The First Series
First
By : Lady Sirona lsirona@pacbell.net,
Rated NC17 [Buffy/Angel] M/F consensual sex, oral and anal sex, blood
play, BDSM, roleplay
Spoilers: Up to Bad Eggs then the universe splits off from there
Because of my personal and professional life, I will be unable to finish the series. Instead of leaving people hanging, I am posting the IM rough draft that the series was based on.The story is here as well as the plot and the smut. My good friend Dallas transcribed the IM format into something you could read. Thank you Dallas for all the hard work!
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A-jaw dropps. Buffy you HAVE to fight them! If you stop and can't fight... they'll retire you to
activate the next Slayer! He is panickedB-looks at him taers in her eyes.. no I froze angel.. I can't
A-Buffy you will be able to I know yu will be able... come here... he snuggles her close to him.
B-I can't fight them... it's too hard... whimpers against him...head hiding in his neck...
A-hold her tight... not allowing himself to feel the fear he knows is there...
B-one of her hands resting on his chest.... maybe with time....looks at him...can you....
A-can I what baby?
B-fight for me???? just for the next little while hating to ask...
A-I will do my best... but buffy... I am not a Slayer...I will always fight for you....
B-nods snuggling into him.. shutting her eyes.. i know... only for a little while.. trying
to convince herself more than him...A-he holds her into the night and following day...
B-snugges realising she hadn't seen angel in a while either.. lifts her head...hey long time no see...
A-yeah I was letting his work stuff out... but you scared me...
B-nods.. sorry
A-go to sleep Buffy... we will work on this
three days later
A-Angel is meeting with Giles...I am worried Giles... she's lost her edge...
G-nods i know she won't train either.....
A- she can't fight vampires she locks up
G-it's happeneed to slayers before... he doesn't finish..
A-paces around... you know what they'll do... shes become anothe ann Borden....They'll retire her
Giles...G-no she won't... I'm not telling them.. they are getting normal reports from me...
A-Even though she has already been suceeeded they will retire her...
G-as far as they know she's fine... and angelus is dealing with the vamps at night???
A-Shit how long can that last... I spent all night patroling... got 4 vamps but sooner or
later it is going to get out she won't/can't fight and we're fucked..[switched into Angelus mid
conversation :)]G-then we'll have to make her fight.. looks at him..have you ever attqacked buffy.. in play. or
anything else....A-Right... kick those famous emotions which are paralyzing her into high gear...no never...
G-nods.. i can see two ways either we stuck her in patrol again or agian ar we have
a speial training session.., you and her....A-I have a plan... if it works... we get our Slayer back if I fail she is a widow you will need to report
as dead... You better not know how it is... one of us getting in toruble with her is enough...Giles looked up...and he was gone...oh shit...
Dawn has come...
B-Buffy awakens... Angel hasn't come home from patrol...She looks out the window... the sun is
shining brightly..looks around concerned... oh god.. angel...slips out of the bed telling herself not to
panic.. rings giles...G-hello?
B-giles.. have you seen angel...he hasn't come home yet
G-Last night before he went out on patrol..shit.
B-swallows hard damn... thanks..hangs up on him in mid movement...
G-Buffy I will be right over we will go look together...
B-gets up and got dressed.. looks out the window.. it's sunny nothing can harm me....opens his
front door... taped to the door is Angels necklace and wedding ring. and a note...Say good bye to
the traitor, Slayer Bitch...there is an envelope ... she is afraid to look inside it but finally
does...whimpered almost gagging..It is a 3 X 6 inch of skin.. full thinckness... they falyed him and
sent her a peice...fell to her kness...sobbing...G-Giles finds her on her knees. holding the skin and his jewelry
B-then she remebeered..,. the looks and pain in angels voice as he told her about
what darla did to him.. she looked up at giles.. this is my fualt...G-He looks at the jewlery recognizes it as Angel's... the note was writen... in blood...how is it your
fault Buffy?B-if I had been stronger they wouldn't have got him....
G-he cringed at the skin...Buffy we are what we are...
B-kissed the skin before looking at him.. yeah we are what we are...got up and walked into angels
room..'G-giles follows...
B-she oopened his closet and pulled out a crossbow...
G-Buffy you can't do this you don't even know who has him...
B-I don't know if i can fight or not but I'll die finding out..looks at him.. yes i do..
G-Giles turned her to face him... Buffy you go into a lair and lock up your dead...
B-the vamps that attacked us the other night called him traitor.. will start with them
G-Angel is most cetrtainly dead.... don't throw your life after him!
B-looks at him.. angelus was tourtured like this by darla.. I;m not bing the cause of it
anagain.. I love him to much to let him suffer..gets the bolts for the crossbow and straps them onto
her...G-is freaked... let me go with you ... we will go get my cross bow
B-looks at him..no giles.. you need to live through this at least...slips angels wedding ring onto the
chain with the sword and put it on..looked around one last time and walked out the door.G-Buffy no... don't leave me out like this...follows her... i won't let you leave me
B-giles go to willy's bar ask him if he knows where they'll be....presuade him to talk..
G-only if we stay together
B-nods ok... turns about to go then turns and kicks him in the head..watches as he falls..sorry
giles.. no time..G-drops like a brick leaves him in the apartment...
B-runs to willy's bar...oh willy..walks through the door.. her crossbow ready and loaded.. here
willy...W-looks up and sees the slayer... he isn't afraid though... -well if it isn't the wall flower Slayer..the
vampires who usually bail when she runs through the door sit and continue drininking in distain...
she relaized they did indeed lost their fear of her that fastB-smiles sweetly.. where's angel?
V1- missing something Slayer? You shoud keep better care of yur pet vampires
Slayer... but you aren't one any more are you?B-fires the bow watches as it stakes the vampshmmm maybe maybe not...
VAMPS-two attack her..growling... he sounded lovley as he screamed Bitch
W-now now no fighting in the bar!
B-ducks their blows.. round house kicking one and puching the other..
W-thinks and crossbow one leaving the remainder to be questioned by the Slayer...one is left and
looks ready to book... obviously it was a lie about her losing the slayer touch...B-thanks willy.. s,miles sweelty. kicks him in between the legs hard...watches the vamp sink to the
floorVAMP-groans as he drops thankful she didn't kill him
B-now my husband is where??
VAMP-rolls over... somehow this may not be the best thing...husband?
B-taking the crossbow off willy..yeah angelus??? I'm sure you know him...
VAMP-Vamp groans I don't know your hubsband...shit you married Angleus?
B-wrong anser.. shoots him in the right knees..*going form bad to worse*...yes.. now want to tell
me where he is???VAMP-the old grain mill on the our skirts of town... in the barn...
B-level the crossbow at his crotch
VAMP-HOBEST!
B-how many vamps there???
VAMP-10...new leader in town...
B-who???
VAMP-making an example of Angelus for fucking the Slayer
B-nods.. is he ok???
VAMP-We just call him Sir...he isn't dust...
B-nods.. ok very good....
VAMP-at least not when i left..Sir planed to impale him...leave him for the dawn...
B-swallows hard.. alright thank you..stakes the vamp..turns to willy....
W-drops head and prays she won't kill him..willy stares at her....this is going bad fast....
B-thinks for a moment.. willy i'm taking some of your alcohol with me...think i may warm up the
vamps a little....W-hanbs her some bottles of his cheapest stuff...
B-how flammable is this???
W-it's 151 rum it is the most comustable inaginable.
B-thanks.. got any marshmellows???
W-pours a bit on the bar drops a match on it and it explodes right there...shakes head no
B-smiles.. your business is going to slow down again.. but angelus will come say hi
I'm sureW-fuck....
B-smiles sweetly and walks out
the old granery
B-arrives at the mill. looks at it wondering how the hell she'd gets in.. turns a
round... and sees a tracor parked nearby... perfect...A-Angelus is nailed to the wall in the barnnn through the arms, and through the
abdomen with a sword... he has been severly tortured...SR-Sir Roberts stood in front of Angelus... -bring back meemories Angleus? I know you haved whe
Darla falayed you...anf when you were impaled... no I will do it for real..takes a wodden stick and
rams it into his abdomen and Angel screams..just as Angel stops... he twists it and he screams
again...B-outside buffy pours the alcohaol over the tracor before starting it.. almost
collaspes as she hears angel screaming..A-he starts screaming obcenities at Sir Roberts in Gaelllic...
B-sets the stracot on the direction of the door and lets it go.. as it gets near she sets
it alight...then runs behind it.. as it crashies through the door..A-Angel knows he is going to die... [before the crash....] Buffy I am sorry... he calls
out to the universe...SR-Sir Robert is amazed at the crash as The Slayer satnds in the door lit byt sunlight
and the burning trasctor setting fire to the barn...B-smiles as it scatters some vamps.. then sees sir robert with angel.. aim the bow
and hits him in the hand holding the stick...A-Angel barely looks human
SR-Sir roberts swears as he drops his weapon... turns on the Slayer...
B-you have two minutes to get the fuck away from him before i make what angelus used to do look
like childs play...lifts the crossbow staking a few vamp she happened to notice...SR-you lost it Slayer... you broke... you no longer the Slayer You are nothing... slides
a knife out of his sheath and burries the knife in Angels chest.A-Angel screams...
B-walks slwoly towards him..... does the fact I'm here look like I lost it..trying to block his pain....
SR-Yeah you have you've pitfully come to die with the traitor
B-lifts the cross bow... fires it the bolt gets him between the legs...
A-he is clamping down on the bond... she realizes he has been blocking it a long time to spare her...
B-smiles.. then opens the link taking his pain on willingy...the vampires are baling...
A-he isn't allowing it through he has stopped it cold...
B-walks up to sir robert.. with draws the knife from angels chest....another vamp attackes her and
she round house kicks it then stakes it...how long do you think it will be that i can touture you
without you turning to dust
sir...??SR-Sir roberet looks up at her from where he is on his knees holding his crotch...how long do you
think he'll live if you waste time doing that?B-I"ve never had enjoyed killing someone before.. this is a first.. it may take me a
while...looks at angel.. he'll last but you're rightA-angel moans... he lets small bit of the pain through and it rocks her...then he clamps down on it
again... if he will die she will not feel it!B-fuck it.. she raises the crossbow and stakes sir..the rest of the vampires split... the Slayer is
functional and on the war path...then moves to angel... oh god honey .. she slowly pulls the swords
out of him and holds him up...can you walk at all honey???A-no it's daytime about 11am!...groans...
B-looks around the mill.. sees some sacks in the corner.. drags him there...then she hears a car
outside and willow xander oz and a bruised Giles come busting in...Angel is out...B-Giles!!!!
they look at the devestation and giles smiles...
B-get him in the car.. we ned to get him home now.. needs blood
G-sees angel and frowns...xander and oz disapear and return with a rug... lays it down and they lay
him on it
and rap him up and...pick him up and load him into oz's van...they all load in... Giles looks at her...
what were you thinking? burning down the barn with Angel inside?B-looks at him.. giles shut the fuck up....
W-Willow rolls her eyes... get him
G-Giles turns to look out the window and smiles... his slayer was back..they carry him into the
house and unrooll him...A-he is unconcious...and looks like something a very large cat has played with...
W-willow gets some towles and they start cleaning his wounds as Giles and Xander go
for bloodB-sits on the bed cupping his head.... damn... it angel.. i'm sorry.. kissed him softly...
O-Oz is staring at him... is he...well alive for him?
A-Buffy?
B-nods yeah we'd know if he wasn't oz....hands storking angels face..
O-he is helping willow clean his wounds
B-he'd be dust otherwise...
A-opens eyes looked at her... you came for me... not a dream... eyes roll up in the
back of his head and goes out againB-not a dream... Im always here angel...when he is unconcious... she can feel his pain... it is worst
han anything she has
ever flet...just whispering words of love to him while rubbing his face..Xander and Giles come in with blood
B-sinks inot his pain even though its agnoy takes more into herself..
G-open the top off one of the 2 gallon bukets...
A-he never even responds...
B-takes the blood from giles.. thanks...
G-Damn.
B-It's ok giles..she has the bucket..holds it to his lips...no response..puts it down thinking..
G-damn it he is so far gone he can't feed...
B-giles get me a knife....
G-hands her a small knife very sharp
B-not loking at giles just watching angel...pulls her sleeve up baring her wrist.. winces as she cuts
it...waits until it's dripping then holds it over his mouth letting it drip into it..hoping her slayer blood
may help...runs inot his mouth... nothing no resppnse...come on angelus.. you're strong enough to
surface come on lover...O-Oz walkks outside... and returns with something...
B-please... don't leave me.. you leave me now and I'm following..
O-I earn extra money delivering for a pharmacy...pulls out a long tube...hold his head Buffy
B-looks up at oz.. winces.. oh god.. please..does as she is told frimly takes his head using all her
strength..I'm sorry angel.. sorry for this pain.. please forgive me...O-puts the tube up his nose it looks several ffet long..."This is a feeding tube... not that painful...
Mrs anderson had a stroke and can't eat foor anymore so she drink shakes though a tube....
"...when it is in he looks at Buffy... Now we pray I didn't put it in his lungs....taps it to his face and
hooks up a bag and fill the bag with blood and runs it in...wide open...when the bag emptied he
refilled itB-nods.. it's a good chance.. they won't take him away from me.. small smile.. holding
his hand..they all watch
B-come on honey wake up.. come o angelus.. you're dstrong please wake up.. just let
me know you'll be ok....A-suddenly he trhashes and transforming inot game face makes a grab for the
remainder of blood in the container in her hands looks at oz... oz remove the tube...A-deep growl he drains it... by the time he did that giles handed him the other one...
B-kepps angelus's head in her lap....come on honey.. that's it.. there's lots herefor
you.. all you need and more...O-oz is looking at Angelus in game face and doesn't want to come anywhere near it...with a sucking
sound he drains the blood out of the bag attached to the tube and reaches up and yanks the tube
out spraying blood everywhereX-xander brings in another container of blood... and Agenlus startes to roll toward Xander...
B-ignores the blood that sparyed onto her face.. just focusing on him...no stay..
X-xander pops the lid and hands him the container... he lifts it and drains it...
B-angelus.. you can't move yet my heart... you're too weak.....
A-head falls back eyes roll up and he is out again...
B-strokes his hair... sothing him... looks at giles.. he'll make it...they all stare and Angleus... blood
dripping off them...G-yeah... we'll get more blood...
B-he's going to be ok...nods.... please do.. I'll stay here...kisses his lips lightly..I love you angelus..
Oz and Xander disapear while Willow and giles get more towles to clean him up...with the new
blood he started bleeding again..They wiped him up as best as the could and Giles just cut his
clothes off him....checking out the wounds... they are begining to knit... not magickal like the
wound from the ritual for returning drusillsa strengthB-whimpers softly.. can we sped up the healing???
A-rolls over anf burries his face in her lap...
B-winces as she sees his back.
G-shakes his head . no Buffy you can't we will have more blood for the next time he awakens... but
it will take timeB-sees where he was flayed...the long strip of skin was remobed form the left side of his back and
then he had
been wripped..giles..... almost physiaclly ill.. falls back slighly...she can see new skin growingG-he is healing Buffy... stay strong for him...
B-how could they do this???..my fualt....a state of fact
G-The Vampire's name was Sir Roberts...an ols and visicous vampire... old friend of zargon's... an
old lover I belive...taking revenge for Angelus killing Zargon...B-shakes slowly.. ohh god...
A-Angel is starting to thrash and move his eeys are deep in rem sleep
B-moves angels head off her lap.. moves so she is laying holding him...easy my love.. easy...kissing
his face all over..A-Noo Nooo Darla Noo Nooono I'm sorry... I won't do it... again... I promise...please no more
Darla Please...."G-is looking confused...
B-feels the tears fall at his little plea...
A-"no more...."
B-darla used to touture him giles.. she used to get pleasure out of it.,. she flayed him
and imapled him...G-oh god...It gave him flash backs...wake him Buffy get him out of that dream...
B-holds him tight it's ok angelus it's ok I'm here the pains gone none will ever hurt
you again...looks at giles.. then shakes angelus..angelus.. love.. come on hon wake up....A-opens eyes... but she can see he isn'tr awake... Buffy please...
B-angelus!!!!!!!
A-wakes with a scream!
B-angelus.. easy honey.. it's over you're safe now.. i'm here....
A-disorineted... he looks at Buffy and giles confused..Buffy?..Buffy... what... what happened?
B-kisses him softly..yeah i'm here.. sir robert caught you...
A-lookes at Willow and giles as they are spattered with blood...
B-they played before i could get you out... tears falling...
A-snarls... instead of his usual fearful snarl it is remineceint of a puppy snarling at a
rottweiller...He was avenging Zargon.B-laying with him... cupping his cheek.. it's ok angels.. it's over you'll never be hrut
again i promise...A-looks at Giles. he told me the leak....
B-nods yes he was... I'm sorry....rubs her cheeck against angelus's not sure of anything but her
need to touch him...A-Thomas Balestead. Your watchers have until I am healed... then he fucking better
be dead painfully or that mother is mine... low growlG-blanches.
B-whimpered softly. easy angelus... easy... don't think on it now.. focus on getting
betetrG-Thomas Balestead? He was the leak telling Buffy was there and how to get
her?B-giles where the hell are xander and oz???
A-Angelus nods. He was the leak...he lays back inot her embrace... just soaking yup the love
B-kisses his forhead... rest angelus.. save your strength please...
A-hungry...need to feed...
B-nods giles where's xander?????
W-willow brings him four units of blood form the regierator
A-he trasnformed to game face and drained them one aftger another
B-holds his head soothing his hair back..
Oz and Xander come in carying large quanity of blood... he sits up in response to the smell this is
freah stuff!.X-sorry had to wait for the next lot was slaughtered... holds out the jug...it is a 5 gall bucket
A-he is drinking straight out of the bucket...
B-wraps arms around angel.. rubbing his back...
Willow and OZ are trying to avoid loking at him and failing miserably
G-Giles is watching in frank curtiosity
X-Xander left... didn't like it
B-encouraging him.. go to the hospital see if you can get some blood bags with out
being seen... he'll need human blood to really help...looks over at oz...A-four gallons into it he slows... and falls back
B-supports hims taking his weight
A-don't bother... I am ok this enough for days now... put it in the refigerator...groans I need a
shower...rolls over and stand nude as a jay bird and walks into the bathroom...W-Willow's eyes go wide and he walks past he and she sees his size...
B-sighs... guys please.. umm can you clean up a little.... jumps up and runs to the
bathroom...they clean up a bit and split...A-he is hunkered on the floor of the shower letting the shower cleasne him...
B-steps into the shower with him.. completeely clothed.. just interested in bathing
him...gets a soft sponge gently rubbing him down with it...A-looks up at her... his eyes trotured... he is obviously reliving things...Buffy?
B-easy love.. im here for you.....
B-I'm sorry i was so late...
A-You came for me...no no you weren't late... they caught me right before dawn as I was coming
home...B-gets some shapoo and gently washes his hair..nods i had to come for you.. there was no choice to
make... we owe willy some booze though...A-fuck willy
B-rinses his hair and carefully washes his body.. getting the blood off him...
A-he melts into her touch... .
B-kisses him gently.. you ready to go back to bed now???
A-nods... he is exauster wants to sleep for a week
B-come on then.. puts a arm around him helping him to his feet...
A-he leans on her heavly
B-gets him out of the shower then towels him down before putting him to be...
A-the bed ahs been stripped and the blood cleaned up... he falls inot bed
B-kisses him softly.. you want me in with you??
A-nods...needs her touch
B-nods.. gets in beside him.. covers them with the blankets..
A-he snuggles up against her... needing her touch... she makes him feel safe....
B-holds him softly.. kisses him..rubbing his body where it was free of wounds....
A-don't stroke me buffy just hold me....Just hold me and let me belive it will be all better...
B-nods slightly.. arms goiung around him tightly..it will be betetr angelus it will i promise... I'll make
it all go away..kisses his face softly.. no one will ever hurt you again.. I swaer...A-snuggles inot her arms litke a puppy seeking solace....
B-just holds him.. rest angelus.. just rest...
A-he seems unable to get enough contact....
B-runs a hand though his hair..
A-he lays in her arms and slides inot a helaing sleep
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