The First Series
First
By : Lady Sirona lsirona@pacbell.net,
Rated NC17 [Buffy/Angel] M/F consensual sex, oral and anal sex, blood
play, BDSM, roleplay
Spoilers: Up to Bad Eggs then the universe splits off from there
Because of my personal and professional life, I will be unable to finish the series. Instead of leaving people hanging, I am posting the IM rough draft that the series was based on.The story is here as well as the plot and the smut. My good friend Dallas transcribed the IM format into something you could read. Thank you Dallas for all the hard work!
Start 15 firstB-she hears him entering he is pushing the dawn tight... he slides into the room as if nothing
happenedA-takes the jacket off and hangs it up
B-she doesn't look at him... where were you angelus????
A-kicks off his boots..shruggs went out...
B-why didn't you tell me???
A-you were busy with Giles...
B-you could have came and told me.... you should have...
A-wanted to be alone for awhile...shit Buffy what the hell are you my mother ?...I am 245 I can go
out if I want to without checking with momyB-no i'm your wife... who almost lost you recently and would like to know where you are so I don't
worry..A-Buffy, chill, I went out did a little vampire hunting and came home... no big deal
B-so i don't stare at the clock counting the seconds untill dawn.... you're not strong enough to be
out...she got up and walked so she was at the far end of the room from him...A-Oh shit Buffy...he was confused... why was Buffy so angry?
B-she looked at him now.. hurt and worry floing through her.. along with love ...
A-He walks through the kitchen and sees the window... -Buffy? Did yuou open the window?
B-no that's how you got out....
A-Buffy... I walked out the door... I didn't open the window...
B- wondering at him... what????..you can't have.....
A-I never opened the window... I walked out the door... walked right by you and Giles...Hey I lurk
wellB-looks at him.. you walked past us???
A-yeah.... not close... I didn't want to invade your conversation
B-you really should have told me what you were doing angelus...
A-What the hell is up with you buffy? I go out for a walk and you freak...I am not a fucking cripple
B-just so i don't worry.... and have an idea of when you'll be back.. watching dawn is horrible...no
you're not... but you're not full strength either...she leant against the wall... looking behind him...A-walks over and checks out the kistchen...snarling...
B-and after almost losing you and spending the last few days looking after you I
worry..angelus???..frowns and follows him...A-looking around starts checking closets
B-what is with you???
A-check under the bed buffy.. be prepared to kick ass...he is game face
B-looks at him no vamp can get in..
A-oh why the hell not?..you haven't lived her through two full mons to make it a humans
residence..any vampire can eneter here especially who has been in here beforeB-sighs walks into the bathroom...I'm telling you angelus it's clear..
A-there you are you little shit!
B-fuck.. runs back to angelus...
A-she enters the bedroom to see him pulling a young child about 12 out of the closet
B-angelus.. let him go....now!!!
A-why?
B-it's just a kid.. not a vamp.
K-the child is staring at Angleus with big tear filled eyes....which fill with blood stained tears
A-try again buffy...I got to say you have some serious balls to invade my home... now pardon me
while I rip your throat out...K-please Angelus...
A-Angelus sets his hand into a claw to kill it
B-angelus.. DONT!!!!!!!!!
A-Oh shit what is going on?
B-she moved forward and out a hand on his shoulder.....
K-kid dangling in his grip...
B-let him go now.....
A-since when do you fucking protect vampires?
B-it's just a child....since I meet you...
A-It could be a hundred and 20
K-I'm 12
B-he can't hurt you.. look at it...that's no elder it's new..
A-Angelus snarles... yeah and I'm 24...
B-very new.....
A-well if it is so new who did both of us miss it?..looks at the kid.. tell me the truth how old are you.
if you lie I'll know and stake you myself...K-I'm 12 I got turned into a vampire last week
B-we missed it because we were invloved with each other..
A-What fucking moraon would turn a kid?
B-looks at the kid.. what's your name...??...looks at him.. drucilla
K-Jimmy, Jimmy Blakeman
B-dru wants kids.. she'd do this ...
A-gimaces -she always wanted children,,,
B-sighs.. let him go angelus.. get him something to drink...
K-nods big tears in his eyes... she threw me out ... told me I was faulty... broken... like her daddy...
A-drops the kid Oh fuck..starts to back up...walks to the refigerator and removes the blood takes
the pan and starts to warm the blood... - so when did they figure out the demon didn't take? he
askes the kid conversationally .B-buffy picks up the phone rings giles on the cellphone
K-when I couldn't kill human
G-yeah Buffy?
B-you're not going to belive what we have found..hwo'd you know it was me???
A-baby under the bed? he asked confused... had dreams of buffy and children
G-Buffy who elese has this numbers and keeps vampire hours?..
B-close enough.. a 12 year old vamp with his soul...
G-what that?
B-think you may want to come back
G-groans and hangs up
B-goes into the kitchen.. he's coming back over....
A-A to K do you know who I am?
K-nods your angelus... sire to Drusila and Spike...
A-do you know who she is?
K-ahhh well... ahhhahhh
A-just say it...
K- it is how spike discribes her... I welll
A-just say it
K-shes " the fucking Bitch who turned angelus into a bloddy lap dog" he blurts
A-looks at the kid and then starts to laugh... large rolling laughter
B-raises an eyebrow.. do i want to know??
A-he is laughing so hard he fall on the bed and can't move
B-shakes her head... angelus???...takes the blood off the stove and tips it into a glass hands it to
jimmy..K-he looks at her confused one a human this comfortable around vampires
A-Angelus is laughing he is trying to talk and flaiing miserabley
B-is chuckling at angelus...
A-oh that is priceless.... " the fucking Bitch who turned angelus into a bloddy lap dog"...oh I will
never live this downK-is feeling more comfortable..sits on a chair...looks at Buffy you won't send me inot the dawn will
you?G-a knock on the door...
A-Angelus shook his head no... he wasn't able to talk
B-smiles softly at him...goes to the door..opens it..
G-Giles is standoing there haggard and worn.
B-sorry giles...
K-Jimmy dives behind Angleus in total abject fear.
B-I'll put the tea on...comeon... leds him into the room..
G-Giles comes in and lookes around sees Angleus on the bed laughing with the child vampire
cowering behind himB-jimmy.. it's ok.. this is my friend.. giles.. he won't hurt you either.. i promise...
K-he's he's s the the Slayer's Watcher... Drusilla spied on him at the school library once...
B-nods.. i know.. and i'm the slayer....
A-Angelus started laughing again...
B-and you're perfectly safe..
K-eyes got huge
B-angelus you're really not helping....I promise noone will hurt you... come out please.. she holds
her hand out to him...A-laughing and wagging figger at buffy... he can't talk... she relaizes he can't get enough air,,, to
laugh and talkB-shakes her head trying to hide a smile.. instead leand forward kissing him gently on the lips...
K-comes out form behind Angleus and slowly walks to Buffy... he think she is teasing him... but He
KNOWS
Giles is the WatcherB-she sits waiting for him to come to her...
K-he slowly walks toward her... keeping his distance form Giles
B-it's ok.. no one will hurt you..
A-Angelus stops laughing after the kiss
G-looks at the kid. "couldn't bring home a kitten or a puppy could you?
B-giles what do you think.. he cant fend for himself...
G-Actually he could... but he probably can't with spike and drusilla
B-chuckles.. he found us, guess he figured that if angelus had a soul he'd be safe....
A-rolled over... Ok kid... Jimmy right?
B-nods... spike would kill him if he saw him again.... quietenss waiting to see what angelus would
do...A-Oh yeah he is an abomination. You never make a vampire meant to survive that hasn't reached
maturity... and a failed take over should be killed at 72 hours k huddles inot Buffy... That was what
Spike wanted to do... Drusilla wouldn't let him...B-looks at angelus over his shoulder....
A-now what Buffy? Keep the eternal teenager..He will never grow... never get bigger.
B-swallows.. jimmy go jump up on the bed see if you can sleep... I need to talk to angelus and
giles...in the kitchen you two please...she stands... and walks in not bothering to see if she was
followed...A-so what do we do with him?
B-we can;t send him out there..looks at angelus...
A-what keep him?
G-Giles is staring at him...
B-what do you think???..it's your call angelus..
A-growls I don't want this... she feels burning jelously form Angelus.. he is jelous of the kid...
B-sshe sends him a blast of love from her.. no one could replaces him...goes to. him.. angelus think
about it...he can't look after himself out there.. he needs us.. please...A-growls...
B-puts a hand on his chest...leans her head oh his shouder....not looking at him... you can be the
one to tell him to leave if you are so against it... I can't let him go knwoing he won't last...A-pushes her off him and storms across the room.. grabs his jaket... Oh you like helpless vamps...
you want pets
well fuck you keep him! in a flash he is goneB-fuck!!! giles.. should i let him go??..he will come back right???
G-let him go... he'll come back
B-hurt and upset.... nods.. this is what he needs giles i can feel it...looking after someone else will
make him heal...she goes back into the bedroom sees jimmy sleeping...G-he is a new vampire and literal rises and sets with the sun as all new vamps
B-smiles at him.. you might as well go giles... I can look after the two of them...angelus will be back
soon.. it's nearly dawn....think I might just go to sleep.. it's no use worrying about him.. smiles ...G-Buffy Angelus is a teen emotionally.. and he is learning real jeoulsy..no he'll probably rage in the
sewers for several hours and then come slinking back... let him... accept him...you guys are going to
have to get a different house... I will put a search through willow on James Blakeman... if he isn't
from around here we should be ok...B-nods i will..it's understandable for him to get upset at this..nods.. angel already has another
house...I'll have to talk him into moving into it...G-shakes his head... this is plain weird
B-you ever seen anything normal in this place???
G-chuckles... no...
B-smiles...giles go back to bed.. i promise not to call you for at least a few hours...smiles sweetly..
slipping off her shoes..I'm going to get sleep before dealing with angelus again..G-smart... he will be ok... tap inot him reach for him...I don't think he can block you if you really
want him if he is not putting all his eneregy to itB-now???...oh when he gets back??
G-now tap inot him you will see beyond his anger...
B-nods ok.. she sits on the egde of the bed focusing on angelus...gently porbing at his emotions..She
feels his anger and his sense of betryal... he thought she didn't want him any more... she wanted
the child... he wasn't good enough despair... he wasn't good enough...he was horrible... did
horrible things... worthless...well he's hurting and betrayed... very upset...G-Giles looked at her with an raised eyebrow... -not the horrible raging monster... is he?
B-absantly sends him a blast of her love..no he's not...
G-insecure Buffy... insecure that is all
B-nods thank you giles..smiles at him... you've helped us so much...
G-simple adult experience
B-smiles then yawns.....ok.. I'll ring you tonight and fill you in....
G-leaves
B-sighs.. then changes into one of angels long shorts and boxers.. lays on the bed beside
jimmy...she can feel Angelus trying to figure out his feeling an emotions...sends another wave of
love to angelus.... and acceptance for him..he wants her but what is she wants the kid more... she is
closer to his age..hell this kid isn't 245 years ahead of her...sends him a blot of pure want and need
along with some lust to him..A-he needs her he want her...he starts to head home
B-then lets her eyes shut smiling as she slowly went to sleep...
A-he came out of sewer... and went inot the apartment...walks in and sees her on the bed with the
kid.B-doesn't stir.. catching up on the sleep she'd missed for days...
A-pure rage flowed through the link colored with betrayl and bitter loss...
B-that made her whimper softly in her sleep..she slowly opened her eyes and looked at
him....jugded his mood quickly.. not here in thr lounge...A-she does want the kid more than him... fuck... turns and grabs his coat... and then looks at it...
what is he
kidding she doens't want himit is a falacy dropps the coat and starts to remove the shirt...B-she got up quickly and looked at him... angelus????
A-his emotions have crystalized... last time she flet that was when Angel was awaiting the dawn...
B-she slippe off the bed frowning..... oh shit.. angelus talk to me...
A-what? voice is devoid of emotion...why?
B-what's the matter with you???
A-dropps the shirt...
B-you know i can never replace you... I love you.... the fact i want to take this kid in has nothing to
do with that....A-what do you mean whats wrong with me? Buffy... rage and despair raged he is lost he has so
many feelings and
he doesn't know if he wants to spit or go blindB-she walked slightly closer to him.. holds a hand out to him... surely you can feel my love for you...
A-Buffy I... he wants to throttle her, and make love to her...
B-she opened the link baring her honest love for him and pure want to protect the child...in way
replacing the one she lost..A-he pulls her close he hold onto her...I'm sorry Buffy...
B-she placed her head on his shoulder.. it's ok..gives a small smile.. I understand....
A-God I dont know what the hell is going on... it all used to be so clear...
B-nods.. you're laerning to cope with emotions.. to grow if you like..
A-I am not growing... I'm going insane!
B-she kisses his nech softly... no you're not I won't let you...
A-Do you really want a child that will never grow up?
B-arms around his neck...
A-He will be a man eventually in the body of a 12 year old... like the annointed one...
B-sighs I don't think theres any other choice.... can't send him out there....
A-and we can't kill him...
B-he needs us...no we can't kill him...
A-Am I horrible person to not want to do this? I need you... I don't want to share you
B-no you're not horrible....it's natural..
A-really? I feel like a shit...
B-but as long as you accept the fact there's no other choice it's ok...angelus i don't want to share
you.. but I have to.. think of this as the same as sharing me with angel.. except I don't love this
child that way.. he's an innocent..we can spare him from vampires that would hurt himA-we are all expected to sleep together?
B-what????
A-I don't want to share you Buffy...
B-jerks back looking at him.. angelus what do you mean??...phone rings...
B-frowns.. answers it.., hello giles....what's wrong??..keeps lookign at angelus.. not working out
what was arong with him...G-Buffy I just remembered... you asked Angelus to let the kid joint he family... in vampire circles
that makes the child your slave... a sexual one Buffy... to a vampire of which you need to
remember Angleus is one... your addidng to your harem....B-what!!!?????...you got to be kidding me...it's a kid giles 12 years old...locks eyes with angelus
under standing him now..holds a hand out to him...G-I wish I was... I was too tired to think... Angelus is betrayed because he thinks you adding to
your harem...
vampires don't process phsyical age... you are or you are not...B-sighs.. ok.. thanks giles..hangs up the phone..angelus...... breaks off...looks at him... you think I
want to have sex with jimmy???A-shruggs not now probably... but it always happenes... eventually
B-well it won't this time.. jesus angelus... 2 things.. he's a kid and you're the only man in this world i
ever want to
make love too...A-looks up stunned.
B-i will never ever ever want to have sex with him or anyone else that isn't you....she looked at
him... how you ever thought that low of me.. I know you're hurting but you have to have some
faith in me... she held out her hand to him...A-Buffy.. he takes the hand...
B-puts the other round his neck hugging him.. yeah???
A-I don't know how to function with emotions...and I don't know how humans interrelate...
B-nods i know.. all you have to rember is I love you and none else.... ok??
A-nods...
B-she kissed him softly... I'm yours you're not my slave or anything... if anything I belong to you....
A-He smiles at her... no together...each other...- he strips off his pants leaving his boxers on pushes
the kid ups
gainst the wall and climbs into bed and opens his arm for herB-smiles at him.. then goes into his arms... nuzzling into him gently.., we have to move into the
mansion....A-I will make a weird parent... mumbles to himself as the dawn strengthens and he drifts off to
sleepB-smiles.. you'll make the best parent..
A-growls and is out....
B-smiles going to sleep with him...
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