The First Series
First
By : Lady Sirona lsirona@pacbell.net,
Rated NC17 [Buffy/Angel] M/F consensual sex, oral and anal sex, blood
play, BDSM, roleplay
Spoilers: Up to Bad Eggs then the universe splits off from there
Because of my personal and professional life, I will be unable to finish the series. Instead of leaving people hanging, I am posting the IM rough draft that the series was based on.The story is here as well as the plot and the smut. My good friend Dallas transcribed the IM format into something you could read. Thank you Dallas for all the hard work!
Start 17firstA-Angel and Jimmy are hanging in the living room... Angel is reading and Jimmy is web surfing on
the computer
when Buffy arrives home after working out with Giles... it is early evening... Angle prepared dinner
for Buffy and it is warm in the ovenB-glances in the oven frowns and shuts it again grabbing a coke and sitting on the couch
graoning...K-what is the matter Mom?
B-nothing honey... just a bad day at school.... bit tired .. worked out with giles afterwards...
K-oh ok just wondering
B-slips off her shoes leans back on the couch resting her eyes...
A-Angel slides onto the automan at her feet and takes her foot and starts to massge her
foot..anything we can do?B-moans softly.... get everyone at school either brains or gags???
A-I don't know if that is possible. What happened at school?
B-smiles at him... sunnydale is full of morons.. you know that don't you..... people saw my wedding
ring....A-raises eyebrow
B-however they've never ever seen you.....
A-I'm around...
B-nods.. true.. smiles.. don't worry it's nothing.. think I'm going to have a nice long bath...with lots
of bubbles......A-Come on Buffy what id going on... your a terrible liar...Buffy please?
B-slips her feet away from him and quickly starts going up stairs.. nothings wrong angel... trust
me.. not a thing....A-watches her run feeling her sahme and her frustration...
B-she darts up and locks the bathroom door..sighs leaning against it..
A-frowns... something is bothering her...and she is ashamed to tell him what it is...looks at Jimmy
surfing the net... smiles at him... he is such an innocent...sits next to jimmy and they start surfing
music sites togetherW-knocks on the door holding buffys bag.....
A-Angel opens the door... jimmy watches curious they rarely have visitors
W-smiles hey..... umm angel?????
A-Angel motions fr her to come in
W-never sure who's in control..
A-Hi willow what brings you to this neck of the woods
W-smiles and darts in side.. smiles at jimmy hey!!!...umm buffy... left her bag at the library....
K-Jimmy smiles at her
A-takes the bag... thanks... she seemed a bit... no a lot distracted when she came home
K-Jimmy is sneaking up on them... he wants to know who she is...
A-Angel steps to put himself between Willow and Jimmy unconciously
W-sighs.. yeah she was.. but I can;t... don't know why she was.. smiles nervously..hey you must be
jimmy.....smiles at him warmly.. buffy's told me all about you...A-willow you are a worse liar than Buffy... What's going on? come on you tell me something juicy
and I will tell
you something juiciy...Yes it isW-looks at him curious... what kind of jiucy thing... about who?????
A=Dom. wicked smile
W-smiles holds out a hand to jimmy... I'm willow...Dom!!!!??????
K-Jimmy shakes -I'm Jimmy
W-looks at angel huge smiles....nice to meet you jimmy....
A-smiles. she knows she better come clean or he will go mr cryptic
W-sighs.... she'll kill me angel...looks over spies the puter.. you like computers jimmy???
A-Dom...........
K-Jimmy nods... I like it a lot Mom says you can teach me all kinds of fun stuff...
W-sighs... she'll kill me.... really kill me.. doesn't want you to know ....yeah I can...will spend time
playing on it with you later jimmy..i mean if she found out that people called her a liar about
being.... oppsA-Called her a liar about what?
W-looks away...not meeting his eyes...then graons, can we sit down????
A-Willow... who is hurting buffy? his voice is quiet and soft as silk and the most dangerous she has
ever heardW-and you promise not to bite me?????
A-Willow I will never bite you... who is hurting Buffy?
W-squirms people in her classes.. everyone who saw the wedding ring.... said there was noway she
could be
married... and she was making it up cause she's nuts....A-Angel frowned... and with a little snarl to his lip
W-trying not to look at angel....the teachers told her to take it off unless she has proof....
A-So the little brats of Sunnydale think Buffy is not worthy of being a bride? snarl... angelus
W-she spent half the day with synderfor refusing...
A-Well then... what do we do about it... I can't very well show up in the daylight no matter how
badly I wish....W-flinches..... angelus you promise not to do anything.. it'll only backfire on buffy..then smiles...
senior dance next week... welcome back to school thing...A-Willow. I have mastered the cold revenge. -small smile form angelus- I just need to show she is
poperly
married to a real person... somehow...W-go to the dance with her.....
A-what Dance?...she never told me about a dance...
W-sighs patiently.. the welcome back to school senoir dance... next week..she's had this since school
started.. wouldn't tell you becuase everyone there will just be checking you two
out..didn't want to bother you...frowns and absantly surfs to a few kids pages on jimmys computer
saving them for him...looks at him.. you're not mad are you angel???A-Mad? no it is the usual social bullshit seen in every era. What night is the dance and when and
where because
Buffy is going... she just doesn't know itW-smiles next monday.. the bronze..if you and jimmy like I'll babysit...
A-No I think you need to go too... granma will babysit... chuckles at joyce being called grandma
W-i mean i don't have a date.. oz and i broke up... so...looks at him hopefully...
A-No Buffy will need you there... please willow go I'll make sure you both dance
W-frowns then gives in.. ok... hey what was your news???
A-Dom sends his regards and he is trying to get over here as soon as he can take careof some
personal businessW-smiles... giles will freak... two vamps.. three vamps looks at jimmy.. angel why does he.....
A-what?..I think Giles has given up...
W-is he like dom???..chuckles....
A-yes. he is an aberation... the demon din't take...
W-sighs he fights the demon or it's not there???
A-Best we can figure out it is not in Jimmy at all...Very weak in Dom...
W-that's why you and buffy took him in.. he's really helped buffy angel..... she died a little after
england.. since him
you got better it's almost the old buffyA-I know... ironicly he is my granchilde... he is form drusilla...
W-looks at him.. he calls you granddad?????..gives a giggle...
A-no no he calls me Angel.. He calls Buffy Mom and Joyce grand Ma
W-then stands up I have to get home.... mom freaks if i'm late...smiles at him.. see ya jimmy. I'll
come back tomorrow with some games for you ok???A-I'll drive you...
K-Nods as he surfs the web
W-looks at angel.. you drive????..amazed...
A-I have for about 70 years...with the enlarging family I bought a car... waves tward the garage
W-don't people get confused when they look in the rear view mirrow and see nooner????..not
thinking...A-most people don't look at other drives in their reaview mirror...chuckles...
W-frowns.. anyway thanks... I'd like a ride home...
A-sure
W-smiles at him.. you won't tell buff I told??..i mean she' hurt me....
A-I won't... I'll blame it on Giles
W-smiles he's going to ring you tonight and tell you......thought it's something that falls under your
duty as a husband...A-Yes, yes he will but I don't want Buffy to know... it will be our secrete.
following friday in the library
W-ok.. ok then... she won't ask i won't tell....big smile...
G-watches as Buffy finishes her drills...Buffy... I need to speak to you
B-starts her warm down.. sure thing what's up????
G-I know you wanted a quiet night at home with Angel tonight but all the portents show some
vampire activity at
the bronze tonight..I need you to go to the bronze with willow and watch out for the dancersB-frowns the bronze?????
G-Yes. The bronze... young people dance vampires death...ring a bell?
B-giles...... sighs never mind ok.. will's cool with this...???..nods... yeah scared duty also pops in
there somewhere too.....G-She is getting dressed as we speak and has picked out a dress for you since you wouldn't have
time with your
detention for wearinging you wedding ring in class...B-smiles.. I have to ring home and tell them I'll be late.....
G-I tried to talk to Snyder but he didn't belive me...
B-chuckles... spending lots of time in there lately...know everyone by name...thanks giles.. but it's
synder his hobby.. making my life hell...G-So go right to willows I will have the weapons in the car if you need them for the dance...we all
need a hobby... giles mumbles as he walks awayB-umm.. giles ringing angel... responsable.. late for tea.....sighs shaking her head..walks to
willows....nocks on her door.... really need a life here summers....W-hi buffy!...willow waves her in her head in a towel
B-hey will....
W-what up I have a neat dress for you!
B-walks inside.. so we're saving the senior class. think anyone would notice if i bribe spike to help
himself???W-pulls buffy upstairs and pulls her in her room..Buffy!
B-yikes... you're hyper will... been on the coffee??..laying on the bed is the most beautiful dress
Buffy has ever seen..gasps.. will where did this come from????W-shruggs Giles told me to pick it out and i remembered you liked it the last time we went
shopping...he siad buy a dress... so I did..Figuered it would be better than nothing...it's white.. silk
with pace edging it on each hem... glitter on the white turening it into a shimmering gown....Don't
you think you better call angel and tell him your not coming home?B-sighs will this is worth a fortune....
W-hey if your going you might as well look hot...nods yeah.. action at bronze but not what smiles he
has to babysit..smiles and dials home....OH parenthood isn't what it is all cracked up to be is it?A-Ansers the phohne -Hello Boyle residence
B-chuckles at willl.. hey honey....
A-Buffy where are you I was begining to worry...
B-sighs I'm going to be very late....
A-how late?
B-vamps are after happy meals with legs....I don't know ... tomorrow moring I guess...
A-do you need my help Buffy?
B-have to keep watch at the bronze for the night....
A-I'll join you... let me get dressed...
B-no angel.. NO!!!! I mean i'll be fine you have towatch jimmy..
A-But he will be ok he is 12...
B-still to young to be alone.....
A-Maybe your mom....
B-smiles.. we'll just have to go out tomorrow night.. angel I'll be fine..
A-Ok... I will be waiting for you...
B-feeling a lot of giult at ;lieing to angel.. but figure he catn't feel it...
A-I love you Buffy...
B-ok.. night honey love you....give me love to jimmy
A-send her warm love and an underlining sniggle of somthing...I will..Guess whatt! he called me
Dad today....B-hey that's great!!!!!!!..smiles broadly.. now just make angelus see the importance of that and
we're right..chuckles.. angelus still doesn't admit to loving the kid..ok... hon I have to go... will see
you later...will make this up i promise....A-be careful Buffy... come home to me... [click]
W-smiles lets get ready... dad will drive us we will be a little late but thats ok....
B-smiles ok...
The Bronze
Buffy and Willow get dropped off at the bronze. Cordelia and the vile crew are outside the door
clustered like
hen cackilingB-stiffens a little oh great...
C-I see you came stag Buffy... so much for the wonderful married woman! Maybe you married will
and you
both gay!B-you sure i can't go bribe spike..
H-oh yes liike some guy is going to maryy a psycho like you!
B-glares.... you jelous cordy???
C-then cordelia looks over Buffys shoulder... -oh my god look at that one... stand back this man is
mine!H-I'll take the otherone... god adonis!
B-sighs not looking back.. hope he's got life insureance....Buffy sees the others are looking behind
her whatever is making a scene must be gorgeous...graons, ok.. got to see this... turns around...A-Hello darling I apolozie for not picking you up I had to get the transmission fixed on the BMW...
hope you
don't mind...There stood Angel and Dom both done and absoultely gorgeous.B-almost jaw drops....... angel.....smiles at him.. shocked glares at will...and dom.. hello dom....
A-Angel picked her hand and showed it to Dom... you din't get to the the wedding set we picked
Dom... had it
custome made in irelandW-squirm but stares at dom.. dom you're here???
B-smiles.. low whipser.. I'm going to die angel.....knowing he'd found out her lie....
D-Dom pickes up her hand and smiles I got in last night... but it was far to late to distrub your
beauty sleep my
lovely one. Kisses her hand...W-blushes gives a small giggle..... I'm glad you're here.. missed you...
A-Angel pulls her under his arm and walks with her toward the door... I belive we have a Dance to
enjoy...B-shakes her head no vampires??????
A-they walk in and Angel nods to one of the regular employees who open a reserved table...yes
dear... twoB-chuckles...... jimmy???
A-at your mothers... had it planned for a week
B-he's not alone I take it..... turns to watch willow smiling at dom.... she's head over heels..swallows
a week????..looks at him.. you've known about this for a week... giult flows through her....A-yes, Giles let me know how the kids at school were treating you... this was my night to set it right
B-sighs you could have told me you knew.. smiles slowly how'd you talk angelus out of coming????
A-Not to be too obvious... but to make it known that you do indeed have a husband ....smiles...
don't ask.B-nods.. kisses him on the cheek..chuckles another .. deal.. wickard chuckle...
A-takes her to the floor and starts to dance...and she discovered he dances slow very well..So I am
going to wine and dine you and then take you away...And we are going to do all the silly things a
date does at a dance...B-slides her arms around his neck leaning her head on his shoulder we're the perfect hieght for
this...... take me
away.. looks up at himA-I willl..She sees the girls and guys form shcool staring at her... and he makes sure his matching
ring is shown plainly
on her backB-where are you taking me?????
A-oh you'll never know ...
B-curious... eeys flas to see will dancing with dom....smiles happily..
A-We can't go the to the apartment........
B-a surprise??? how long is jimmy staying with mum for???
A-for the weekend
B-smiles the whole weekend.. is grandad giles going round at feeding time???
A-Giles already stocked the fridge for him and will be over to distract him form driving grandma
nuts all lnightB-hmmm giles and mum??????...you think we could set them up???
A-I dunno ever since he and Jenny broke up... it seems a high probabliity
B-moves her headn against him till it's snuggled against his neck...that would be nice.. the one guy
I'ld like as a step father....A-They dance continously...Will comes over lets go get out pictures taken!..Dom smiles at Angel
and shruggsB-smiles at Willow can vamp have their pics taken???
A-Angel lead her in line for the photograpeher..actually yes as long as it isn't reflective through a
mirror set upB-snuggles up to him.... so dom how long you in town for.. or do we have another lap dog???
chuckles...D-bow wow wow
B-although noones called you a lap dog since sir robert.. not surre if they're trying not to offend
you or me.....D-Dom raises his eyebrow Sir Robert was around?
W-gives a small squeel of joy, you're staying???
A-growles drop it.
B-frowns.. yeah..was round.... he got dusted.. not as slow as I liked...
D-smiles at W yes I am staying... had to take care of business but I am free for the next centuray
or soW-is still smiling happily... a century wow....
D-looked at Will who shook her head 'no'
W-mouthed later at him...photgrapher who worked for the Bronze took Dom and Wills
picture..Romantic and he took more time than with most of the kids..Then it was Angels and
Buffy's turnB-shakes her head to clear it and smiles again.... so no hint to where we're going.. are dom and will
coming???..He took alot of pictures... and several poses and several of Buffy by herselfA-frowns. No I didn't think you were into foursomes...He has plans to take her back to the
apartment...not going to force anything just privacyB-smiled at angel..... no I like you ll too myself.. thresomes are my limit... chuckles...you me and
angelus....A-yeah the usual trio
B-smiles at him... her love shining in her eyes..
C-Cordelia comes over... How the hell di you get those pictures? I tried to buy extra shots and he
wouldn't let
me!A-shruggs connections
C-so your the mysterious Angel Buffy's husband...
A-nods as if she paid him a compliment
B-nods.. yes he is....
C-I think your just a giggialo she paid to imiatate a husband...
B-flinches back... steping against angel...
C-that psycho couldn't land a guy is she wanted to
B-cordy....*shit angelus is going to freak...*please don't do this now...slides an arm around angel...
leaning agaianst him.. both for her own support and to soothe him...A-Miss Coredelia Annabelle Chase. I fell you had better do some research on me before you
desicde you want
to takle me in the bordrooms. run off to the little girls room... Tell you father you just in sulted the
bride of Angelus Lugh Boyle...
and ask what he thinks you should do about it, I'll wait here for your response...his voice was
quiet... silky smooth and all Angelus.B-slides her hand up his back rubbing gently....
A-waves at the bartender who mixes a drink and brings it to him...at no charge...it smells
extrememly strongly of alchoholB-angelus... it low whisper... you drink????..had pictures of a drunk angelus.. not a nice sight...
D-Dom is sitting there expectantlly
A-yes dear... I drink... I have for centruires...
B-glances at him with a riased eyebrow... then smiles..
B-she sees cordelia's white and drawn face... she is coming toward her with a hesitient step and
appears afraid
of her..takes the glass and swallows half of it..smiles up at angelus.... she looks a bit.. off colourC-I apologize Buffy... I was insensitive and rude. I was unthoughtful and disrespectful and I pray
that you can
forgive me....she hangs her head and stands infornt of buffy shamed for her actions.B-almost laughs... grabs angelus's drink.. swallows the rest of it....
A-looks at her. Godd now go away... when we wish to discuss your rude behaviour... we will let you
know...B-looks at cordy, angelus.. I think I need another drink.....
C-Coredlia retreats...
A-snickers and singals for another drink
B-starts giggling......the look on her face.. you know her father???
BR-Bartender frowns art the fact he saw Buffy drink the liquour... I must object to giving a minor
alchohol Sir.B-smiles hands the bartender the fake id ange had given her....
A-snarls... Let me worry about it it is my liscense. Bring her what ever non alchoholic drink she
linkes..she isn't much of a drinkerB-you're license?????
BR-Bob Yes mam nice to meet you milady... surries away
B-looks at him you own the bronze?????
A-Oh yes... I own the Bronze
B-shit..... small mutter how rich are you????
A-Yes I do know mr Chase... I am his silent... and influential partner in most of his delaings... he is
my front man
and has been one since I picked his father out of the gutter 75 years agoB-swallows hard... then smiles... cordy will be sucking up for me for the rest of her life....
A-He needed money and I needed to be taught to be human... it was a ...prosperous venture. Oh
yes she will
but you can tell her to back off... if you want to whatever non alhcholic... the one she drank was a
kick ass zombie and should be enough to swack herB-chuckles and miss out on having her suck up.. giggles again sways a bit... angelus what did you
give me to
drunk??A-Buffy we need to be going... bef ore that kick ass zombie hits... it was designed to hit my sytem...
it will
distroy yours...B-slips her arm around him a little tighter to have support..nods.. your system.. oh helll......
A-he puts his arm around her and motions to the bartendeder and he call a cab
B-gives a small giggle....
A-Yeah I didn't expect you to swipe it
B-you'd think i'd be able to drink more as the slayer....
A-he starts to lead her out... sees cordelia... talk to her monday... we're finishing our honey moon...
B-I will always swipe your drinks.. it's my duty as your wife.... giggles again.. bye bye cordy..
A-Buffy that drink was designed to put a 245 yearold irish Vamp in his cups... what the hell do you
think it will do to a 16 year old slayer?...whispers in her ear as they slide inot the cab..give the
mansions addressB-giggles, kissing angel{us??} on the cheek makes me very very happy...
A-kisses her.. this could be very entertanining..strokes her and can smell her arousal...wondering if
he can make love to her before she starts to get sickB-grins and pokes her tongue out..... could always put me too sleep too....small giggle...
A-he sighes...they get to the mansion... he pays the cabby and just carries her in the house...
B-grins at him unashamed and unknowing of her state...can walk angel... am 120% slayer never
get drunk ever....A-carries her upstairs and lays her on the bed and peels her out of the dress..and continues until
she is nude..tsk tsk herB-doesn't notice her undress......neevr got drunk raiding mums boubon......
A-kisses her and nibbles her as he undreessed her.
B-leans uyp and kisses him quickly....
A-honey this wasn't burbone... it was 151 rum and friends..with a topping of everclear 190 proof
B-looks at him.. am a slayer can handle the demons of booze..grins running a hand down his
chest...you're not naked yet.. pouts....A-he laughes at her... well I love you baby...and while you are coming down a bit... I am going to go
out and get
a bite to eat... I will be back and wel'll discuss it in the morning...I'll need the feed to keep up with
you I reckon'B-looks at him.. you're going out????..frowns you'll get hurt again.....
A-Buffy, relaxe. I am going over to johnsons farm... he got some new steers in... i' be back in 20 30
minutes on
the outsideB-will have to beat willy up again.......looks worried.. but her eyes are drifting shut..
A-I sent all the supplies with jimmy for the weekend
B-promise to be back... I'll wait up for you.. then come after you....
A-kisses her forehead... nothing will happen to me... see you shortly
B-soon.. mumbled falling asleep...
A-He watches her fall asleeep. He then slides inot some dark clothing to facilitate cow hunting and
slides out
doors.
dawn sunlight is streaming thorugh the window
warming her on the bed...B-she wakes up reaching out for angel hen frowns as she realises his side of the bd wasn't
used..wakes with a hangover and a sick feeling something is horribly wrong... the curtains were
never shut last night..whimpers instantly flashing back to sir robert...sits up and takes some pain
killer for the headache then quickly dresses and packs her weapons..rings giles downstairs..pick up
the fucken phone giles.G-it better be damn good...
B-he's missing giles....small voice...
G-who is missing?
B-angel went out to feed last night isn't back yet....
G-when did he leave?..why did you wait so long?
B-I don't know not too late..I only just woke up..I was drunk last night.....
G-you were DRUNK?...of all the misbegotten flea bitten ...on my way [click]
B-yes... I drank one of angelus's drinks...graons.. putting her head in her hands..this is my flaut
agian..sighs dom will know.. will should have his number... rings willow..come on will....D-Dom answers the phone in romany
B-huh??? dom??????..have you seen angel???????..is close to panic walks around the room....
finally sitting on the couch.....D-no not since you two left the dance why?
B-he didn't come back from feeding last night
D-she can here him nudging and waking willow ...SHIT
B-frowns... distracted i'm not going to ask why you in bed with willow....
W-in the back ground... -what going on ...where are my clothes ...who is that?
D-Dom that is obvious... willow will be right over... I will be over... later
B-smiles you can explain after I find angel.. the last time this happened i found him with robert.....
D-Shit Sir Robert... I will see if there is anything on the grape vine...
B-I almost lost him.. don't worry am heading to see a friend now.. will call you later.. click..picks up
the cross bow and some stakes with a lighter throws them in a bag...D-Dom looks at willow... Angels missing... again and the Slayer is freaking
B-picks up some marshmellows throws them in to.... leyts go liven up willy's day...
D-Tonight would be a good night to go to ground in sunnydale
B-sighs remebering giles was coming.. shrugs and runs out the door heading to willy's bar..*he'll
catch up....*W-Willy is sweeping the rements of the fights of the night before
B-ohh willly!!!!!!!..humming to himself..pulls out her crossbow...
W-turns and sees the Slayer... what the hell would she want with him?
B-my bestest freind in town.. where's angel????
W-Hi Slayer... what can I do for you...I dunno don't you keep better tabs on your pet vampire ?
B-fires the crossbow the bottle driectly behind his head breaks..do not fuck with me willy......
W-Hey I don't know... if I knew I would tell you and stop you form beating the crap out of me!..I
haven't heard a word... no new vamps no plots no boasts nothingB-walks over and tips one of his cheaps bottles out along the bar..pulls out her lighter..... one more
time........W-come on Slayer I am telling the truth!...Honest to God Slayer!
B-are there any new vamps in town that would know him????? or sir robert???
W-I don't know where he is if you sdon't have him... he pisses on himself
B-spills some more bottles around the bar....
W-There is one new vamp from the old controury a Dominick... that is all I know
B-sighs looking at him... you're telling the truth....
W-he is groveling on the floor I am I don't know anything... honest...
B-dom's a freind he'll come visit tonight.. make sure you're being open with me..what about spike..
he up to anything....???W-nods I' try to find out... but they don't talk to me like they used to... not since I told on sir
robert...W-nothing i am aware of... laying low for some reason stocked up on enough blood to last a week...
said
something about going to ground..whatever that meansB-chuckles ok will I won't kill you.. walks to the door then turns back with an evil smile.. lits a
match... is that
smoke i smelll..flicks it and watches it land on the bar....W-NOOOOO!
B-shrugs... see ya round willy... turns and walks out the bar leaving it bruning.....
G-giles drives up... Buffy have you lose your mind get in!
B-ignores him.. sorry giles going to pay old blondie a visit....
G-they drive away...you can't go around torching buidling in broad daylight
B-shrugs sure i can...go to the factory giles....
G-Buffy your distraught and in no condition to go after spike and drusilla..they'll be waiting for
you if they have angelB-need to have a chat with a mate... I'm perfect to talk to spike...pulls out a few bottles of lighter
fliud.... might warm their souls up..sighs realising giles wasn't going to let her go.... waits till they
corner then jumps out of the car and starts running
to the factory..arrives there but can't sense angel shurgs and walks in the front dorr.. stakking the
vamps that came to greet
her with the cross bow.... smiles as she see drusilla sleeping... stands at the door to her room then
drenches the room in the fluid..lights the crossbow bolt and waits for spike to see her....S-spike is reading in the factory with drusilla sleeping next to him..erupts form the bed and
screams patting out the flames "What the bloddy hell?"D-Drusilla is screaming... my daddy whare is my daddy?
S-faces off on Buffy..What the hell do you want?
B-smiles good morning spike.. make one move and dru is dust.... I just want to talk...
D-Drusilla is lost in a vision... Daddy so dark...so alone without his pretty... lock away.. hungry.. so
gone...B-frowns staring at her.. she talking about angel???
S-Spike is trying to pay attention to drusilla and to buffy..Yeah..Angel is her bloody daddy...
B-frowns of course she is... where the hell is angel spike....aim the cross bow driectly at dru... looks
at spike..D-Drusilla curls on the floor... puished and alone... craving his pretty... locked away in the dark...
the heavy sea
air...so dark...B-sea air????...enough of this game what the hell did you do spike????
D-drusilla rolls over ...he does so that the ships... he does so... alone...hungry missises his pretty...
wants her!S-Spike grabs drusilla as she goes for Buffy... I did nothing...we did nothing
B-ships.. docks.. smiles.. thanks dru..spike I'm walking out of here untouched.....
D-you bitch! you took my daddy! You took my baby!
B-I just tourched willy's bar.. so I'm not kidding about killing evry vamp here
S-I hope he rots in the hell he is in never to see his pretty again!
B-places her finger on the trigger aiming it at dru...
S-Spike has seen her brassed off... but not like this...
B-looks at spike raising an eye brow...your call.... luv
S-NO Dammnit Slayer I don't know.!
B-I'm walking out.. noone tries to stop me.. ok....
S-I got word through the grapevine Go to Ground... I thought it damn odd since I lived in town
with the Salyer
but I did it... next I know I got you climing my ass... That is all I now!B-ok. spike I'll try the docks.. if i don't find him by dusk I'm coming back... shoulders the cross
bow..
whistling as she walks out from the factory happy as can be....S-No vamp in Sunnydale is stupid enough to tackle angelus unless they kill you first...
B-*giles should be arriving just about now...*looks back what about ones out of town....
G-Giles drives up Buffy get in the car this minnute!
S-They're on their own and I know nothing of them...
B-frowns thinking.... giles one minute.. hey spike!!!!!!!!!..who's sending out the warning????
S-Spike looks sheepish...Sir Robert's Clan
B-spike......you didn't tell me this because....
S-non of them are from around here and I have no idea where they came form or are going to
B-lights her crossbow smiling.. had doused the eitie entrace in petrol before hand..spike five second
or you're toast where are they????S-As much as I hate seeing him as your good damn lap dog slayer... I hated what Sir Robert did to
him worse...
he was my sire...and Drusillas...I don't want to think what they will do with him...B-nods.. lowers the crossbow... spike if I can't find him by tonight I want your help....
S-no way are these idiots I call minions are capapblwe to take on Sir Robert's clan
B-ships... any vamps at the docks you know of spike????..I don't want the minions.. i want you.....
S-If you are smart... you'll head to the docks and stop whatever freighters are heading to europe..I
am willing to bet... your tooo lateB-oh shit... swallows damn right I will what weapons you got.. smiles I'm good when it comes to
fowllowing
people... mainly in boats...G-giles pulls up next to her
B-lets go I got a lead on the docks!...nods spike if I'm too late you're coming with me..slids into the
car... do it giles..they're taking him as revenge...and I can't put him back together again......G-Giles drives insanely for him and his car and they get to the docks...and their empty...fisherman
is curling ropeB-runs to him.. we need you'r boat.... we'll pay...whatever you need we'll pay....
FM-pay for what lass?(FM stands for fishman note to Crys)...ye got a hanker'n to go fishin?
B-we need you to catch up to a fraighter that left heree for europe....
FMwhich one honey? there were three...
B-swallows just get me close.. I'll know which one....
FM-one going north to alaska, onse south to peru and the other to ireland..ya have a hankerin to
see boat a hundred bucksB-thinks..ireland...done..giles pay him...
they climb in... it is a long wet windy cold ride eventually he berings her up on the Bonnie Lass
B-jumps on to the boat... swallowing hoping she'd made the right choice.. can't feel anything from
him....feels a vampire in the captains roomS-sailor hey miss what are you doing on board?
B-sighs and punches him out running to the room..stops in the captians room shaking her head....
V-the vampire is in the room in game face with the camptain and two men... they are terrieifed of
the vampire..turns to her... ahhhh the slayer follows her loverB-fuck... son of a bitch!!!!!!!..where is he....
V-Full speed captain...
B-grabs him by the throat... where is he...
V-you'll never know and I guarentee... when tyou find him... he will be worse than the last time
B-squeezes in her fury easliy over powering the vamp......
V-heehehhe kiss his ass goodby bitch
B-when I find him I will track down every one of your clan and make them beg me to stake them....
the men watched as she kills the vampire with her bare hands...Captain... you freed us!
B-feels the tears knowing she's lost..yeah no biggie.. sighs...cuse me... slowly walks out side..go
release the men he has been keeping prisionor -to the two the scurry outsideC-they start to go below deck
B-he had a prisnoer????
C-several prisionr some my men a few he borugh on...last night
B-looks at the captain hopefully.. all human?????
C-don't worry lass stay here they bring them out to the light
B-take me down there now....NO!!!!..take me there now....
C-now lass this is a freighter not a cruise cabin
B-please....
C-ok...
B-smiles waekly..
C-several prisoner... felt sorry for the dark one... looked rather beat....
B-sorry rough day..swallows oh god.. hurry please...following him..they get down... she goes iot a
room and laying on the bed is a tall dark form that clasic wavy hair...look at him... angel??? small
voice.....MAN-he rolls over...and it isn't angel. the man is human..he is however wearing angels shirt...he
was designed as a decoyB-almost collaspes.. no.. please.. she truns and runs to the deck.. then rebaords the fishing
ship...Giles!!!!!!!!G-Buffy what did you find him?
B-she's in tears and on the brink of losing it..just shook her head..can we catch the others???
G-Oh god no....
FM-Aye no milady... too far not enough have to return to shore...
B-she hugged herself and her knees buckled as she collasped realising she'd lost him...no!!! please
god no...FM-We will never cathc either the Dark Angel or Night walker at this time they are to far out for
the likes of
us...B-dark angel?????...she swallowed hard.... why didn't I think........ she whimpered.. alright taek us
home.. i'll start from there...FM-he starts to head to the shore while the Watcher feebley tries to calm his mourning Slayer
six months later
Giles is still trying to get information on the Sir Robert Clan... Buffy has sunken into a routine of
school, slying
and Jimmy...finishing school cause Angel wanted her to...{six months??? she'll be a wreck... totally wasted away.. only slaying...looking after jimmy. dropped
out of
school...}Its Febuary 12
a delivery comes on the eveneing of the 12....knock knock
B-goes the door weirly.. stake in hand doen't open it... who's there?????
DB-Florist for delivery...(DB means delivery boy note to crys)
B-frowns.. then puts the stake dwon and opens the door.. staying just inside..yes??
DB-Delivery for mrs Summer's Boyle
B-looks at the florist that's me.. puts out her hand for them....two dozen red roses with white and
yellow making the third dozen fill the vase..looks at them... is there a card....For my dearest beloved on our first Valentines day together... remember I love you forever~ all my
love Angel/usB-she gave a low scream.. droping them....
DB-Are you all right mam?
B-No!!1 she almost fell to her kness unable to imagine what sick person would touture her this
way... instead she
nodded slowly.. I'm fine thank you..just didn't expect these... sorry....DB-I am sorry I delivered them early but they were ordered last september... and it is so hard to
get the yellow
and white roses at the same size as the red... I hope I didn't make these bad for you...he looks
seriously distraughtB-she smileds last september... thank you these are great I just didn't know my husband had done
it it's ok. this
is great...she sighed her heart breaking all over again..do i have to sign anywhere or anything?DB-oh thank you I was worried there... I had that hapen the husband ordered them early as to
not forget and he
got killed and the wife totally freaked on me. ... nodded and leftB-she shut the door then looked at the roses and fell aginst the door sobbing.....
Feb 13
G-Giles was scared. he had the disctict feeling someone was messing with his slayer and he wasn't
happy..they were all at the mansion trying to give her support since the roses had shown...a knock
comes to the door...B-she looked at it.. before standing and slowly walking to it...who's there???
YG-A young girls voice comes through the door... please...is buffy here?(YG stands for young girl
note to crys)B-who is it???
YG-Angel sent me.... -on the front poasrch is a tattered run away skinny scrawny and
malnourished...please I need to speak to buffyB-she picked up her crossbow and held aimed at the child.. i'm buffy speak.. angel is dead so
whatever sick
game your playing stop it right now.....YG-he he is not dead... I got free and he asked me to come and tel you... -holds her hand out with
his wedding
band in it..- said you would give me more than this was worth to hock to make it worth my whileB-she was shaking so bad she would have missed if she shot it... she looked at the ring... no...she fell
to the ground looking at the ring no.. please god no.......YG-we had been captured used as slaves... by these horrible things... monsters... vampires I know
you won't
beleive in vampires... but they were realB-giles...?? it was a pathetic plea for help....
YG-honest they were real...
G-giles was at her side... the girl remaine hunkered on the poarch afraid to move...
B-she couldn't belive that he was alive and she had left him there..it can't be true.. i can't have let
him go thorugh hell....not again......please.....YG-they laughed .... sent the slayer on a fish chase... it was horrible...Angel he finally got me free,
gave me the ring and a necklace I hocked to get here... and a messageB-she looked at he girls and held her hand out for thering......slowly pulling herself together
YG-I got to tell Buffy a message....
B-what was the messege???..I'm buffy whats the messege?
YG-Go to the castle get the night watchers... they'lll know what to do... peir 31..thats it...you'll pay
me now?B-she stood up leaning heaveliy on giles, then nodded alright..come inside.....
G-buffy you know better
B-you can sleep here for a bit...and get fed...she looked at giles...he's alive giles....
G-yes but she is not...she is a vampire Buffy...you invited an unkown vampire inot your house...
B-that's all i know....smiles and niether is jimmy... she isn't a demon look at her....
YG-they wanted me to... but I wouldn't... I couldn't...laughed at me called me abomination... cold
feederB-she's excatly like jimmy.. you think angel would have sent someone we couldn't trust...she smiled
at the girl.. Jimmy!!!!...come here honey....YG-your human... angel loves a human?
J-Jimmy comes running and stops when he sees her...(J stands for jimmy now note to crys)
B-nods.. yeah he does.. it's why he gets hurt by other vamps...
YG-oh... sees jimmy you have other abominations here too?
B-she smiles at jimmy. jimmy. can you look after this girl... uncle giles will stay with you but I want
you to take
care of her.. she's like you.....she smiles yeah we do....YG-she follows jimmy.. giles is shaking his head... couldn't you take to breeding puppies or kittens?
B-looks at giles.. giles you're staying here.. I need dom to take me to La now..this ones not my
fualt.. shrugs.... Dom!G-Dom raises his eybrow?...The castle? Is that a little... uuuummmm
B-we're going to the castle in la right now....
W-Willow comes running with the laptop..lets go!
B-yes it's a little um.. we're not going in theme.. we're going to see some freinds
G-Good
D-looks at will.. will you're not coming.....
W-to jimmy keep a windo open to me on aim at all times...
G-willow!!!!
W-oh yes I am giles and jimm will stay here I will be you connection...yes and see my resove face!
D-Dom snickers
B-shurgs.. what the hell need the support.. get in the car now..will make sure i don't burn down
the castle..picks up her weapons bag and walks outside...W-Jesss Buffy your becoming a big a fire bug as jolene....
B-shrugs.. they asked for it...
W-just reember the castle is the good guys!
B-gets in th front seat... looks at dom.. how fast can you drive???
LA
The went into the castle. The see a sign. The Palace is closed to clients. [palace is where the vamps
hide]W-Willow is staring around with wide eyes...
B-nods smiling at it.. walks to the door to the palace... is bout to let lose when she looks at dom....
dom ask to
be let in.....Server comes up... I am sorry the Palace is closed
D-Dom smiles with fangs. Open the door...
they open the door and they walk in it is a battle felid...injured and torn lie all over
B-looks around pulls out her crossbow.. what the fuck...whistler!!!!!!
S-Scott is lying on a matt sleeping while Paul is watching over him in fear Paul looks up
B-sees them.... paul.....
W-walks out... what do you want?
P-shit is time you showed up
B-I need your help.. I found angel.. ewhat the hell happened here..sighs sir robert clan?????
P-Yeah wholesale extermination attempt on the night watchers...put us on the defensive...
B-looks at dom.. remind me.. I'm going to find every last member of that and kill them very
slowly..nods.. good then you won't mind helping me get angel back..I know where he is....a vamp looks up at her. fat chance they are mean ass sons a bitches you should have seen what
they did to
Angleus... passes outB-what did they do??? looks at whistler.. please tell me you didn't know where he was before I
did????..icy cold glare pure slayer now....W-We found out this afternoon they are at peir 31.... when a girl vamp escaped told us and took
off outa here
ike a bat out hell...B-nods she's at my place.. are you going to help me get him out????
W-hell it was full sun she was still moving wrapped in a blanket... thats dedication to split..pardon
the question... but with what?B-or am I on my own.. frowns rembering that spike owed her still..... with me.. and every vamp i
have to get on
the way...W-I don't fight worth spit... paul has a broken leg and cant't walk Scott has.... problems which will
heal but make
him useless...B-I'm going to make what i did to robert look nice....
W-No honey you go against the Sir Roberts Clan... you do it alone....I hope so... they made what he
did to Angel... look nice..sighed...B-nods looking at him.. should have known when it came down to it you guys aren't worth shit..
whistler I see
anyone around me apart from angelus out of your group.. and they're dust....W-I might come up with a cople of vamps I wouldn't trust them as far as I could throuw them
B-shighs I'm going to go get angel.. I have one wild card up my sleeve none will foresee.. she smiled
sweetly......W-Listen we try... we do our best. We had these guys come out of no where
B-call them give them the address.. I have to visit a few freinds....
W-by the time we knew wwe were in a fight we had our asses kicked
B-looks at him.. then maybe it's time to stop watching and start fighting????..she smiled.. comeon
dom.. nedd you to get me back home as quick as you can....W-I'll put whatever vamps I can find willing to do this in a yellow smiliface tshirt ok?
B-nods ok..lets go dom.... she turned and ran out....
W-swing by here on your way to the reir
B-will do...
D-Dom drove like a deomon... and knocked the chip officer out who stoped him doing 140mph
B-she slid into the car... thinking..... dom???
D-yeah
B-we need to go to willy's bar and then to the factory..
D-ok
B-some people owe me...
they went
willy's bar
B-walks in whistling.... willly!!!!!!!
a few vamps are driniking...
B-looks at the remodeled place.. not bad....
W-Oh God Slayer I have had enough of you!
vamps start to leave
B-every vamp here don't even try to leave...sit down now!!!!!!!
they stopped
D-your not...
B-sit!!!!
they sit...
B-watch me....
they watch her
B-how many of you guys have haerd of the clan of sir robert????
all raise their hands
B-how many like them???
V-they are out to punsih those who killed sir robert is my bleif...all shake their head
B-nods.. I killed sir robert.. now how many of you want to live to see the next sunset????...smiles..
willy get me every weapon you have here..put them in the car out side..V-we gonna kick sR clan's asses? vamp with a big grin
B-smiles yes you are.....
V-I know on this fight I want to be on the Slayers side....
B-and there's only one condition.. all theeir prisoners are let go unharmed.. ok???
V-shrugges most of the time the prisionrs arn't worth the space they take up...no problem
B-we'll hit there in three hours.... 2am.. ok.... I'll be there and my feind will be there...
V-ok where do we be?
B-ok... any questions?? oh and whoevers leading them is mine...pier 31.....ok????
V-they smile it will be worth the risk just to see that arrogant AH be taken down by the slayer...
B-she smiles sweetly.....ok dom next stop please....
V-how do we know you won't kill is in the fight when you go inot dust lust?
B-she smiled you have my word.. all of you can waer a smiley faced shrit....
V-ARRGGGh no self respecting vamp would ever be caught in a smily faced t shirt
B-you wear that and noone will touch you.. i swaer...on the name of my husband.. take it or leave
it...V-shruggs -take it
spikes lair
B-smiles ok.. dom lets go..spike!!!!!!!
The arrive to see Spike and hi crowd loading into cars
B-walks in unarmed....
S-Spike is giving order...
B-what the.. spike!!!!!!!!!!
S-Took you bloody long enough Slayer!
B-runs up to him..... what the hell are you doing????..smiles you heard from willy's already???????
S-Listen Sir Roberts clan has taken my sire and is making Drusissilla absolutely miserable witht he
backlash of
the torture...B-damn the vamps do like this... ok.. spike i want you travelling with dom and i so i can plan...
S-No I heard through the grapvine... and we're joining you... we even have those stupid insipid t
shirsts and are
picking up the bloakes for the bar,... peir 31? Lets roll..he clims in... drusillia instists on riding with
spikeB-come on...need you...smiles.. you're the best we've got spike smiles. go for it dom...sighs I think
whistlers going to have a heat attack.. dom back to the caslte.. then to the pier...S-Well Slayer this is a treat... both being on the same side and all...
D-I want to make them hurt like they hurt daddy...
B-looks at dru.. how you doing there drucilla...smiles at spike... got to be a first... proberly retire me
for this ....D-so dark and damp... he is hungry and they don't feed him...
B-smiles at dru.. don't worry we will.. I'll let you play marbles with someone eyeballs....
S-you know how they retire slayers pet?
B-nods ohh yeah.. you think after this they'll stand a chance at killing me spike???
S-Nah slayer... no I don't...especially if Angelus is still functional...
B-me neither...if is a big word spike.. from what i've haerd it's worse than last time....
D-he gone... my daddy is gone... I can't feel him the pain has washed him away....
B-swallows hard dru.. don't tell me anymore..damn it dom... hurry up....
D-I have to... he blocks his pretty so she doesn't fell the pain so I do.... I feel the pain when they
sliced him
open and pull his entrails... I feel the pain when they burned him with the sun...B-she shut her eyes. dru.. don't tell me.... you want to pay them back for what they did tell me
when we woinS-spike punches Drusilla rendering her unconcious... - just about enough of that....
B-spike.. thanks.. sighs....
the castle -closed
they arrive the castle is closed...and they are let in...
B-whistler!!!! what you got for me!!!!!!!
Dom, Spike and Paul are with the others all wearing the silly smily face...
V#6-why the t shirts?
B-she's busy arming her self.. strapping stakes to herself... smiles.. so we don't kill each other.. so i
don't kill
you....W-I got 10 vamps all willing and able to fight
B-I've got every vamp in sunnydale....
V#6-who the hell is this we fight with human? -snarl
B-and spike as my second....
Spike- unfortunately your too dame good at yu job... we number 15
B-looks at them sighing... in that case i hope you're good.. frowns.... damn i wish i had time to get
kendra....W-that 25 and your crowd... we are up agains ASR clan which numbers 30
B-nods.. in my state I should make up the odds a bit..
spike smiled... honey with the slayer on our side we are going to kick ass...
B-frowns..pulls out her cellphone...
V#6-slayer? where? looks arouns sees Buffy OH shit she's the Slayer?
call giles..cell phone rings
B-dials giles's number
G-hello buffy?..I have been trying to reach you
B-ripper I got all the vamps in sunnydale and la..
G-on your way to the warf stop at LAX and pick up Kendra
B-what's up????..kendras in town????..she smiled and looked at spike
G-she will be at the TWA... no luggage just her... go get her
B-will do.. oh in case you wonder spike and them are with me..
Spike... picki
G-AngelBoyle: G I know the council is going insane
B-she jerks her head and motions for them to move out..are they going to retire me????..nods at
spike...G-Either that or make you a god... they haven't decided
they ar pulling inot lax and see kendra outside twa building...
B-chuckles if they go for retitre ment make them look real close at how pissed I am now and tell
them to picture
it times ten...K-she sees bufy dashes through traffic and into the minivan
B-she waves at kendra..then glares at spike to behave...talk to you later giles,,, I hope....
Kendra jumps int he van with a smile... we are raising cain again prime?
B-nods smiling.. i found angel..... the vamps kindly offered to help out..in for some fun???
K-offered or were blackmailed... and can we trust them?..always
B-offered and we can trust them.....for tonight at least...well some offered.. spike here did at least...
the rest saw the light..anyone in a smiley shirt is with us.. the rest are dust.. except for the leader..
he's mine....whister looked at Buffy... Buffy. I know you don't like me. But I need you to trust me on one
thing...you go
after the head of the clan and to distroy as musch as the clan as possibler. We will go after the
prisionors...S-nodded. .
B-sighed... I want angel safe.. he takes top priority....
W-we will make the prisioner and angel especially top priority but we need you to be taking thses
guys out or we
are all deadB-moves them all to the castle.... I want him somewhere and looked at and fed straight away.. I'll
focus on the
rest of them....W-he nodded... he was afraid of waht they would find and what it would do to the Slayer
B-knedra and I will take out most of them.....you guys just do whatever you can while getting them
out....
peir31
they spilt up and the two slayers led the assault while the resuce team went to the cells...she was a
fighitning machine alongside kednrea... the vamps essentialy kep the enemy off their back and as
they fought her allies were deciding to either relocat or become cold feededs...a Large English
Bruite came out. -A the slayer after her vampire pet...V-I don't think he is up to playing any more Slayer...The irish dog is done with
B-looks at him.. you're in charge here?????..you dusted him???
V-Yes I am in charge... I planned the retribution of Angelus and of the killing of sir Roberts..All he
will be good for Bicth is compostB-swallowing her hurt and sorrow.... turning it all into anger... angelus didn't kill sir roberts.....
V-raised his eyebrow
B0smiles I did.. just like I'm going to make you beg me to kill you.....
V-I think not slayer... I have met you kind twice before and I stil am here
B-you see he did what you did.. took angel.. shrugs he had to pay....
V-laughes...he swings and she kickes him in the solarpleaxus folliwng with a kick to the temple
B-look around you.. you're clans dust... by other vampires.... you're basically the last.. I've killed
lothos.. and the
master you think you scare me????V-he drops and she doesn't hesitat shoots a cross bow bolt down his thoat and inot the heart and
he explodes
into dustB-sighs not as slow as i'd like but hey.. looks about at the vampires...
K-Kendra is at her side... come on their all dead we're pulling out... we are running into the dawn!
B-nods i have to see him.....
K-no time buffy...
B-then sighs.. shakes her off. i'm going to find him...
[remember he told her angel was dead!]
B-she looked about then saw the way....she walks down a dark wak way and sees the prision
cells..the smelll of blood and decay is evedent..she sighed.. her heart breaking with every step.. she
touched her necklace.. she wore his ring...goes to an open doo and the smeel is incedible... on the
wall is a scetch of her with charhol she recognizes Angels drawing....she looked into each cell...... oh
angel....a whisper of defeat.. this far to lose.. him..on the floor is asshes... in the ashes his
bracelt..she walked into the cell..she picked it up.... tears sliding down her face... angel.....small
sceatches of her grace the walls... all in Angels' hand[of course it was his cellmate]
B-she looked around slowly..... mimerising the room...
K-kendra pull her up and out of the cells...we need to go buffy...I am sorry
B-then she sighed... goodbye my love kendra.. let me go...
K-kendra cold cocks her and throws her over he shoulder..carries her out... she awakens chained
in the castle with Willow and Dom at her sideB-she rattles the chains.. what the fuck.....sees will.. unchain me willow.....
W-Buffy you were distraught when we found the dust in angels cell..Buffy they kept two prisoners
to a cell....B-unchain me..... she whimpered.. I came this far to lose him....
W-Angel is... well not alive but he isn't dust....
B-she stopped... a small smile of hope.... angel?? unchain me... now...she looked at them.. i have to
be there..... no matter what....pleasedom unchained her and still holding her walked her to the infirmiry
A-He was laying on a bed looking unconcious, frail and weak
B-she struggled a little in his grasp but didn't outright fight him...angel???..dom let me go......
D-be gentle with him..released her
B-she nodded how bad is he???
whistler was at his side...Horrible... I have never seen anything survive this time of treatment
B-she moved to his side her hand automatically tuching his cheek softly.... angel.. my sweet...she
didn't look at him.. he'll surviveA-turns to her touch Bu?
B-she beant down and kissed his forhead..I'm here angel.. I'm here
A-I didn't...mean.... to .... be ... so ... long....
B-she sat beside the bed.....gently storking his cheek..she laughed.. i know.. it's ok.....
A-misss....you
B-she was relieved she could tell this time his mind was intact....missed you too...
A-take me home?
B-now you have to heal so you can come home. see dom... and the new girls that should have
moved in by now....she smiled... whistler.. can we move him yet???..see dom and jimmy misses his
dad......W-no you can't it will be days until he can be shipped we will move him to the palace and thats it
until he is
strongerB-she nodded slowly.. ok.. but I'm with you all the tme now angel
Angel moaned as he was rolled onto a littler and carried to a waiting van..the back up vampires not
the night watchers disapppeared..Giles went with Buffy... watching the night Watchers carefully...A-Buffy? looking around for her... frantic he was out of her sight
B-she frowned and got in the van quickly..hey I'm here honey
A-he is laying on the floor of the van on a littler -turns toward her reaches out -Buffy?
B-she reaached out and took his hand kissing the plam..it's ok love I'm right here I won't leave you
A-nods and drifts off to sleep holding her hand
B-she sat down idly storking his hair...well at least this time his minds intact she muttered
The night watcher watch in amazment as the feircest Slayer on record comforted her vampire
lover... would
wonders never ceaseB-sighed shutting her eyes both exhuasted and elated to have him back..
The Palace
They carried Angel inot the inner sanctoum at the palace and set him and buffy in a room...she
walked tiredly in there.. hovering not willing to leave his side..Paul looked at Dom Willow and Giles You three can have that room..... and walked away
B-she sghed remebering the last time they'd been in the castle and hoped that there'd be aanother
trip here..D-Dom looked at Willow and shrugged.
B-buffy smiled at them.. you guys ok?? I can arrange for better if you like
D-Dom... no buffy don't worry we are fine... clustering us together is the night watchers attempt at
control.
Let them have it... they are harboring a Slayer for the Gods sakeB-she sat on the bed and rubbed angels cheek.. assuring herself he was there..she nodded at dom..
yeah you;re right.. sorry I'm just tired..A-opened eyes Buffy? he seemed to doubt she was there or that she was real for some reason....
B-she smiled down at him... hey honey.. I'm here..
D-Buffy... walk slowly.. they have been badly hurt and are buring friends they have known for
decades or
even centuries... they are going to be gun shyA-Buffy Where? he was confused...
B-she kissed him lightly on the forehead..we're in the palace.. you need a safe place to heal
A-nods.. you gong back to Sunnydale?
B-I will dom.. don't worry.. well I'll at least give them a head start
D-not funny Slayer
B-no love I thought you'd want me here so kendra's in sunnydale till we go back...i was serious
dom..D-you are going after the night watchers?
B-only if they piss me off..
A-Buffy no please... for me... don't... promise
B-smiles I think we're even after they helped me get out angel..she looked at him.. ok I promise
then no dusting night watchers..D-Damnit Slayer... your a ferret in the damn hen house here...
B-she smiled... yeah but this ferrets nicely contained... I wouldn't put angel at risk..
A-Buffy... ferret.. cute cuddly ...
D-laughes only you Angleus only you
B-she sighed as she studied angels battered body....... no cuddling tonight I think...
A-head drops back and he slides into unconciousness
D-we got to get blood inot him... alot of it
Paul enters with a 5 gal bucket full of blood
B-she gave a sigh. then sat on the bad holding his head
P-Paul pulls his bag out and removes a nasogastric tube... -more than one way to skin a cat.
B-she winced looking at the tube..swallowing hard.. oh man...
P-turn your head slayer you won't like this..he is too ill to feed porperly...
B-she nodded and shut her eyes... I've seen it before but I hate it..
P-yeah... but it is effective..slides it into Angel sinuses and into his stomach
B-she braced herself and clamly stroked his hair.. its silly looking at his wounds but this small ones
still bad to
me..she opened her eyes watching her love..... he's ok this time dom..P-tapes it down to A face, then attach to bag filled with warm fresh blood and open wide.
D-I know... your love made him stronger... he with stood more and tolerated it better
B-she swallowed hard watching.. god for him to block the bond... all that time...
Paul had one of the flunky watchers stand there and keep the bag full of blood so buffy didn't have
toD-the control that must have taken is incredible
B-she whimpered involunterly... feeling slightly faint at the sight of a being feed this way...
D-it is the best way... intake without any effort...
B-yeah.... he sent the feeling to dru instead... she told me what they did to him...
D-oh god Dru more insane than usual now?
B-she shut her eyes.. leaning back against the wall... dru seemed the same to me...
D-insane. God her should have just killed her in 1856
B-shrugged.. too late now... and it helped spike decide to help me..
A-Buffy? reaches out for her... he is so out of it he isn't even transformed... despite being fed
B-hey.. she took his hand....
A-please... please...
B-rubbing the back of his hand against her cheek..... what love???
A-Please Buffy... -seems frantic but passed out before he could explain....
B-she felt her heart breaking at him being so helpless... whimpered softly...she felt tears coming to
her eyes... she kept hold of his hand kissing it softly..D-Buffy, he will be sliding in time with these injuries....just love him and support him
B-nods ... I know.. I'm just so tired... so weak.. that battle after the last six months.. I'm not my
best dom...D-if this is not your best I would hate to see you at your best...
B-she sighed leaning back against the wall again shutting her eyes holding his hand... outsides can
look
decieving.. should see what I'm like inside...D-stay strong unitl he is on his feet Buffy. Your going to need to... turns to the flunky... keep the
blood
flowing unitl he pulls the tube. Don't aggitate the salyer... she is in a bad moodB-with her free hand she kept her hand on angels face tracing it relaerning it to memory..
the vampire was watching the slayer as if she was a cobra somone dropped into his lap
B-I will be strong I have to... sighs can I get some food or drink down here?? I'm starved.. shy
smile..A-please? Buffy..
B-she opens her eyes... angel???
D-what would you like? we are going to have enough breathers down here sending out for food
may be wiseB-what is it honey what do you want..
A-you. hold me...
B-anything dom... fruit..
D-I am not that old I can't remember what a warrior needs..walks out...
B-sighs.. angel it may hurt your wounds..
V watches as A reaches for B he wants her to lay beside him
A-no need you
B-she sighs lefting his head off her lap..lies down bedide him him...
A-groans... puts arm around her... pulls her head to his shoulder...she can feel the ribs grind under
her head....kisses her forehead and slides out again...B-leans lightly on him.. trying to hold her on wieght.. angel...damn... she moves to get up...
A-arms hokd her tight.. she can't move without hurting him...
B-frowns then reluctantly puts her heand back on him...
A-holds her tightly until she has to relax
B-she relaxs into him.. feeling at home again... shuts her eys ..
A-love you....
B-to the vampire... keep feeding him if any of the wounds reopen give me a wake me and I'll tend
to him..I love you angel.. alwaysV-nods. - yes mam
B-she shuts her eyes.. and contentedly falls asleep..
V-he watchesd as the Slayer slept in Angelus arms in amazement
the next night
A-Angelus slept. The tube feeding of blood continued but slower.
G-Giles comes in.. to see how they are doing...
B-buffy opened her eyes and smiled at him weakly
G-you ok Buffy?..lookes at the vampire assurining the blood flows ... - how much has he taken?
B-winces ... if I could move I would be... owww.. she winced trying to move..
V-on the 9th gallon
B-she kissed angels shoulder... that's my boy...
G-shakes his head... he had been close to death to require that much..bends over and tries to help
her move...A-Angels other arm comes around and grabs him by the throar
B-she stretched out an arm wincing...he won't let me move an inch...shit!!!!! angel...
A-awakens with a snarl, game face, fangs out
B-she put a hand on top of the one holding giles.. let him go honey
A-turns to look at Buffy slightly...huh?
B-it's ok.. giles was helping me move I was cramped...she smiled slightly... come on angelus... you
can be possesive as you like around the night watchcers but we
need giles alive..A-Looks back at Gile eyes yellow snarl on his lips .... -MINE..lets Giles go...
G-who drops to is knees..tryng to breath and get blood to his brain...
B-she kissed his cheek softly.. then looked at giles.. you alright giles..
G-Giles nods... unable to speak
Vamp watches in amazement as Angelus man handles the Slayers watcher... and gets away with
it...B-sighs then softly cups his cheek..
A-turns into her touch and slids out again...low purr when she touches him...
B-giles warn all other males.. think females will be safe.. but I think angelus is going to be very
nasty for a
whileG-nods... yes I think your right..I think he is imprinint on you deeper...If that is possible
B-she continues to rubb him soothingly... nods he's my mate... and I'm his...
A-he rolls over into her and curls afgainst her... running his hands possesively over her body
B-winces then groans... and he still didn't let me move... shakes her head small smile... even when
hr's
asleep... he's got one thing on his mind...she arches into his touch missed his touch for six months...G-well you get to deal with it...
B-frowns.. hes too weak and hurt to play that way...
G-Buffy he'll do what he needs to do... don't hurt him...
B-she looked at giles with wide eyes... you kidding.. giles... he can't be thining about sex now...
A-he rolled over and kiised her
G-I think the "sex" he is intrested is vampiric. to be blunt
B-she whimpered.... kissing him back... my blood???
G-I think he wants to restablish the consort bond...
A-is stroking her neck and kissing along the neck...he
B-she nods.. I can do that..
Vamp keeping the tube feeding full watches in amazement...
B-giles stay here.. he may lose control...
G-and I am going to do what?
V-you tell me... I'll pull him off her
B-she nodded then bared her neck to angelus
A-Angelus with a deep purr almost growl transformed and sank his fangs into her throat...
B-she gasped and then relaxed...
A-the blood welled up and he relished it... but didn't draw just let her bleed inot his mouth...
B-whimpered softly...
A-aborbed her inot ever cell of his being..slight sucking
B-she relaxed sompletely.. knowing what was coming...
A-he pulls off her and licks her neck slowly...
B-she looked up at giles with a small smile to let him know she was ok....
A-drives his fangs into his lip and then kisses her...
B-kisses him back hard....his kiss is coppery... she tastes her/his blood mixed in his mouth..letting
the blood flow into her not minding the taste of it..A-sinks into the kiss with her... the kiss is all there is,,, she is his world
B-she opens her eyes to watch him...
A-his face is human and he is almost in rapture...
B-she swallows the blood slowly... feeling it go into her very soul...
The with a snap... the bond reinsserts inself and she can feel his love and passion for her...his
burning ache and the horrible feling of loss he had when seperated..head falls back... he can rest
now... he is home...B-she feels over whelming joy at the link being back.. felt half a person without it... her joy at
having him
back.. her worry about his wounds,, and all her undying love for him...she smiles and relaxes
against him...A-he basked int he love and her feelings for him like a cat baskes in the sun..love you Buffy...
home... finally..he slid into unconciousness but it was more of a sleepB-she kisses his chest softly... yes you're home..she smiled at giles with small taers of joy in her
eyes...G-the bond is restablished?
B-nods.... he's going to be ok.. he wouldn't have done it otherwise...she moves angels arm and
slowly sits up.... and hopefully he'll let me go for a while...G-your rihgt... if he thought he would die he woulnd't risk you dying also
A-relased her let her up
B-nods happily... then slowly stands up....
G-come Buffy you need to be fed. Angel has been fed... now it is your turn.
B-still don't let any males in here without warning them.. angel's ok.. angelus is not so nice at this
point in
time...she nodded.. only a little giles.. I'll need to get back here soonVampire feeding him through the tube looked with large eyes at Buffy... 'what about me?' written
alll over his
faceG-we will get food and you can bring it here to eat
B-she smiled... you're still alive now right.. just keep feeding him and looking after him... you should
be ok...she nodded at giles... ok..sending a wave of love to angels sleeping form...They walk out to the main living area... willow is on the computer surfing... a buffet for the humans
is on the
bar...B-smiles at will before piling up a plate with food
W-how is angel doing?
B-good... really good... welll for me anyway...
W-good. I am glad...
D-slides up behind Willow and puts his arms around her...
B-smiles.. just any males have a problem in that room...
D-morning Slayer...Angelus being possesive?
B-smiles at them both.. hey dom..smiles very.... lets just say he almost throttled giles..Buffy feels
terror and fear... such ache and longing...frowns... then sends angel a blast of love..fear and
wonder and loss... confusion...damn... he's awake..W-go to him... take your food..I'll bring your soda
B-she nods then runs back to her room..
A-angel had rolled over and was trying to get up to find her... the vamp was trying to get him to lie
downB-she puts the plate on the bed before jumping up and sitting beside angel...hey what do you think
you're doing angel.. smiles ..A-he curls into her... -I thought you were gone... that you were never here....
B-nods for the vamp to let go..
A-thought you were a dream...
V-lets go and pours the last of the blood inot the bag and leaves
B-she puts an arm around him.. I'm here I just went for some food,
A-oh... yeah you need to eat too...
B-she kissing his hair softly... so I got told... she smiled
A-he laid his head in her lap... just wanting her closeness.... -go a head and eat
B-but I won't leave you angel... even when I'm not in the room I'll be close... nothing will keep me
away from
you,..she smiles and picked up her plate moving it closer to her..A-he laid in her lap... almost like a table... just enjoying her closeness...
B-she glanced him.. smiling before eating..she chuckled then rested the plate on him...
A-he purred... as she ate off the plate resting on his shoulder
B-knew there was a reason I broke every slayer rule to get you back.. I needed a new table..
A-enjoying the smell of her arousal. he wasn't up to doing anything with is but it pleased him that
he still
aroused her....chuckledB-she grinned at his purr eating through her plate..should have geard giles when he realised I had
every vamp in sunnydale helping me..A-laid there with his head in her lap. just taking in the essence of her... feeling her warmth...
enjoying the
contact... his contentment a low grade purring rumble in his chestB-she smiled and kissed his forehead lightly... by the way happy valentines day...
A-huh? Valentines day? [he had no idea what the date was
B-yeah yesterday actually... was valentines day..I got your roses... small sad smile..
A-I am sorry Buffy... I ordered them in September... didn't want to forget
B-she smlie i know... I just thought you were.... she broke off not looking at him
A-Dust? I thought I was too... I have no idea why they kept me alive as long as they did...
B-she shrugged revenge they were lord roberts clan...wanted you to suffer for me killing him...she
put the almost full plate aside no longer hungaryA-Well... they did that... but not as "creatively" as Lord robert
B-she looked at him.. angel I know what they did to you.. dru told me... everything...she put a hand
on his cheek... resting it there..A-everything?... I tried to block it...
B-you blocked it to me dru got everything and told me...
A-I didn't want you to feel... I didn't want to be a bait for him to lure you... I knew he was trying to
do thatB-she swallowed hard thinking of the pain... and I would have gone to him and killed him...
A-he wanted you too... he had traps and he was bound to win... I couldn't do that to you Buffy
B-she nodded.. I know.. but my god angel six months...she blinked back taers..
A-I love you Buffy was it six months? Oh god I am sorry... time moves differently for me... I didn't
realizeB-she nodded slowly... stroking his face.. not sure who she was comforting.. him or herself..yeah... I
nearly died.. if it wasn't for timmy... she didn't finish..A-oh god Buffy... I am glad we got him if he kept you for me... unless you see me die and handle
the ashes...
never assume I'm dead... do you understand?B-she looked at him slowly before nodding... only if you do my a favour...
A-he rubbed up against... unable to accept she was in his possesin once agian... -yes?
B-I need your oath angel... I never ever ever want you to block the bond again.. no matter what
happens..she rubbed his hair lightly... being very gentle with him..A-Buffy... I can't... I can't promise that... But I promise you that I will not block the bond unless I
feel your life
is in danger...honest life ending danger...B-she watched him.. angel this is important I want you to never block it ever...not even if my life is
in dangerA-he thought. ...silence reigned for a long time....- OK never will I block the bond as long as I have
the same
oath form you... that you will never block the bondB-she smiled.. you have my oath...thank you angel.
A-rubbed up against her and drifted off to sleep...
B-smiled down at him then movedinto a lying position beside him.. nuzzling softly into him...
A-even asleep he was purring form her attention and she could feel the contentment through the
bond..
out in the main room
Willow was surfing the net for some informatin for Giles... who sat next to her and read. Xander
was
watching TV and Dom was watching Willow..Paul and Scott watched in fascination... they had
been night watchers but to be this close to a Slayer/Watcher
team made their skin crawlD-sat next to willow..what are you doing?
W-Just looking up some info for giles..smiled at him..
D-you do this alot?.
G-we need to get an outliet for Buffy... or she is going to get antzy real sson
W-she rubbed the back of her neck absantly trying t work out a kink... yeah he hates computers..
D-starts to massage her neck gently
W-and seeing angel can't.. well you know she can't do that.. leans into doms touch..
X-yep and her getting antzy in a house full of vamps could get tacky
W-or very dusty...
P-Paul looks at Giles... what are you talking about... then it dawns on him... Dust Lust?
W-she smiled up at Dom ignoring the others..then frowned yeah dust lust.. sh'll have to go find
some nasty vamps to attack.. or something...B-walked in yawning and heading straight for the food table..
P-Paul it is true? Slayers have dust lust?
B-hey peoples and Vamps....
D-hi Buffy
B-looked Dom and will and smiled widely...
G-to answer your question... yes... and she gets quite... irritable
B-have i missed anything.... I never get irritable giles... just grumpy..
W-smothered a small giggle at that...
X-your gumpy is others ballistic bitch...
W-spoke up what about the time you nearly decked cordy for going near angel?? that wasn't nice..
B-thanks Xander.. whats the big fuss about anyway I get dust lust I make dust...
D-I don't think she has seen possessive yet....
S-Scott swallow loudly...
A-door opens and Angel [us] walks in... he looks like helll...
B-thought for a moment then grinned.. ok I won't slay indoors.. LA has lots of vamps..
A-goes over to Buffy nuzzles her neck
B-bared her neck to him leaning back into him.. why are you up???
A-mised you... woke up... you were gone... runs hands posseively over her
B-you should be resting angel.. you need it..blushed slihgtly infront of the others... dom.. this what
you ment by not seeing possesive yet???D-laughing... yep... I mean you got him locked hook line and sinker and I don't think you even
know what
you got...B-she kissed angels cheek lightly leaninginto him... giles warned all you guys right???
D-yes. When he did I realized what happened...
B-she looked up at angelus face working out who was incontrol then gave a small smile...
angelus...she nuzzled
his shoulder..what has happened????W-squirmed watching her friend and moved back into dom a little
D-lets see... he saw you the night you were called... and initated a soul lock...He locked his soul with
yours to be your night watcher... To live and die with you...B-nodded
D-then he deepened it by kissing kissing you the night you took him home like a lost puppy..and
strenghen it by courting you...B-I know all this dom... how the hell do you???
D-smiles... had long talks with hm...
B-smiles ahhh... now it comes out,..anything i ned to know..
D-Angelus initiated a consort bond with you... initally out of self defense... and he just quadrupled
the strength
of it.B-quadrupled??? when how???
AS-snarls at Dom... That is enough teling of my secrets..pulls Buffy to him and starts to drag her
back to the bedroom... he is exausted and wants to... no needs to
lay down... and needs her by himB-she gives a small startled squek.. angelus...
X-Xander walks by Buffy on the way to the food table... Angelus grabs Xander and pins him to the
wall
suspeneding him off the floor..Deep snarl... deep in game faceB-fuck...angelus.... put him down..
AS-snarls something in a language
B-she thinks then moves to stand just behind angelus.. standing close against his back..
W-Willow runs over and grabs Angelus hand and pulls them off Xander... [he let her]
AS-snarls.. I need to lay down....
B-thanks will... she stays close to angelus just incase then softly nuzzles his neck...ummm guys I
think I'm going to say for everyone except giles that's male to stay well away from me...D-no shit?
B-chcuckled didn't think it was this bad...she grabbed a few sodas then smiled up at angelus...
want to go back to our room now hon???D-no it will be worse...
B-worse???...how will it get worse... ??
D-unitl he finishes the bonding and claims you entirely.. it wil be worse
W-Willow blushed as she relaized what that probably entilaied
B-she sighed claims me entirely it dawned on her... ohh...man..this is going to take a while...small
groan..she sighed...somebody bring timmy to La that might help a litttle...X-Xander sighed. I'll go get the little vamp
B-thanks xander.... ok angelus honey we can go now if you want..
AS-he all but grabs her and draggs her inot the bedroom. he has staked his territory but unitl she
is his entirely
he doesn't want another male near her...B-she smiles then sits up on the bed.. happy now??
AS-I will be happy when you are mine forever...he crawls up along side her and nuzzles her neck
and rolls her on her back..God... I want you so bad... she can feel his hip pressed inot her.. no
erectionB-she whimpers softly.. arching into him.. Angelus honey we can't... not yet..
AS-I know...I am just not... up...to it
B-she sighs softly... it's ok honey we have all the time in the world... just don't hurt anyone
meanwhile...AS-I won't
B-smiles kissing his jaw softly..smiles.. what did you say to xander anyway??
AS-he pulls her close... I need you so much I am so sorry...HUH?
B-slides her arms around him tightly...when you had xander against the wall you said something in
a different langauage..she runs her hands through his
hair.. rubbing against him softly...AS-I dunno something about eyeballs as marbells and intestines as guarters
B-chuckles low... you know this is more how a imagined you when i first meet you angelus..I
thought then you'd be possessive..and dangerous not now.. but I kind a like it..AS-sick puppy
B-smiles... yeah but you love it...
AS-pulls her close yes I do...
B-nuzzles his shoulder lightly.... are you ok angelus.... remembering the last time he'd been hurt...
his mind shut down..AS-Yeah I am... I held onlto my sanity... knowing you would eventually free me...last time I had
been told you were dead...B-she nodded kissing him softly... she smiled sadly this time I thought you were
AS-I am sorry Buffy... but I couldn't allow them to set you up
B-she hid her face in his neck I know.... I don't like it.. and when you're healed i will beat the crap
out of you for it but I understandAS-chuckles
B-she sighs content... happy to hold him.... she's thinking for a while..
AS-Buffy... you are able to beat the crap out of me anytinme you want....
B-she shook her head... I know you don't have a reflection.. but angelus you don't look good.. no
way an i touch you.. hell I lay on top of you and your ribs wouldn't handle it...AS-Buffy I know.. I was starved the most of the time they had me given just enough to keep me
alive... barely, not enough to heal...B-she nods then looks at him thinking carefully..
AS-I am in no condition to get into a battle of wills never mind physical contact...
B-angelus... if you fed from me.. not much maybe a pint would that speed up your healing
better???AS-Buffy yes but no now... let me bulk up on blood first and use your blood for fine level healing
B-chuckles... of wills??? that's easy you just give into me.. kisses him softly..
AS-Your wish is my command... when I can do it
B-chuckles... kissing him again...you're always like that.. never outright lie.. just say your rpomises
so you omit things...AS-no I mean I'll do it when physically able to do it... hides head she has him figgured out
B-chuckles no you don't but I'll forgive you.. half the time your commisions save our lives.. or
better them..AS-need to sleep... his head drops.. he really is injured badly and healing it amazed her he could
function at all
out in the main room 2
D-Dom looked at whillow -how well do you think she'll take a full consort bond?
W-I thought that's what she already had with angel??
D-She had a consort bond... now they have a full bond...
W-frowned whats the difference???..she glanced up at him... silently wondering if thewy would
share a bond one day...D-Dom looked at her... wndering if she would ever want that completeness of intamacy
W-she smiled at him softly... she sighed... so what is the difference what makes one stronger???
D-will. When Angelus made it the last time he did just enough to form the bond... not a complete
comtmentment.. this time he gave his heart and soul into it.W-nods slowly.. I think i understand now... she smiled... that must be nice.. to love someone enough
to have that kind of bondD-Angel was soul locked on her...Angelus consort bonded her... he never had a chance...
W-smiles... they're lucky... to have each other that way... I envy them that...
D-I never had ever met anyone I wanted... before...drifts off
W-she looked at him slightly startled...before?? shy hopeful smile forming?
D-ahh well.. ahhh
W-shesighed softly... never mind it's ok...she looked back at her laptop..
D-Will... I have never even thought of it... but now I do.. but it is way to ealry to make a life
comitmtment when your imortalW-she nods I know... but i'm not immoretal.. by the time you think it's time I might be an old lady..
D-Will... trust me... give it a year.
W-she smiles alright... but can we do other things during that year??? slow smile
D-yeah. More than I should consider with a child of your age....
W-smiles and looks at him... child?? I'm no younger than buffy
D-laughes
W-what.. I'm not... although she's done lots i haven't..
D-like what? smiles softly
W-blushes...err well.. she's more lots more experienced than me..ducks her head..not looking at
him..D-comes up to her... -and do you wish to be 'more experienced?' softly in her ear
W-smiles and whimpers softly...yes... small squeak
D-I would love to teach you
W-she looks at him.. I want to learn...
D-at your own timeline and wish... I won't rush you baby...
W-looks at him.. rush me??? i've known you almost a year... we've slept together but you've never
touched me...D-Willow I am sorry what is a year but 1/200th of my life? a year is less to me in my life span than a
month to
you. I forget you mark time differently..he walks over to her and touches her faceW-she turns into his touch shyly...then covers his hand with hers..
D-pulls her to him genlty... what I am doesn't repulse you?
W-she goes willingly.... now.. why would it... I've kown angel for years... you're the vampire i love..
blushesD-you ... love... me?:
W-nods not looking him in the eye
D-lifts her chin... when did this occur?
W-chews her lip....ummm a while ago
D-smiled at her... leans forward and kisses her gently...
W-kisses him back shyly.. a virgins kiss..europe.. small whimper...
D-smiles. That long ago? how did I miss that?..he stroked her air... I shouldn't teas you..I knew...
that is why I came to sunnydale..for you... not because living in the same town as Slayer Prime was
my goal in my unlife...W-she rested her head on his shoulder... I thought it was angel... blushes..
D-I like angel.. but not hat way and not now... he has eyes only for the Slayer
W-nods.. I know but it's not the first time someones been in love with someone out of reach.. sighs
thinking of
her ex-crush on xander..sigh nuxxles her head against him slightly more.. resting her wieght on
him...D-laughes... I am sorry W but pining for Angelus isn't my style... He is a wonderful lover... but not
worth
pining for... chucklesW-blushes... are you still... do you still breaks off unsure how to ask if hestill likes men
D-ask what you want to know... it is easier
W-shakes her head...blushes to the roots of her hair
D-Willow I am a vampire. Vampires are inherently bisexual. Some are more on than the other. I
sat the fence in life and continue in unlife. I do however fall i love with the person. The body is
accepted as it is. if you were a man I would still love you Willow.W-she smiles aginast him.. I think that's the nicest thing anyones ever said to me.
D-Do I lust after on or the other? No. Neither. I am old enough to know lust is a usless function of
biology for
a gamete to make more gametes. i am out of that cycel..can I apreciate a handsome male? or a
beautiful female yes. I don't need to kill them or fuck them to
appreciate them. Looking works..have I answered your question?W-she nodded yes.. I'm sorry I asked...
D-no you needed to know. Be aware though Never ask a question you do no want a truthful
answer to..I will never lie to you willow...and that is my promise... and my threatW-she nodded then grinned.. glad I got you instead of angel... buffy can never get a straight
answerD-He pulls her into a kiss and softly kissed her while chuckling...
B-walks in... ouch.. heavy vampire... heavy vampire..
D-runs his hands over her body... she is so hot...
B-gets a drink off the table..
D-head snaps up eyes yellow... slight snarl at buffy
W-whimpers softly..ignoring buffy..nuzzles in to his neck..
B-dom quit drinking the same blood as angelus.. and get a room...
P-Paul walks by the two and looks at Buffy. - you guys have a fuck or kil orientation?
S-Scott walks in and stares at Dom and Willow... jesus has everyone lost their mind around here?
A female vamp who had been injured and healing when everything went down wander in totaly
oblivioyus to
the situation...Rebecca looks at Dom and then at the human at the tv and the others around.. and
the girl at the table...-Jesus Paul I go on the sick list and we're over run by pets?P & S-shake their heads... come here Becky we need to talk
B-growls her own litttle growl before standing up... pet????
Becky i thoght we couldn't keep pets?...
B-I am NOT a pet....
P-now now... Becky is an old school girl and uses old terminology
B-glares at Becky... then smotthly pulls out a stake.... you want to see my trick????
S-Paul No! Angelus!
B-I call it vampire disappearing..
AS-Angleus comes barreling out of the bed room in his black silk boxers
P-Paul come on no Buffy.. she is ttoally lost and has no idea ...Angelus call off your consort now!
B-takes a step to becky.. I am not a pet... and I will not be called one.. unless it's by angelus...
BKY-stares at her... what is the big deal with a human with a stake...
AS-give me the stake Buffy - puts his hand outomised..give me the stake buffy you promised... puts
hand outB-smiles sweetly...she insulted me...that wasn't in the promise... maybe your friends should be
better trained...AS-then learn to take it. your in the lair and the terminolgy used is not nice to breathers deal with
it...we will.. but she is oblivous...sit down. Buffy. NOWB-glares at him.. I will not deal with it..... she's got the dust lust on her.... and the havoc of the last
while
setting in on her...she can feel his real fear and his desire for her to obeyAS-Listen I know you have been awhile with out a kill... we will hunt tonight... pleasee buffy? he is
asking her...
not mean...BKY-a kill? what the hell do yo mean a kill?..we are supposed to be off the kill and cold feeders
what the hell do you mean hunting?B-she's tensing up sliding into a attack stance.. the dust lust as strong as angels lust for blood
AS-walk over to her..please buffy?..stokes her neck... and purrs... trying to distract her
B-she steps back from angelus...
the vampires in the room in the know see what they feared most a Slayer in Dust lust... they are
dead meatB-don't....angelus...
AS-Please Buffy. Don't kill my firends...I have put up with Xanders irritating insulting fucking
infantile behavior for more than a year you can give my
friends a monthB-she shuts her eyes for aminute... then looks angelus in the eyes as she throws the stake towards
becky...it hits the wall inches from her head..AS-Angelus lowers his head that was close..opens his arms... please baby?
B-buffy shuts her eyes.... shaking slightly...
BKY-was going to say someting Paul gagged her with his hand
B-she holds up a hand to angelus.. just a minute.. she turns and walks to becky...
AS-standing wth his arms open... come to bed baby tonight we'll hunt... we'll take care of the lust
commone
babyB-let her go pual.. sighs....
P-he watches closely..paul releases her.
BKY-Becky starrs at Buffy... Buffy can see agony in her eyes... [she lost her consort]
B-she pulls the stake out of the wall... I'm sorry becky.. i was out of control..she holds her hand out
to her.. I'm buffy..BKY-Becky looks at her. i am sorry I should have been more considerate. I was thinking about my
thomas...
bloodstained tear fills her eyes..shakes her hand...B-doesn't hesistate and wraps her into a hug..
BKY-Becky find herself hugged with her teeth inches form her neck... and stares at Angelus
surpriseB-it's ok... I know what you're going through when i lost angel I must have staked som many
vampire in sheer
agony...BKY-I wan't expecting humans in the lair... huh?
AS-Becky meet my consort.. Buffy The hellmouth Slayer... Slayer Prime
BKY-chokes...looks at Buffy... your the Slayer?
B-smiles and goes back to angelus's side..nods.. yeah you saw my uglier side... .
AS-a Slayer of the kill gets Dust lust... an urge to kill that rivals the torment...
BKY-jaw drops..
B-she slips her hand into angelus's giving it a slight squeeze
AS-She is in the middle of it... I recomend you all stay clear of the two of us...pulls buffy inot the
bedrom and shuts the doorBKY-Becky looks at Pand S The Slayer is Angelus Consort?..Let me guess... looks at Willow... the
Hacker... the warrior [to xander] and Ripper to giles...P-nods
B-frowns at finding herself stuck in her room...turns and raises an eyebrow at angelus...
AS-Buffy please... you can't kill my firends.. I can't killyours you can't kill mine ok?
B-she looked at him... but...frowns... I'll give you xander for paul...
AS-no buts I have survived Xanders base harrasment for over a year... you can last a month with
mine..no deal... I couldn't kill the little fuck when I wanted to yu can't traxd him nowB-she looked at him... can't we make them behave.. you know a no pissing off the lsayer thing??
AS-you make xander stop pissing me off and we have a deal..Mine will train alot faster...
B-groans and kicks the door I'm going to be stuck in here...
AS-only if you can't control the dust lust...you control you can go out...
B-looks at him with a cunning smile... XANDER!!!! come here a minute
AS-I wouldn't advise it...
B-glares.. I can't control it.. I've never flet this before..chuckles trust me for a minute.. Xander!!!!
AS-Buffy you are a Slayer Prime. You need to kill now as much as a vampire need s to kill..your in
your version of the torment...X-Xander comer in -yeah Buffy? Whats up dead boy?
AS-growls
B-nods i know... but it's stronger than me right now angelus..smiles sweetly..xander honey... walks
over to him...AS-then i will have to protect you form yourself... think how you would feel if it was me in the blod
lust and will
and the others out thereX-stares at her in surprise
B-nods slowly.. thinking i know angelus..she smiles brightly at xander the runs a hand over his
chest...knowing exactly what she was doing...AS-growls... and steps forward he is going to kill the little shit for entering his room and being
touched by his
woman!B-she turns and glances at angelus before continueing she keeps running her hand over xander..
AS-then faster than she could see he slapped her away from xandetr and threw him bodily out of
the room...turns on her with a snarl in game face. -you want a kill. then fine I'll take you hunting
right now.. lets
go... get your dust rocks off..he pulls on his leather pants and shirt...B-she opened the door... angelus.. stay. I wasn't doing it for that!!!!
AS-he is so angry it is fuming...slams his boots on... and grabs hi jacket and stalks out inot the living
roomB-she glared at him before stopping dead in her tracks... angelus!!!!
AS-grabs Xander. I see you within three feet of my woman Harris and I will remove you organs
alpheteticly
with a grapfuirt spoonB-she swore under her breathe... then smiled.. hey xnader...
AS-throws him on the couch and storms out of the house...
X-xander dives behind Giles.. uh uh Buffy i not coming any where near you...
B-I hear you insult angel once just once and i'll do exactly what i did in that room.. and let him hurt
you...
got it???X-nods..
B-she smiles sweetly... good boy...then she frowned and ran after angelus...angelus!!!
P-Paul looks at Buffy... where the hell is Angelus going... it is high noon?
AS-stalked along inot the tunnels... he was so angry he couldn't see straight...
B-she ran into the hall sobbing... following through the link...
AS-Buffy was out of control and he was lost att what to do he was terrified
B-Angelus!!!!!!
AS-he walked inot he main part of the Castle heading toward the dongeon
B-she was still terrified and awash with guilt... she didn't even realise where she was as she follwed
him..AS-His whole bodyhurt and he allowed the pain to ripple through the link to Buffy
B-she cried out in angiush with his pian.. knowing she caused it...
AS-he reached the dungeon.. he knew what he had to do and knew she would hate him for it,,, but
if has in the
blood lust she would do it to him...B-she whimpered and speed up her running ...she tran into the dundgeon unaware of where she
was...AS-he reached the inner room of the dungeon and sat n the bench to twait fo her... he knew he
was too injured
.. had to be one blow or he was dead..he heard her footsteps..prepared himselfB-she entered the inner room blindly..
AS-he looked down smelling blood and saw several wounds had opened on him and blood seeped
his chest..he struck out with lethal speed and knocked her into a wall... before she could get her
barings... she was
chained in chaines that would hold her....he then backed away and sat on the benchB-she lurched in the chains... abruptly realising where she was... she glared at him.... no!!!
AS-I am sorry Buffy you are out of control lost in the dust lust.. I am not even safe as you are right
now...B-she jerked sharply on the chains... angelus unchain me... now!!1..she looked at him... hurt at his
words.... angelus...you're always safe with me... she looked at him... then groaned...dammit... how
long are you going to make this last???AS-sat down holding hs chest.. he was to badly hurt for this bullshit... -no buffy. I am not. you are
so inot
the dust lust that you provoked me to a kill to justify going after the night watchers. I gave my
word you wouldn't do that..until I can take you out hunting rogue vamps and satisfy your dust lust
AS-pulls his hand away form the shirt and there is blood on his hand... he is bleeding again
B-she groaned and glared at him.... that was not why I provoked you!!1 i did that so I could
show xander what would happen if he insulted you...she whimpered looking at his wound... guilt
washing over her... angelus...she relaxed in her chains and leant back against the wall shutting her
eyes...groans... I'm sorry... a tear falls from her eyes...AS-Angelus laid down on the bench and curled inot a fetal position and allowed the pain to wash
through himB-angelus.... it was a whimper of agony.. please...
AS-Buffy I did for you what I would want you to do for me if I was losing the battle agaisnt the
dust lust..blood lust I mean...B-she nodded I know... but you're hurt...
AS-I wouldn't want to be at rish of killing someone... our friends..
B-she groaned... lock me into a cage or something with no weapons... I can't even move in these
angel...AS-lays still this was just to much hard work
B-she swallows hard.. you need blood...
AS-I don't have a cage Buffy... Or I would have..I'll get it... later... tonihgt whe I take you
hunitng...B-she groans.. an empty room with just a mattress...
AS-Angelus laid on the bench... and slipped into a sleep...
B-she sighed.. you can take some of my blood angelus.. you need it... and I nend to give it to you...
the door opened... and Becky peaked in
B-glares at his sleeping form....
BKY-Buffy are you ok?
B-smiled at her been better ...
BKY-Paul explained the Dustlust... kinda like the torment... god how do you stand it?
B-sighed looking at angelus... wanting to hold him.... to be near him...I haven't this is the first time
it's ever been like this...BKY-I am going to release you form the wall... you can go back to your room will you promise not
to kill me or the
others?..she relased the chin holding her chains... she remained chainedB-she thought for a minute then sighed... and shook her head...buffy looked at her.. wait...I want
you to go ahead... get them to completely clear out a room with no wood apart from a bed and i
want angelus moved back to the bed.. then you can lock me in...BKY-looked at her with defeated eyes... the agony Buffy had felt last six mnths was staring back at
her. Buff
realized that Becky was releasing her cause she was suicidal and actualy hoped she would kill her...B-she sighed do as i ask... please.. he's hurt and he's my consort... please....
BKY-nods slowly... and locks the door behind her as she leaves
B-she knew she sould never kill becky.. she sat down against the wall.. the things i do...
Awhile passes and Dom comes to the door with Scoot and and Paul
B-she backed up aginst the far wall...
D-Dom walks over to angleus... -always a head strong arrogans SOB eh angleus
B-dom,,,, hurry up i'm chained here.. not helpless...
D-You are a fool Angleus. You are in no contintion to pull this crap
B-dom... it was low low growl....
D-scoops up Angelus who rolls over with a deep moan and the pain ripples through the bond... he
is in agony..Dom scoops him up carefully cradling like a child..come to bed Angelus.. you need sleep
blood and loving..I can give you the bed to sleep in and the b;ood to heal with the loving is up to
you consortB-she reached out and softly touched angelus's hair.
AS-low groan... he doesn't arouse...
D-Dom walks out hoping Buffy will follow
B-she wighs and walks out...following him... she winces slightly as she senses other vampires...
D-Dom carries Angel to a room that has nothing in it... even the matress is on the floor
B-who's idea was this???
D-Dom looks at her.. yours. You told becky and we complied.
B-she looks at it great... perfect... can we unchain me now???..holds out her hands waiting
D-no Buffy the door wouldn't even slow you down.
B-she groaned we going to chain me to the wall???
D-the chains are to give us a fighting chance to get away if you slide into dust lust again...no leave
you chained but free run of the room.B-nods slowly.. thanks...
D-the bathroom is over there.
B-she went and sat beside angelus...can we have blood??
D-Dom looked at angel.. the weapons... the torure decice they used where magickal... he can't heal
those fast...B-she swallowed he won't tell me what they did... I'm not even sure i want to know..
D-you don't want to know... but if you did you will appreciate what he did by blocking your
link..eviseration by a magical tool.B-she shut her eyes.. dom tell me when I'm not liable to kill you...
D-one of the most hedious torures a vampire can do to another
B-she opened one eye dom.. go away..
D-he left...
AS-Angelus moaned and rolled over and looked around... -what the?
B-she sighed and curled up on the floor beside him... we comprimised.. and found a cage for
two..she smirked and held up her chinaed hands although they don't trust me just yet..AS-looks at her... I dunno I like you chained... tries to smile but he feel like someone is ramming a
spear
through his chestB-she sighed... and looke at him.. I'm sorry angelus...she gasps at the pian... angelus.. drink from
me..now..it wasn't a request..AS-no buffy..I won't
B-she looked at him... do it...
AS-no I am too deep in need I'll drain you I can't
B-I'm not asking you.. you can't heal from the wounds if the causes were magical then you need
something
more than blood... I trust you..and i'm in deep with my dust lust... yet you're here...AS-I am glad you do Buffy I do not trust myself...
B-if i can't kill me you can't kill me
AS-buffy right now I would kill you easily...IF I started to drink..so I won't.
B-she glared at him... but you won't...harm me..damn it angelus do it!!!
AS-rolled on his side away form her
B-she gave a sob... damn you...
AS-knock came on the door and Dom came in with a large pail of blood
D-Angleus I have what you need...
B-she got up and walked to the far wall slumping against it crying softly...
D-Dom came over and held Angleus carefully... and held the pail to his lips... Angleus
transformed...and started
to drink at an incredible rate...B-she glared at angelus before getting up and walking into the bathroom slamming the door
behind her...AS-looked up at Dom... get out now.. it is going to be nasty...
D-Dom took the better part of valour and split
B-she had slumped against the inside of the bathroom dorr staring into space
AS-Angelus rolled over and went to the bathroom door. Buffy please ...come out..please Buffy...
B-then looked around and saw what had been missed a mirror with a wooden frame.. she got
up and quickly broke it...she picked up a spilnter that was sharp enough to kill a vamp with then
opened the doro and faced angelus
holding the stake.AS-Buffy? please! he heard the breakage...he was on his knees infornt of the door
B-she looked at him... get up...
AS-he looked up at her..he stood
B-she slipped into a atack stance...she felt his fear through the bond
AS-I won't fight you Buffy.
B-she sighed then effectively blocked the bond.. stopping him sensing her emotions..
AS-drops his head... she was to far into the dust lust. he was going to die
B-I know...she smiled grimly then held the stake over his haert...I could kill you now...
AS-yes yes you can and could.
B-in a heart beat even if you did fight I'd still kill you...
AS-nods acceptence
B-now do you think I'll kill you...
AS-I do not know Buffy. I pray not. But you are in the torment... I don't know
B-I'm way out of control here... do you think the sheer fact I love you will keep you alive...
AS-no
B-yes or no angelus... yes or no...
AS-not anymore than it kept my family alive when I was in the torment
B-she looked at hin defeated...then I don't know why i'm even here angelus...
AS-Because I love yu and I am willing to take the chance you love me enought to fight it.
B-she sighed and threw the stake to the ground...no... she glared at him... you think I'd kill you you
honestly think that...AS-No I honestly accept it as a possibility. difference
B-I would never ever do that no matter how far gone i am.. that will never happen..
AS-I belive you.
B-she looked at him.. don't lie to me angelus... I just held that stake to you.. you gave me the
answerAS-I love you and I trust you. And if I am to die at yur hand... so be it...NO your wrong Buffy .
B-she looked at him... you don't understand you say you'd accpet me killing you... I'm saying it
would never
happen.. no matter what...AS-You asked if I think the sheer fact you love me will keep me alive. the answer is no. you never
asked me if
the will power you have because yo love me will keep me alive..When I took my posion as your night
watchedr and I soullocked you... I accepted the fact that I very well
may die at your hands...I accepted it.B-she shook her head... I don't use my will power it is my lve for you angelus.. i;m sorry you can't
see that
differeenceAS-Buffy there makes no difference. My life belongs to you to keep or to destroy. it always has..I
accept is as much as I accept i can't walk in the sun.B-she shook her head... there are times.. so often when even though I know you love me... I think
you don't
trust me or itAS-Buffy... I don't trust myself at times...
B-she sighed I don't even know how to get through to you.... it seems everyday you're quetioning
what we
have... questioning me...AS-It boils down to you are my life ... you hold my life...I have entruste you with my mind body
spirit and soul..I am not questioning you.B-I trust you... why can't that be enough for you??
AS-I wasn't afraid you would kill me... I was afraid you would kill the others
B-she looke at him.. then sighed before curling up in a ball in a corner on the floor an shutting her
eyes...you would have stopped me..AS-Buffy I am not capable of stopping you right now... I am barely capable to stand...
B-she rolled and faced the wall... crying silently..your words angelus.. not actions...
AS-he wants to go to her... but he has to lay down and lays on the matress...
B-she sighed.. then crawled to his side...she nuzzled his shoulder still crying but needed his touch..
AS-he holds his hand to his chdst and puls away blod... he is still bleeding.- damnit
B-she wearily held her wirst up to his mouth..not saying anything
AS-he tranformed and bit inot her and slowly drank
B-she sighed and softly calmed down snuggling against him as he drank...
AS-he didn't draw hard just keep it open and nursed
B-she kissed his shoulder..
AS-purring as he nursed on her blood...
B-whimpering softly... the feed actually arousing her slightly..
AS-he is awash with sensation.. and lost in the feed...
B-she turned and hid her face in his neck....angelus..
AS-runs his tongue over her wrist and increases the draw
B-she gasped as she felt herself have a small orgasm just from his drinking.....
AS-he felt it...and ran his tongue acros for another one
B-she cried out softly.... as another more larger one hit her...
AS-he felt her essence seeping inot ever pore of his being..groaned and licked the wrist again
B-she bit his shoulder gently... sothing it with kisses as she felt her body explode... angelus!!!
AS-he is beyond thought and feeling... all there is is him and the blood as it fills his crecives and
cracks and
completes him...B-she rested her head against him panting softly... feeling slightly tired from the blood lose....
AS-he is complete as he feels the heart pumping...and desires to draw that power into himself...
B-she sighed as she shut her eyes.....
AS-envelope it... take it and make it a part of him..licks the wrist again and increases the draw...
B-nearling dozing but slithgly awake....she yawned softly.... angelus...enough.. it was a soft whisper
AS-he is deep in the game face... and the demon is in congrol now... the raw animalistic demon that
is neither
angel or angelus but the raw demon of the vampire... stretches his wings and screams for the
blood...All the blood and the life than produces it..B-she whimpered slightly.. no scared... just sleepy.. angelus!!! it was louder this time...
AS-desire and will is washed away... and nothing remians but the hunger... and the blood to sate
it...B-she groaned softly... before her eyes shut abd she slipped into sleep...she opened ehr eyes then
groaned loudly... Angelus!!!!!!..it was a low yell.. as she tugged on her wrist.. she was so weak..AS-he grabs her wrist hard and increases the draw...
B-she whimpered.. angelus please.....she gasped as she thought for a second before kicking him as
hard as she could...she taps into him.. there is no feeling not thought no higher resoning... just the
HUNGER and the demand to
survive to fed it..she lifted up her arm then slammed the chain onto his head...AS-rolled away.. lost the grip...turned back with a snarl...full game face...eyes solid yello... fangs full
mouth red
with blood...dropped like a brick...unconcious.B-she graoned before shutting her eyes and slipping into a deep sleep
AS-he was in a nightmare... where Buffy was dyng and begging for him to save her.. and he
couldn't/. he was to
weak...He awoke with a blood curddling scream BUFFFFFFYYYYYB-she whimpered softly but didn't awake..pale from the blodd loss
D-Dom came through the door and looked in surprise at the couple on the bed..Shit angelus what
the fuck have you done!AS-huh? looks at Buffy... the paleness the anemic looks..oh god no... it was supposed to be a
dream!..Jesus god Dom call an ambulance or she is going to die!..Angelus undid her chains... and
carried her inot a regualr bedroom and washed her up..Buffy please wake up... please buffy...raw
terro filled him... oh god he had fed off her...BUFFY please!B-she looked at him... weak... angelus??..it was a pathtic soft whisper
AS-Oh god baby what have I done?
B-she whimpered softly...i'm sorry angelus....
AS-please baby stay awake there is an ambulance on the way
B-she sighed...I'm so tried ...
AS-Buffy please baby stay with me...
B-she shut her eyes for a moment...she whispered something he couldn't hear..
AS-BUFFY the raw pain in his soul rips through the link
B-she opened her eyes at the pian.. then mutteredsomething.
The ambulance arrived... paramedica... lead to the room...Dom shows them in
B-angelus???
P1-what happened
B-I was wrong she shighed...
AS-looks at them... we were doing blood play and she lost too much...
B-then shut her eyes.. it wasnt enough...what we have isn't enough.. a tear slid out her eye
AS-he is holding her wrist... P2 takes the wrist and looks at it -jesus crist she is lucky she isn't dead!
wrapps in a
pressor dressing...P1-the other starts a IV and they give her Lactated Ringers..load her up on a monito BP low 60/24
B-she creied out softly at the lost of contact with angelus.. angelus!!!
AS-Angelus touches her and she calms
B-it was a low paniced cry,..she turns to his touch.. don't go...
they start to go to the hospital
AS-Buffy... i can't I will when I can... but I can't..follws the ambulance unitl he can not go any
further inot the sunlight and has to falbackB-she gives a loud low cry...
Hosptail
They take her inot the trauma center... put in multiple line and draw a HCT which is 12..[normal
35+]..they hand multiple lines on her...and she has several units of Oneg blood hangingG-Giles is with her as her "dad"
B-she felt a small blost of fear that she's messed up....
the police have been called... possible suicide/homicide
A-Angel is frantic waiting for the sun to set so he can go to her
B-she whimpered...she is finally transfered into the intensive care unit... they are still giving her
blood.. Buffy stirred opening her eyes and stared puzzled at the ceiling...G-laid his ha d on her... -Buffy.. it;s me giles..your ok now Buffy.. you in the ICU,,, getting blood
B-she flinched slightly then turned her eyes to him..... how'd i miss the vamp that attacked me.. and
is he dust..frowned trying to remeber...G-You let him... you offered to him..Buffy... it was Angelus
B-she shook her head... no... he wouldn't have done this....what's the real deal giles???
G-Buffy... you offered when he was too weak to fight...he lost control of the blood lust
B-she shoook her head.. .. he never loses control giles....
G-Buffy i am sorry... he was pushed past his limits...and he lost control.
B-I mean never... she shut her eyes as a memory of her sturggling in his grip hit her and she
gagged....G-I am sorry Buffy... I am so sorry...
B-she shook her head tears filling her eyes...
G-Everyne has their breaking point...
B-she whimpered then sighed softly......it wasn't his fault...even in her shock and pain she forgave
him in an instant.G-I know that. the cover story is you and your finance are inot blood play and lost control
B-she nodded.. I can do that..... giles where is he...I mean you didn't hurt him???
G-I didn't hurt him... I expected somethining like this would happenen eventually
B-she nodded slowly.. so he's at the castle????
G-Buffy.. he is a fucking vampire. I have said it form the start..yes he is
B-she flinched from his voice....giles.. it was a soft plea..
G-I am sorry. i shouldn't vent my spleen on you now
B-she sighed and looked away.. how long till sunset... can I talk to him on the phone or
something???G-no phones in the ICU and until the police say so... they are restricting him from visiting
B-buffy went pale.. what?????
G-right now it is classified as an attempted suicide/homicide
B-no... giles no.. dammit then it was a attempted suicide... giles i need him...
G-Buffy you don't want to do that... hat is why we told them you two were inot blood sports and
made a
mistakeB-giles.. I need him here... i don't care how or why but if i don't talk to him soon I'm getting up and
going to himG-Buffy I am going to put my foot down. you lost half of your blolod supply and near,y died
B-and i've died twice giles... you think you could stop me....
G-Buffy I am asking. PLEASE
B-she glared at him... all she knew was she was hurting and wanted her love there...she sighed
slowly ok.. ok... she lay back...Dr comes in the room... I need to speak with her alone please - looks at Giles who nods and
leaves..Hi I am Dr Johnson... I have a few questions for you..Your father told us you and this Angel
do blood sports. Is that true? He said the a tion on yiu were totally
voluntary on your part.B-she nodded that's right...please when can i see him...
DR-So you participated wilingly in this..
B-yes.. I said yes...
DR-You were not forced
B-she glared at him.. how many times do i have to say yes.. it was my idea completely
DR-I find it hard to belive that you allowed someone to bleed you of over half your blood
supply..Why on earth did you do it?B-that's none of your business...it was my idea I had to talk angel into doing this
DR-Actually it is my business. You are hear under a 5150.. dangerous to self and others and he is
under
suspicion for attenpted murder/suicide..So unless I am happy your inot a psyche facility and he's
inot jail...B-she gasped and shock her head.... no...she shook her head agin.. giles????
DR-he is allowed to visit because I say so...Now I ask again what happened?
B-she sighed...
DR-he watched the girl she didn't look like a freak
B-I read about blood sports.. we tried it for a once off.. and I guess it got out of control..
DR-you almost died
B-I heard about the high it induced.. I had to convince angel to let me do it..but I didn't die..
DR-he was right to not let you do it...well yo will eventually if you keep this crap up..Now are you
going to do this again?B-I know that now..I swaer i will never do it again
DR-he is watching the monitor.. she is telling the truth..ok I will speak with the police I will send
you r father back inB-she sighed..thank you...will.. can i see angel again later??
DR-we will see it is up to the police
B-she nodded.. but he didn't do anything...
DR-that is satil up to the police
G-Giles comes in looking hagard
B-she looked at him.. giles....I have to get out of here...
G-he kooks at her.. yes Buffy.. he sits down heavy
B-she treid to sit up....
G-no Buffy You need to stay here till it is cleared... otherwise you both will be fugitives
B-please I have to talk to angel... surely you can do something???
G-I have done everything I can.. now we wait unitl he is cleared or charged
B-she graoned as she sat up slowly.. bracing herself..dammit giles... why the police????
G-You need to face the fact that there is a ramifications to your actins Buffy..Because of the
circumtances... it looks suspicioslu lik a suicide/murder attmpetB-she glared at him.. I'm a slayer giles... everything in my life has a reaction.. we could have hidden
it.. tended me
at the palaceG-Not with that sort of a blood loss...No you needed transfusions and crossmatch which they
couldn't doB-she whimpered before laying back..have you spoken to him???
G-Buffy trust me and relax... and yes I have he is distaught and guilt ridden and beating himself
upp for itB-but is he ok????...i mean it was angelus that did this not angel...
G-yes he is "ok"
B-she nodded and lay back.. we need vamps in the police force..
G-Buffy HE did it and don't give a shit which one it was... your a slayer in love with a vampire who
damn
near killed you.. excuse me if I don't like it!B-she looked at him taking in his appearance at last... giles... I'm ok.. it's ok.. I've died before and
you've been
strong.. why the change nowG-That was in the service of being a slayer.. this? this was stupidity
B-she reeled back.. i didn't know.. I thought he'd be able to control it...it wasn't his fualt..... I made
him do this giles...G-Buffy he is a fucking vampire.. control isn't usually in the vocabualry
B-she went white... stop it...
G-you took a tired starved vampire and held the stronges most intoxicating blod out to him and
your
surprised he couldn't control himself?..you damn lucky he didn't kill youB-she started crying softly.. giles stop it!!!!..just stop... leave me alone..
G-he dropped his head. I am sorry buffy
B-she lay there then turned away from him...
G-I am sorry I should't take my fears out on you
B-she didn't answer just lay there crying silently..just don't blame him giles...
G-I don't...I blame you
B-she shut her eyes then nodded... so do I...
G-but your not to blame.. cause you litteraly would give you r lifeblood to those yo love to save
themB-she sighed...
G-but it doesn't matter who WE blame.. he blames himself... Angelus is not designed for remorse..
it's eating
him alive.. or undead as the case may beB-she noded I know that's why i need to talk to him giles...
G-as soon as you can have contact with him I will arrange it.. be aware however if it is on the
phone your
conversaton wil probably be recordreded. I will warn him... be awreB-she nodded that's good enough...what did they tell the police about him not able to go out in the
day?G-rare sun disorder
B-she nodded again..
G-he is on house arrest
B-she winced... giles.. I'm sleepiy.. think i may have a nap....
G-he nods and leaves...
B-she shut her eyes letting the taers fall as she tried to sleep
AS-Angelus sat in his chair and looked att he chains that bound him...his urge was to kill the cop
guarding him and go to her.. but he promised to wait..they had done the unsual allowing him to
stay in the castle while under arrest because of hi "sun allaergy"
and it bothered the hell out of the cops guarding himB-laying in her bed in the hospital buffy frowned then sent a wave of love towards angelus..
AS-he felt her love seep over him like a tired mans wind of renewal
B-she smiled weakly then sighed as she focused a apoligetic feeling to him...
AS-he fed her back such raw self hatred and remorse it was painful to fell a part of it...
B-she gasped then sent him a wave of sheer guilt and appceptance for what he was...
AS-despair coloured his emotions a dark grey purple and he apologized in silent agony
B-she smiled weakly then simply sent him another wave of love..
AS-he held his head in defeat and accepted her love with the desperation of a dying man...
B-she smiled then sent him one of apology.. and self pain.. knowing this was her fault..she shut her
eyes slowly then drifted of to sleep..AS-he sent her a flow of love and devotion...
B-she slept for a few hours...she opened her eyes wincing at the dull pain..she groaned softly then
winced as she treid to sit up slightly..AS-she felt his cool hands supporting her - shhh rest you need it
B-she whimpered slightly.. angel???..she smiled at him then held out her hands for him to hold
her...AS-he slid inot her embrace and hed her close...-ssshshshshshs baby I am here
B-she nuzzled against him.. I'm sorry angel...
AS-sorry baby it isn't him.. it is me...
B-she smiled angelus???
AS-yeah.... it's me...
B-she tightened her grip and snuggled against him.. oh honey.. I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to do
this...AS-you? I don't understand....
B-she buried her face into his neck I didn't mean to hurt you..
AS-hurt you? I am the one who nealry drained yu.. God buffy I almost killed you
B-I made you do this against your will and you tried to warn me and I wouldn't listen
AS-SSSShhhhshshhh baby we know what I am.. you cannot change that.. I wish I could but I can't
B-this is my fault.. even giles can see that ..she nuzzled closer and breathed in his scent..
AS-no baby.. he holds her tight.. taking in her secent.. she smells off and reaizes it is the smell of
others blood
in there systemB-she moved back to look at him.. the police have dropeed everything ??...she reached up and
touched his cheeck almost softlyAS-yeah. They decided you were a somewhat twisted demented chick who was seeking a hihg..and
I stupidly
did what you askedB-she chuckled softly..
AS-It is sad.. I almost got arrested for felony stupid...
B-her smiled faded straight away...I'm sorry...
AS-I am just thanking the gods it wasn't for murder...
B-she nodded slowly... I'm sorry angelus..so sorry..she leant her cheek against his chest...
AS-he held her... god buffy don't ask that of me again. damn it if I say no it'snow.
B-I thought that I was right.. that if you feed off me you would be able to control it becuase of our
love....she gave a self hating laugh i think i was wrong..AS-I love you and I owuld have drained you in a mo ent...
B-she nodded i know.... I know that now..
AS-he moved to sit down and he growned...
B-she moved over on the bed.. hold me angelus???
AS-I got to sit down Buffy.. I am sorry I hurt to much
B-she nodded slowly... not completely believing him..she was mentally blaming herself for what
happened..AS-he sat there holding jis head in his hands... he knew what he had to do and it was kiling him
B-she sighed and lay down..a angelus what's wrong?
AS-I hurt buffy.. I was starved for months and I am gling to need a kill and glut to get to speed......
B-she swallowed a kill????..angelus what do you mean??..what kind of kill.. she struggled to sit up..
AS-I am ill and dmaged to heal to full stength I am goin gto need to kill and drink my fill... or it
could take
years to get my strength back on that packaged crapB-angelus what kind of kill????
AS-he leaned back and sighed.. mamailian what else? he avoided her eyes...
B-she had tears in her eyes...NO..... no!!!..she looked at him... what about angel.. he knows about
this too???AS-There are some ranches on the outskirts.. I am heading there...I need to know if you want me...
want me to return knowing what I have to doB-she glared at him.. you're leaving me????..the glare faded to a sad dispirited one.. I'll always
accept you.. but maybe it's you that needs to know if you
want this angelus...AS-I am not "leaving you".. I am telling you what I need to survive... and telling you what I have to
do to
surviveB-I know what you need angelus....
AS-he suddelny drop to the floor on his knees and buried his face in her arms...
B-she whimpered and held him tight...I love you angelus...
AS-I need to.. I have to.. I am so sorry
B-she nodded slowly..I know.. she sighed take me with you??
AS-no baby.. I won't you need to be here... but I will come back when I am done.. I promise
B-she sighed how long???
AS-couple of hours.. most is travel time...
B-she nodded.. go then...she sighed just come back soon..
AS-he stands. leans over and kisses her ighty and then is gone
B-she shut her eyes..
G-Giles was shaking her... Buffy?
B-she opened her eyes.. giles??
G-Are you ok you were crying out for angle
B-she nodded i'm ok...
G-he's gone.. isn't he.. on a hunt and glut?
B-she nodded slowly..
G-he'll return it is not unusual for a vampire as injured as he to do so
B-I know.. I just want him here.. you know..
G-yes but he will be much better.. restored
B-I know... it doesn't make me feel better though...she smiled weakly.. i'm sorry giles..
G-don't be.. close your eyes.. he will be back soon...
B-she smiled thanks giles...she shut her eyes... again relaxing a little
G-he sat there and watched her sleep awaiting his return..it was an hour before dawn and Angelus
strode not the room with a strong strideAS-Giles is everything ok?
G-she is sleeping... I take it you are.. refreshed?
AS-nods and comes to the bed
G-giles gets up I am going to bed
B-buffy stirred hearing his voice angelus???
G-Giles leaves as Angle sits down
AS-takes her hand and kisses it.. yes it's us
B-she opened her eyes slowly.. smiling...
AS-I am sorry I took so long... I had to ...spread the effect around a bit...
B-she msiled.. us... my favourite two lovers...spread the effect?
AS-do you understand what I had to do?
B-she frowned.. not realy.. just you needed to feed...she moved over slightly.. wishing he'd join her
on the bed and hold her...AS-NO I need to kill.. I needed the life force which is not in the packaged blood
B-she nodded.. that makes sense...
AS-he sat on the bed...to do so at one location would destroy a rancher. so I had to spread it out
B-she nodded so it had to look natural..she moved closer to him snuggling angainst him slightly...
AS-trust me cattle dead and drained is not natural.. just no all to one rancher
B-she nodded.. but you're better now??
AS-when I coud associate the house to the cattle I woker them and said I saw a cow down so they
coud at
least butcher it..yesB-she smiled.. good..
AS-with your blood and the glut.. I am twice as strong as I was before
B-she smiled at him.. good..
AS-he leaned forward and kissed her.. did I thank you for saving me?
B-she kissed him back softly.. no..
AS-thank you... for returning mer to the woman I love more than life itself...
B-she smiled.. caressing his cheek.. relaerning his face... you're welcome..then she smiled.. although
next time you get me drunk I;m not letting you go out ever..AS-I wil take you home and lavish yu with spoils..no baby.. I will stay home..
B-she smiled wider... speaking of home when can I go??
AS-today.. I have arranged for a limo to drive us home in darkend slepdor
B-she lay her face aginst his shoulder.. kissing his neck softly thanks...she smiled.. seems we got a
new duaghter thanks to you..AS-yeah we do.. but we need to stop collect undead kids
B-she chuckled.. this one was your fualt she chuckled..
AS-well now we each have one... next time get a dog
B-she wrapped her arms around him... I take it I'm not alowed to start patrolling yet???
AS-hell no
B-I like cats more..
AS-you are on a two week suspension.. I will patrol for yu
B-she sighed.. bed ridden???
AS-I could see a cat in a house full of vampires...Limited and lib
B-she shurgged.. seems fair.. you got your break.. she smiled..
AS-laughes.. not quite a break but if you don't complain about it.. so be it
B-she kissed his cheek.. I missed you angelus..
AS-I missed you too.. more than I ever thought possible
B-you ever leave me that long again and i'll stake you...she smiled weakly..
AS-never willingly
B-she nodded.. i know..
AS-go to sleep baby yu need you r strength for the drive
B-she sighed.. we can go soon??
AS-yes they wi release you within the hour
B-she smiled at him tiredly.. stay with me??
AS-Forever...
B-she nodded slowly.. then shut her eyes..
The END of the First series