you ever going to stop sneaking up on me...

A-shakes his head -no-

B-smiles.. figured that... looks at him, you ok?? holds a hand out to him...

KB-Kathryn smiles down on them...you have healing to do... be patient he doesn't know everyting to
tell you
the past...

B-chuckles.. you you got a way to get through the moods though???

A-starers at K. -I'm sorry Kathryn... you didn't deserve to die that way

B-puts an arm round him.. silent support and symapthy...

KB-don't let him alone... hound him till he is out of it... he has always bee a brooding soul...

B-chuckles.. thanks will remeber that one....

KB-he tends to focus on his perceived faults...

A-looks shy at being discribed that way... cause he knows it true

B-nods.. well at least now he knows the truth some of them can be lifted.. gently smile...

KB-smiles at him. I know he held no malice to me or the chidren and his friends and family.....we all
forgive him...

A-starres in shock... they ALL forgive him?

B-smiles... looks up at him... see now you can't even brood anymore... kisses his cheek softy...

KB-chuckles... oh he will anyway... it is his nature...

B-smiles at her.. I'm really liking you..

KB-we have always been friends through the ages...

B-smiles.. I always pick good freinds.. you're a good soul kathryn....

KB-we have shared everything... including him...

B-I hope you are at peace... I hope we'll meet again.. in another life...

A-looks shocked...

B-smiles... thank you for sharing him with me....

KB-I am at peace now... I have watched over him since his change and my death awaiting you two to get

together... Your battles have been many... but you are finally together...

B-pats his arm softly....

A-she was Molly? Jolene?

KB-nods... she was every slayer you killed...or mostly

B-smiles swallows.. it explains my dreams....

A-looks ill... so close to her so many times...and he killed her!

KB-yes your dreams showed your past with him...but now you have the demon under control too!
-laughes

B-I knew I had a lot of lives but its scary... looks at him,, sending him her love through the link...
smiles.. men all want the same thing.. love...

KB-I have to go and yo need to go on with you lives...n good bye, Gods Bless...she faded out. Angel
just stood there stunned

A-*she forgives me?*

B-nods goodbye kathryn i hope we cam meet again.. a soft whisper..

A-he looks at her....

B-looks at him takes his hand.. come on lets go home.. we'll talk there...

A-the thought he had killed her in past lives made him ill he follows somewhat in a shocked state...

B-can almost read his thoughts.. angel easy it's ok.. we weren't meant to be in those lives....

A-they arrive at the home. the old woman is gone... she never is out after dusk...But Buffy......

B-opens the door and sits in front of the fireplace...

A-he sits there stunned...

B-but nothing.... it's ok.. it's fate.... even we can't fight that.... you didn't know me nor I you

A-feels like a chess peice in a large chess game and he dosen't know the masters..turns to her... but
I killed you.............

B-and i forgive you.. smiles at him.. reaches out and touches his cheek softly...

A-grimaces as he rembers some of the greusome aspects of his kills...drops to his knees and hugs
her hips like a small child...

B-I don't remember those lives.. any of them.....arms go around him....I'm not meant to... this is the
one that counts....

A-I remember...all of them.....and ending them,..,,, shudders...

B-this is OUR time.... and if I come back again the time after that, until the end of time
angel...we're together now it's all that counts.... if those slayers had killed oyu. then we would have
never been...

A-frowned... I didn't think of that...nuzzles inot her...can't belive you were my sister...never
thought of my sister the way I think of you

B-runs her hands though his hair... i love you angel.. and your family firgives you.... you're free..

A-But my dream woman...was always patterned after my sister... he remembered surprised

B-snickers, brother.. that one I'll never get used to...

A-I used to wish she wasn't my sister... Some of the thoughts I had as a teenager made interesting
confessions and long absolutions....

B-smiles.... it had to be like that.. the same way you had to be turned.. so we can have forver
angel...anything
sooner would had been sort...

A-snuggles inother... I love you buffy...

B-slowly falls to her kneess so she is on even ground with him.. leans her head on his shulder...

A-I didn't even know you real first name was eleizebeth

B-and I you... smiles, hate that name,, to posh...

A-picks her up and carries her inot trhe bedroom

B-gasps softly... are we going too... breaks off kisses him softly.. gently..

A-Do something which have gotton me thirty hailmary's a day for a month... laughes..kisses her
and works down her neck...

B-chuckles baring her neck to him....

A-without fangs... bites it in mock feeding and shudders...

B-whimpers loudly... arching aginst his mouth... please....

A-please what? he laughes at her responsiveness...he laughed at the thougth of the slaywer
becoming a fang slut...even if it was only him she responded to

B-do it... bite me... whimpering... both needing to prove her trust and amazed at what it did to
her...

A-smiled and tranformed and sank his teeth in... and groaned with the taste of her blood in his
mouth..

B-screamed... coming just at his bite....

A-he tipped into orgasm just form the bite also...

B-hands holding him to her,,,, whimpering in shock almost at her eaction....

A-he holds her as they both calm...

B-blushes, not looking at him....

A-I love you Buffy

B-i love you too....

A-I love the fact you like my bite that much... it is so erotic... strokes her neck at the bite mark

B-angel..... what's a fang slut.... I remeber being called one at the castle, you wouldn't tell me what
it was....arches her neck rubbing into his touch...

A-snuggles with her in the bed...

B-snuggles against him... moving her head to his chest..

A-laughes... a person who craves the feeding bite... what we just did... deragatory use... will let any
vampire feed
off them...no morals no standards...

B-ohh.. frowns.. guess i'm not in that catagory.. cept for you... well, and angelus.. hmm maybe i am
a slut.. smiles slyly...tipping her head up and kissing his chin...

A-no your not a slut... I am your bonded consort... it is expected for us to have that... and you
would dust any
other vampire who attempted to feed off you  by definition... you not a fang slut...-smiles... : we
have your entire life ahead of us...

B-chuckles... I can imagine... frowns as she thinks of soething.. angel this is going to spoil the
mood.. but is nagelus ok??? if he knows about the other lves.....he might not be too hot....

A-tries to feel for him and realizes he can't call him up..... I guess he is upset...he's hiding....

B-looks at him.. worried... get him angel....please.. I don't like this... he might do something stupid...

A-Oh to answer you question you asked earlier... when you asked if I had crusified any one I was
thinking on a
cross... that answer was no... I have how eveR nailed people to walls... several times.. the first was
my sisters Watcher...
 Don't worry Buffy, I won't let him,,, he can not control the body without my permision

B-nods I know that now...

A-I didn't want you to think I lied to you...

B-angel it's not hruting you i'm worried about.. it's not coming back.. he is capable angel.. he can't
cope with
emotions and don't want to... nods at him.. i know.. you didn't lie.. it's ok.. smiles..

A-I love you buffy

B-I love you too...

A-I am glad I brought you here.... I was so afraid we weerre over... that I had lost you

B-smiles so am I I really am... distracted very worried over angelus... smiles you'll never loose me..
ever

A-smiles and pulls her close... I love you and I am glad we are together...

B-so am i... angel..... looks up at him.... please try for me??

A-closes his eyes and frowns... then hides his head from her... rolls and starts to get out of bed... it
is plain he is
running...

B-fuck.. reacts and grabs him...rolls onto him straddling his waist

A-let me go buffy

B-looks down t him... not this time angelus... am keeping you away from knives too...

A-struggles... tries to release himself... but the slayer strength is too much...

B-look at me angelus....

A-he looks up at her his pain is as easy to see as it is to feel he is racked with remorse and guilt

B-look at me... come on.. look into my emotions..... it was an order...

A-he reached out trerified she hated him...

B-she lets her love, accpetance and forgivness all shine out to him... can you feel that....does any of
that hurt you??? a soft gentle voice, she kisses him softly before slwoly getting off him...

A-he looks at her in surprise she still loves him?..shakes his head...no

B-sits on the bed watching him.... smiles.. did you really think I could hate you...????...after last
night proving myself to you you thought I'd turn against you like that???

A-yes... I mean I killed you as my sister and coutless other Slayers...  I don't know... you seem to
good to be true...-mumbled

B-you were supposed to..... it was written... cups his cheek rubbing it softly.. like a cat...

A-purrs... att he touch... he loves her to touch him....

B-we were only supposed to be together now, from now till the end of time angelus. that;s our time
not any of the
others...

A-oh...I got locked into choir boys soul journey? Interesting

B-nods... that was also the reason for now... your exsistance you're a part of each other now.
neiether can live
with out the other...

A-I am on the wheel...never thought it would happen to me...

B-and i can't live without both of you... the two sides of the coin...

A-good...

B-lays down besides him.. snuggles against him.... you know they forgive you as well as him...

A-no I can't see how...they forgive him becasue it was me that did it....

B-no.. they forgave you as well. you had no choice.... you were a new bron doing as told.... you had
no feelings,
as much a victim in everything as angel was...

A-Yeah I didn't have a real choice... Darla was a harsh mistress...I remembered once when I
disobeyed her and flayed me...

B-nods... you see my point.. or you want to talk to kathryn too???...winces at the pain he must
have felt...

A-No I do not want to talk to Kathryn...

B-then sits uo as his words sink in.. darla did that to you???

A-shruggs... she had done worse...

B-looking at him in horror.. what was the order???

A-to kill a group of runaway children... about 5 to 6 years old... there was a slayer potential in the
group so she
wanted them all dead...

A-I didn't feel like veal that night and so I didn't...

B-hand tracing the skin on his chest winces.. then looks at him... you did have feelings then.. you
were never a
complete monster angelus

A-looking at it now I see you were right... but then I would have killed you for that insult...

B-watches him.. what other things did she do... wanting to understand the source of his pain....

A-broke my legs...  cut out my liver once... that hurt

B-slowly storking him. keeping him soothed and clam..your liver?? why??...looks at him... roll onto
your stomache angelus...

A-disobedient... caught me feeding off and fucking another vampiress... and wasn't happy rolls
over onto his stomach

B-od.. why didn't you kill her..stradles his waist and starts massaging him...

A-She was my sire... you don't do that... to your sire...

B-kneading his tense msucles... oohh... what else did she do....

A-relaxing in the touch

B-bends down.. kisses his tattoo

A-impaled me.. -all his musles tightened up on that on...

B-impaled??? not understanding...

A-used metel and not woood or it probably would have killed me...gimaces... to run through... place
a rod or sharp object in the rectum and force it through the body and often out the mouth

B-kisses his hair, before continueing her touch.. freezes at his words.. almost physically sick...oh
dear god... whimpered... hand coming up to her mouth...

A-shruggs.. it's ok I healed

B-tears in her eyes.. it's not ok.... it's not ok.... whimpering...swallows why did she do it???

A-rolls over.. holds her tight... buffy what is wrong... he can feel her pain and revuslion and is
confused...becasue she could...

B-whimpers at his answer.... holding him tight crying...

A-I had been thrown out of favor in the Master's court and it reflected bad on her having made
me... so she
punished me for her discrace...Zargon's little games...

B-how could anyone do that......whimpered out.. head buried in his neck.... how could anyone do
that....

A-shruggs...

B-sobbing against him...

A-for a vampire it is easy...holding her confused as to why she is crying... [hasn't figgured out
empathy yet]

B-no wonder you turned out the way you did.. you didn't know any different....

A-Buffy I was as cruel as she was... even more so... it was all pkarmic payback... don't sweat
it...That was the standard of behaviour in the court....

B-sniffs softly.... angelus how can you say that?????? no one desreves that.. specially you.. its too
cruel to
think about..

A-it was feed or be fed on... I prefered to be a feeder

B-that thought of you being hurt in nay way let alone like that almost tears me apart....

A-why? why should it? I don't understand...

B-looks to me liek you only bacame that way after being fed on.....

A-well... I was a good student

B-sighs.. have you ever heard of the empathy angelus???? feeling o anothers pain... specially if that
other person
won't ad mit to it....sharing pain... sadness... helping people get though something they dont even
see as a problem....

A-with the shit I have done... do you really think I WANT to feel anothers pain? amazed....

B-fliches ever so slightly........ if I were in so much pain it tore me in two.. what would you do. leave
me with it???

A-no... I could never leave you in pain... voice drifts off...

B-exactly.. you see what i mean... if you saw a man bating a child in the street now.. would you
ignore it or stop the man??

A-I feel your pain... I know your pain...kill him.

B-nods slightly...see angelus you would care for others... even if it just starts with me.. it's
ok..reaches up and kisses him very gently... thinks..

A-I don't want to care for others... it hurts too much... voice drifts off... but I guess I have to huh?

B-yeah you do... frowns as a thought hits her... can i ask you something... for an honest answer???

A-if you want the answer...I promised not to lie to you

B-sitting up looking him in the eyes.. angelus you get off on pain.. rough sex...... have you ever even
felt gentle
relaxed.. just making love??? no pain.. no bondage....just loving??

A-no......

B-shut her eyes sadly... I'm sorry angelus.. I truly am

A-why?

B-for living without knowing what it's like....having sex not making love...

A-If I don't know what it is like... how can I miss it?

B-leans forward gently kisses him..

A-vampires don't love...why should we make love? -confused

B-leans her forhead against his... becuse you're a vampire and you love.... you have to feel what
making love is at lest once  kisses the tip of his nose...

A-looks startled...not sure if he wants to... what happens if he ikes it and never gets it
again?

B-then kisses him again.. carefully expolring his mouth.... with me you can always
make love angelus.... if you want to.. whipsered against his lips..

A-he surrenders to her... what ever she wants...

B-looks at him, before kisses his forhead... whatever you want to do to me during
this.. do it.. it's ok...

A-he just feels the gentleness the love form her for him... he soakes it up like a plant
soaking up water after a drought

B-looks at him bfore running her hands down.. softly rubbing her lower body angaist
him

A-purrs in his throat...he loves the touch he knows he can't fuck her though so what
is she doing?

B-unzips his pants motions for him to lift his hips...

A-he follows and lifts... watching her with great curiosity

B-removes his pants... gently traces his penis with her singel finger....

A-he purrs with the release...just enjoying the touch... such an odd feeling

B-looks a up at him before getn;y kissing him....

A-hisses her back... genlty... taking her lead....

B-smiles at him encouraging... then moves back down his body... licks the length of
his cock...

A-moans... it feels genlt..different... because it is her... and she does it to please...

B-watches his face... slowly takes himinto her mouth, sucking on him....

A-he watches in amazement it feels really good and there is no extremem stimulation
going on....

B-she removes her mouth and rubs it agansit her cheek before sucking him again...
all the times keeping her eyes locked to his...

A-it feels good...and he watches her...captivated

B-as she sucks this time she loving runs her tongue around him... licking at the same time she
sucks... slowly withdrawing only to slowly sinks back down untill she has taken all of him in.. can
feel him in her throat

A-groans... he wants it rough he wants it painfull but he promised to let her do it
with love and it was driving him insane!

B-swallows.... breathing through her nose... after holding him for a moment she raises back..up.
withdraws and licks his balls before sinking back onto him.. taking him to the hilt again.. this time
humming.. her fineger hand gently stimulating his balls

A-groans it was more intense than anything... not because it was rough or painfull... but because it
was done because she loved him....

B-her finger sneaks back.. carefully rubbing his anal opening but not entering... finally she takes
pity.. sucking hard on him with a few gently nibbles to his erection...

A-groans...and thrusts ightly...growls in frustration...

B-she hmms agin.. taking him to the hitl.. her finger sliding in to the nuckle... thrusting into him
genlty...looks at him in the eye and sends him a blot of love through the bond at the same time...

A-he grabs ther linen and moans as he experiences the pleasure with love... eyes roll up... it is
overwhelming him

B-removes her mouth looking at him... come for me my love... sinks back down sucking
hard...carefully nips at him... not hard enough to hrut but enuought to put him over the egde...

A-he groans and brings his wrist to his mouth and tears at it with his fangs filling his mouth with
blood and hers with his seedless liguid...cries out inot his wrist as he sucks hard on the wrist...

B-she swallows it loveingly... then pulls away reluctantly moving up to his arms...

A-he is laying there... his wrist in his mouth...fangs deep inot his wrist feeling stunned...

B-watches him with his wrist... then slowly takes it away from his mouth... licks the excess blood off
it.. swallowing it.. looks at him with a smile...now do you understand???

A-removes the wrist... blood smeared his lips.. he nods...

B-leans forward kissing the blood off his mouth.... you liked it???

A-nods...kisses her and licks back the blood... - bad habit to intake my blood Buffy...

B-smiles.. i know you like the pain.. I love you.. I already have your blood in me  angelus...a little
more won't hurt..sqriums slightly... aroused by her success with him... rubs against him softly...

A-pulls her closely.. I love you Buffy... I do not want to risk turning you...

B-smiles it's won't happen.. but you do understand the difference of sex and doing
things out of love now

A-yes... yes I do...and I like your way better...

B-snuggles into him... rubbingher lower body aganist his eg...I'm glad...gives a smalll whimper...

A-he kisses her gently...and starts to lick down... he wants to please her also...he is gentle and
kisisies lightly...enough she could easily think he was Angel with his gentle loving touch

B-smiles... arching her body giving herself up to him....hands rest lightly on his shoulders...

A-he kisses and licks down

B-whimpers softy.... legs falling open as she squirms

A-he slowly works his way to the moist jucture of her legs...

B-ifts her head to watch him.... amzed at his new attitude... pleased beyond words...

A-lick and sucks and nibbles genlty... just to see what little pleasures he can do to please her...

B-creis out softly.... oh yes..

A-just trying to make her feel good without thining of himself...which he had never done

B-hips thrusting up to meet him slightly... angelus.....hands fall away from him to grip the sheets....

A-nibbles on her clit then sucks...licks her juices as they flow...

B-cries out.. not taking much to get on her edge..... squirms in his grip.....whimpers softly..... oh
angelus.... please...

A-he grabs her clit...then humms

B-screams softly.. her entire lower body arching up...

A-laps her juices as they flow with ther orgasm relishing the sweetness

B-coming hard ..... angelus!!!!!!!!...slowly clams down.. gasping for breathe....

A-he presses hard with his face giving her what she needs to orgasm

B-wimpers..... comes again... a gentle one this ime... calling his name ...angelus... please.... panting
softly... looking at him....

A-he rubs his entire face accros and into her soft folds...

B-whimoering.. can't belive what he's dong to her....the orgasm going on and on...

A-he lisckes her gently with long strojes as if she is a dish of cream

B-her hands go down to pull him up to her.... can;t bear anymoe...

A-chuckles...

B-angelus please.. enough for now...

A-ok.....

B-smiles... when i'm stronger we can go alll night... kisses him..that was the best ever.... thank
you....

A-ok as you wish

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