Armageddon Saga
Chapter Forty-Five: Bonds Renewed
By the Lady Sirona ladysirona@LadySirona.com
Warning NC17M/M Sex Angel/Xander
if this offends you please go to Chapter45A R version where sex is only implied
After 4 units of blood Xander felt like a new man. Rubik had nearly drained him and the infection had almost finished the job. Xander was lying in bed trying to rest and hopefully trying to sleep but he couldn’t. Emotional pain rang through him beyond anything he could ever imagine.
It took him about a half-hour to realize it wasn’t him… he was feeling Angel. The emotional agony was Angel and he knew what that meant. Buffy was either dying or dead. He could feel the almost compulsion of Angel to walk into the coming dawn and end the pain.Xander got up and unhooked himself form the IV, leaving in the heparin lock and wandered off in search of Angel and Buffy. He had to soothe the pain he felt in Angel. He knew the pain he felt from Angel would be lessened if he could just be there! He had to soothe that agony!Xander found Giles in the waiting room looking like absolute hell… hair mussed clothes wrinkled. He had an air of quiet frantic desperation about him that told Xander all he really needed to know. Buffy was worse. Buffy was dying.
“Giles, What is going on with Buffy? Where is Angel?” Xander asked quietly. He didn’t want to know but he knew he had no choice.
“Buffy started bleeding again and they took her back to surgery. The doctors expect her to die on the table.” Tears streaked Giles face as he calmly discussed the death of his slayer. “Angel is in the Quiet room.” He nodded toward the room kept separate from the waiting room to allow families privacy in their grief.
Xander walked into it without knocking and locked the door behind him.
Angel was on his knees in front of the couch praying in what sounded to Xander like Gaelic. Xander could feel the agony and the despair leaking out of Angel like a bad dream. He dropped next to Angel and without thinking took him into his embrace.
Angel turned into Xander and just held onto him and cried big wracking sobs. He was physically and emotionally spent and Buffy had gone into surgery and was highly unlikely to come out. His heart was breaking. He had lost her as surely as if she had died in the Armageddon Battle!
Xander didn’t think. If Angel were left in this condition he would walk into the sun when they told him she died. That couldn’t be allowed to happen. He held Angel and stroked his cool skin and ran his hands up and down his back in a soothing gesture. All that flowed through Xander was his desire to soothe and calm Angel.
Unconsciously he was kissing and stroking Angel’s hair and he felt Angel slowing in his tears…so he continued.
Neither of them could remember later who made the first move but all of a sudden they were deep in a passionate kiss. Angel’s cool mouth was hungrily devouring Xander’s warm wet one. Their tongued battled as they kissed and suckled. Then eventually their mouths went other places.
Xander was kissing licking and sucking along Angel’s neck, as Angel pulled his gown aside and licked and sucked his nipples. They found themselves sprawled on the couch divesting themselves of their clothes in a hapless pile.
Cool undead skin came in contact with hot living flesh as they sought to blend themselves into one. Angels touch aroused Xander to a fever pitch; it was if the sensations were fed back to him through the consort bond. It was as if touching Angel was touching himself. Xander always knew what he had wanted… so he did it all to Angel.
Xander found Angel’s hard cock in his mouth and he was licking and sucking it and driving the vampire crazy. He pumped with his hand while sucking with his mouth and he could feel Angel was at the edge…. He glanced up to see Angel’s head back his face full of ridges and his eyes glowing yellow… as he sank his fangs into his own hand for the needed blood to come.
Xander almost choked on the fluid filling his mouth… but he swallowed. Finally Angel ripped him off his cock by his hair and up and into a deep penetrating kiss. Xander tasted the coppery taste of blood in Angel’s mouth and as they kissed, Angel tasted his come on Xander’s tongue. He felt the fangs starting to recede as Angel calmed.
Angel’s cool hands were seeking out Xander’s manhood and Xander found himself on the couch while Angel suckled his cock. No beginner here… Angel knew how to suck cock! Xander lay with his head back praying Angel wouldn’t get fangs with his cock in his mouth!
Angel licked a finger and inserted it in Xander’s ass pressing on the prostate as Xander moaned and cried out “Oh Angel oh god please,” as he spewed his come deep into Angel’s throat. Angel swallowed it and licked his lips with relish as he relaxed in Xander’s embrace.
Angel came out of the depths of despair that locked him in his mind. He was held and loved and needed. He felt the warm skin against him and initially his mind said “Buffy,” but the senses told him otherwise. He closed his eyes tighter in a grimace. Xander.
Xander lay in Angel’s embrace. His hand playing with the talismanic necklace that Willow made for him. He couldn’t believe he did what he did. He had just exchanged blowjobs with Angel; and now lay in his arms nude. Willow was going to KILL him!
“Xander we have a problem.” Angel said slowly. “Why did you come to me?”
“I had to. I could feel your pain, feel your agony. I couldn’t stand by while you felt that way.” Xander was blushing. He had wanted to comfort Angel, stop the pain… but not THAT way!
“Well it worked to a degree, but it caused a big problem.” Angel sighed. He had never wanted to form the consort bond with Xander in the first place. Oh god. “We just made the consort bond permanent Xander!”
Xander looked at him in shock. “Permanent? You mean like forever Permanent?”
Angel nodded. “Like until your death do us part permanent.”
“Oh boy.”