chapter6

Armageddon Saga II
Chapter Seven: Discovery
By the Lady Sirona ladysirona@LadySirona.com
and IM help by Dallas to keep the Creative juices flowing
Rated NC17 M/M Milder sex
If you want the hader version go here: Chapter Seven: Discoveries [Hard sex]

Willow and Buffy were invited by some of the Watcher women to have a ladies day out shopping and such. It was the first time Buffy had been out of the house since she had been carried in cradled in Angelus's arms. Now she left on her own power using the crutches for support.
The shopped in the morning, enjoyed a trip to the beauty parlor where Buffy and Angelus both got their hair done and manicure and pedicure. They were happy to be looking beautiful for their men, wondering if the boys would appreciate it.
While they were out with the girls, the entire senior Watchers called an emergency meeting. They met to discuss the fact Angelus had fed from Buffy during the sexual activity following the altercation between Willard Giles and Slayer Prime. They reviewed the reports Giles had been writing and realized they had had sexual interaction and it did indeed include vampiric blood sex. A letter form The lady Tirla was read defying them to interfere with the Cucularaine and the slayer's relationship and they were forced to adjourn with nothing decided but to adhered to her wishes.
*****
Alexander Harris walked the quiet carpeted hall of Watcher central. It was early afternoon and the place was nearly deserted. Willow and Buffy had gone shopping in Buffy's first outing since her injury; the rest of the Watcher's were studying or running errands. He had begged off the trip to town with the Watchers by claiming a headache, but that was a lie. What the outing gave him was his first real access to Angelus, alone for several hours, which his body craved and needed.
Xander slipped into the darkened room that the vampire shared with the Slayer. He felt like he was desecrating something holy, but he couldn't help it. He needed to be with Angelus, to touch him and have him talk to him and touch him back. It was a need that was so intense, he felt that without it he would die.
His mind told him it was just the fledgling bond that they and erroneously formed while Buffy was in the hospital, but he didn't care. He had a deep aching need for Angelus that surpassed the body's normal need for rest, food, or even his love of Willow. It was easy to see why a vampire and the human in this bond would easily consent to be changed.
He saw that Angelus was sleeping in the bed and his erection pressed against his pants. He flushed with his body's carnal desire for Angelus. He never found men interesting before and now he craved any touches more than anything else in his life. He knew Angelus was nude under the sheet, and his body clamored for him to touch and do things with that body that he never thought to ever do with another male.
Xander stripped quickly and slid into the bed and into Angelus's arms kissing him hesitantly on the neck while stroking his massive body in a hesitant plea to be held and loved as his essence demanded.
Angelus woke at the touching by Xander. He knew Buffy was gone for the day and he smiled a soft smile for his fledgling quivering in his arms. He looked into Xander's eyes and licked his lips. "Hi there."
"The girls have gone shopping and the place is nearly deserted..." Xander told him as he stroked Angelus's broad back his hands, tracing the muscles under the tattoo. His erection was lying along Angelus's thigh begging to be touched and stroked. Xander hitched his breath at his own audacity to just climb into bed like this, afraid Angelus would throw him out
Angelus pulled him close stroking his cock. "And you thought some personal fledgling time was in order?" he asked quietly. Xander just nodded his lip quivering and his eyes large and hopeful. Angelus continued out of pity for the boy. "I am glad you thought so. I have missed you." he kissed him gently sucking his lower lip into his mouth to tease it with his tongue.
Xander exhaled with a sigh as all he was laid on the altar of his adoration of Angelus. Xander swallowed. "I needed… I needed to come… I had to…"
Angelus knew the demands of the Fledgling bonds on the Fledgling. He remembered his years of the same need for a blonde harpy called Darla when he would crawl to her aching with a need that rivaled bloodlust. He would never treat Xander as he was treated or how the demon had treated Drusilla using the bond to drive her mad. "Shhh I know… it's the bond. I know it's hard. I know your need…"
"Oh god Angelus… I need and I don't know what I need! I just can't get close enough…" Xander moaned in frustration noting seemed to lessen his drive to do but his mind didn't know what…
Angelus took pity on him and kissed him lightly. "Call me Angelus... I know my boy needs so much and I can't give it when you need it. I'm with Buffy and I love her. But I am here now and I will give you it all."
****
"Oh my fucking god" Buffy cried out as she stood in shock in the doorway with Willow as they watched their two men rut and fuck each other. They had walked in during the hard fucking and had stood there in total amazement and shock for the bite and the orgasms. They then stood there to hear what obviously was the pillow talk of sexual activity.
That Angelus had been assfucking Xander and then treating him with love and passion afterwards, there was no doubt. Willow just stared in shock at Xander. He was gay, with Angelus? Oh god, all of her dreams and fantasies were just that. Big tears filled her eyes and streaked her face. She wanted to throw up.
Buffy swung in the room on her crutches, she was so hurt she was livid. "What the fucking hell is going on here?" She stared at Angelus and Xander who was still locked cock to ass, like tied dogs.
Angelus looked at the door snarling. No one interrupts a Sire with a fledgling! "What are you doing here? You're supposed to be shopping. What I do with my fledgling is no ones business but MINE!"
Buffy rocked back at both the attitude and the impression SHE was doing something wrong. "What the fucking hell does my shopping have to do with the fact you have rammed your cock up Xander's ass?" She was livid angry and so pissed she was unaware of the tears that streaked her face.
Angelus eased out of Xander. "Xander get dressed NOW." He snapped the command without thinking. The command crackled like a whip. Buffy wasn't sure which amazed her more; the fact Angelus commanded, or Xander obeyed. Angelus turned to her and he continued. "Buffy... remember when I told you about biting Xander?"
All Xander saw was a livid slayer and then looked to the doorway at Willow who was standing in the doorway tears streaming down her face. Her arms were crossed across her stomach as if she was trying to protect herself from a blow. He body was a mass of pain shown in every movement and stance, and he knew in his soul, *HE* was the cause.
Angelus continued. "When a vampire bites but doesn't kill or make the human right then and there, but there is some blood exchanged, the human becomes a fledgling. It is almost as if he is my childe, a child. In ways he is and like a childe fledgling he has the cravings of a turned fledgling. It not what you think Buffy, it's a bond formed from the bite and it's forever or until Xander dies."
Buffy just stood there, tears streaming down her face as she tried to deny what he said. Angelus continued. "As he gets older, he will learn better control… but right now he is new to it and has no control. He came seeking me his sire. That is whom he wanted, no needed. He wanted and needed to be touched and commanded, just like a vampire fledgling does."
She looked at him in horror. "You turned Xander? Oh mi god!"
Angelus wondered if her brain was engaged at all. "NO! I didn't turn him. No, he is still human."
"But you two are actually fucking! He's a sex toy! How long have you been fucking him behind my back Angelus? How long have you both been unfaithful to us?" She spit out her agony, which was making her want to tear and rend.
Angelus tried to make it sound like nothing and failed miserably. "Today was the first time since all that stuff happen with Willow." He glanced at the red head. Willow was on her knees retching, her lunch already staining the carpet.
Xander started to say, "No remember the garden..." Angelus grimaced and closed his eyes willing the boy silent. He didn't need stupid boy fucking things up with Buffy any more than they already were!
Trying to get control of the rapidly declining situation he forced himself on. "When Willow was taken you knew how I had to use Xander to get her back. I didn't want him hurt, and need him to entice the vampire holding her so I bite him and laid fledgling claim to him. No vampire would try to kill a fledgling of another, it was the safest thing at the time to get Willow.."
Buffy jumped on him not allowing him to finish. "Oh god, you two can't even keep your lies straight! I can't believe you actually touched me. Now I know why you had no problem staying away form me after the battle for the purpose of 'letting me heal'. Know I know why it didn't bother you! I wanted you to make love to me you was fucking Xander! Right, blame it on Willow, it's all her fault you did this to him? It all justifies the fact you two are cheating on us with each other, Right? Here *I* thought I was your one true love. No I guess not. I was your one at the time, the one that didn't get you fucking killed in a house full of Watchers while you were dallying with you lover on the side! How do you think that makes me feel? How do you think Willow feels Xander?"
Angelus felt himself losing ground, and his world ending as he looked at her. "Look, I did what I did at the time to save Willow, doesn't matter if you believe it or not, the end result is the same. Xander is my fledgling now and he wants me at times…"
"I am glad he wants you, and you want him, cause I don't want anything to fucking do with either one of you! Xander get your clothes on your butt-fucked ass and get it out of my sight. Angelus, I expect you to take that ass fucking cock, dress it and get it the fuck out of my presence before I render it to dust, you cheating bastard!" Xander thought it was entirely possible.
Angelus tried to come to Xander defense. "Now he can't help it, it is a pull to be with ones sire. I should know, as long as he is human it will not weaken…"
"Good, you'll have each other… I don't care! Get the fuck OUT!" she screamed at him her voice raw with pain.
Angelus looked at her anger filing him. "You send me away Buffy don't expect me to come crawling back. This was not our fault, this was not something we planned. We didn't plan for this to happen. Hell, before this we both hated each other and you know it. Why would we plan something like this to bond us? If you and Willow don't believe me, the evidence is there, then you're both being pig headed bitches."
"Bitches now are we? Well we didn't go fucking around on you two Angelus. I loved you and *I* remained true. Oh my God, I carry your babies and how do you show you love me? You fuck Xander the first time I am away from you that I know about and before that according to him. You fuck another lover and fed on that lover in OUR bed you son of a bitch. You have a lot of fucking nerve to be calling *US* Bitches! You expect me to believe you're incapable of controlling where you ram your cock? Maybe you are incapable, but I will be damned if I will stay involved with a man who doesn't love me enough to remain faithful!"
Angelus stood, grabbed his bag and started to pack his things. He knew when it was hopeless. You couldn't talk to Buffy this way. Willow looked near catatonic. She wasn't going to be much good. He looked back at Buffy and then threw a book on the bed. "Read it... if you don't believe well that’s all I can do. Xander come."
Xander nodded and picked up his sire's bag and started to walk by Buffy. She never even thought, she slapped Xander in a wide strike, a heavy stinging slap that brought him to his knees. She was in emotional agony and she needed to cause him a part of the pain he had caused her
Without thinking, all he knew was the Slayer was hurting his fledgling, Angelus backhanded her away form him and onto the ground. "Don't you ever lay a hand on him!" She lay sprawled on the floor stunned her hand to her face where Angelus had actually struck her. Horror grew in her. He not only fucked Xander; he placed Xander over her. Xander was more important. He loved Xander more. All the ages she cried for him and all the times she mourned him, and he was in love with Xander. Angelus looked at her stunned at what he did and he started to her.
Willow was at her side in a moment. She was looking up at him. "Get out. You have shown us what's important to you and it's damn well not her and me! Get out!" She held Buffy to her breast as Buffy cried out the breaking of her soul
Angelus looked at Willow. "Read the book if neither of you believe me." But neither was paying attention as they cried.
Xander backed out of the room heading to his and Willows room to pack his bags to leave with Angelus. His worst nightmare had come true, and as he had thought, if he had to chose between Angelus and Willow he stood with Angelus.
Angelus got the rest of his things and books he had brought and packed the car. He looked at Xander who had joined him and was in the passenger seat. It was clear that he was hurting as well. He grimaced as he drove. It hurt not being with Buffy, he hadn't meant to strike her but she has pushed and hit his fledgling. Angelus drove into the night he looked at Xander out of the corner of his eye. The younger man was just as distraught about losing Willow. "It's a nice place where we are going Xander. You'll like it. Xander I know it hurts because you love her, but they don't understand and wont till they read that book."
Xander sat looking out the window morosely as quiet tears streaked his face. "Oh god Angleus, what if they never understand? What if I've lost her forever? She was my passion, my best friend!"
Angelus looked at him and nodded. "We can only hope eventually that they will. We need to give them time. Willow is smart, she'll read the book, and she'll see what I said was not a lie. She'll come around just like Buffy will. I never meant to hurt them, I love Buffy so much, and I care a great deal for Willow. But, the fledgling/sire bond comes even before your love. They could feel this and that is what hurt them most off all."
Xander looked at him stunned. It had happened. "If you had to choose between me and her..."
Angelus exhaled a breath he didn't need. "It would be you…" Xander just looked at him and swallowed nervously as Angelus put his hand on Xander's leg as the drove
*****
Several days had passed since Angelus and Xander left together. The watchers made no comments about the two of them staying in her rooms. Buffy refused to leave the bedroom and she slept in the large easy chair refusing to sleep in the bed. She couldn't stand the thought to sleep in the bed where she saw her lover and father of her children being unfaithful. She cried and sat in the big easy chair, ignoring all attempts to get her to rest or eat.
Willow lay in Buffy's bed. She hadn't left the Slayer since it happened. She was lost in reading the book Angelus had left. She had read about a lot of fledgling/sire things and most interestingly about if they don't turn them right away what happens and how the bonds worked. She looked at Buffy
Willow looked at her Slayer who looked too pale dark eyed. "I have done some reading, and Buffy, I know it's hard for me to believe, but according to this they really couldn't help it. Apparently at times the pull of it is so great, if the fledgling doesn't get to their sire and get his attention they sometimes go mad…"
"So they did this thing to save you and bound themselves together tighter than us? We're nothing to them anymore. I'm having Angelus's babies and he fucking wants to be with Xander. You're having Xander's baby, and he would rather be with Angelus. How nice."
Willow thought a moment. Time and space put a view for her that shock and despair had not allowed. "No Buffy, they want to be with us, the bond doesn't lessen the love they have for us..."
"You read it out loud to me when you red. So they made the initial bonding and it would have faded, but for some treason they consummated the bond making it permanent. Now the initial bond I will forgive but the second? Willow they made a choice to mingle their fluids in order to make it a permanent bond that they now can't ignore." Buffy said calmly. It still ached in her heart. What we had is fine. Now it is just second to what they have for each other. You want to go through life as second fiddle to Xander wanting to be butt fucked by Angelus? Angelus wouldn't even touch me no matter how much I asked since I got out of the hospital... But he sure as hell would ass fuck Xander." That betrayal hurt the worst of all. He wouldn't touch her but would touch him.
Willow looked at her and took a deep breath. "Buffy, I believe them. I don't think they have been running around having gratuitous sex, Xander has been with me."
She looked at Willow with big tear filled eyes. "What did I live through the battle with the Demon Lord for? So I can have twins as a single teenage mother on Medical and Welfare? So my man, who I thought loved me before all others, fucks a man?
Willow looked at her. "Buffy Angelus loves you...just like I love Xander...I know they didn't do it on purpose, and of we keep this up we're going to lose them more than we already have."
"Oh think about it. There has been plenty of time they have been out of our sights. When Angelus supposedly helped that new Slayer, you would be lost in studying and I would be sleeping upstairs. It doesn't matter how many times they fucked. If we made them chose between each other and us, we are on welfare as single parents." Buffy was quiet and resigned as she looked at her hands, tears streaking her vision and blurring her view of the Claddagh ring. "How can I lose him any more than I already have? They left. They left us so they could have each other. They explained what happened, but the never once said they were sorry for hurting us!"
Willow took a deep breath and dove into what she knew Buffy didn't want to talk about. "We really didn't give them a chance Buffy…"
"What chance do they want? A chance to have us when their are not fucking one another? On top of everything else, we get to take sloppy seconds to a man? If each other is so important, why do they even bother with us? Buffy asked not expecting an answer.
"I found out where they are... maybe we should go talk to them and not hit and see what they say." Willow offered quietly. "Keep an open mind Buffy that's what they need"
"All I wanted was my man to love me more than anyone else, the way I love him. And now I know he doesn't and he never will. I'll go. I've nothing better to do, and I already lost everything…" Buffy stood and got dressed. She was pale and gaunt and there were dark circles under her eyes showing her lack of food and sleep. "Yeah an open mind. Let us go find out much into each other they really are." She bit her lip and swung out of the room on her crutches
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Xander sat in the bed curled against Angelus's side. He felt his acceptance and was loved and content as much as he could be with losing his best friend. Losing Willow hurt, but as long as he had Angelus, he could survive anything.
A knock came to the door. Angelus moved to the door and opened it to see Buffy and Willow standing there. They looked as it they had been as upset as they were. He moved back from the Slayer, remembering all to well the damage she had done to Xander. There was a large bruise on Xander's cheek still.
Willow stood on the doorstep taking charge for Buffy. She had a strong stomachache form the tension but she was bound and determined to get the boys back and heal the gaping wound that was Buffy's heart. Willow looked at Angelus, "May we come in?"
Xander came to his side. He wanted to be with Willow but knew he couldn't. He stood at Angelus's side and bit his lip looking down as Angelus invited them in. "Sure Willow, come on in Buffy." He and Xander had not been eating much being away from the girls they loved and Angelus looked paler then usual to their eye as they entered.
Buffy was silent and pale, she looked much more of a wraith than she looked on the day they found them in bed. Buffy swung in on the crutches and sat in a chair. She avoided looking at Angelus, she just hurt to much. She kept her eyes on her hands; which were bare of all rings. She had taken off the Claddagh. Xander looked at Willow. "It's good to see you Will. I've missed you a lot. I know I hurt you, but Willow, you have to believe me, I love you."
"I know you say that but I am not first in your heart anymore. I am always going to be second." Willow looked away form Xander to Angelus. "I read the book. We accept that you made the initial bond to save my life. But somewhere, you two decided to mingle fluids and seal the bond. That is what we are having hard time dealing with. The initial bond would have faded; it was a just glamour. The following bond we know was life long, and is what breaks our hearts."
Angelus was just sick. He saw Buffy didn't have her rings on. She removed her Claddagh! He pulled away and turned to Willow. "That's not true. You both are first in our hearts. You're in his just like Buffy is in mine. When we made it permanent, it was on pure accident. It was when Buffy was so bad in the hospital and she went in for that last major surgery they didn't think she would survive. They told me they didn't know if she would make it. I had decided if she didn't I was going to meet the sun. Xander felt my agony and found me. In his attempt to comfort me, because the bond had not faded at the time, we had sex. It was what the bond drove us to do. That made it permanent. We're sorry. We didn't mean to. Xander felt I was going to kill myself, and as a fledgling, he wanted to comfort me any way possible to prevent me from doing harm to myself."
Buffy looked at him big tears streaking her face. Gone was the anger. All that remained was the pain. Willow looked at closely. It was how she thought. "Him and you had sex because the temporary bond was in place and hadn't faded yet, and that made it permanent? So it was an accident, caused by the bond its self?"
"That's right. He still felt my thoughts, and tried to help me." Angleus was not looking at Buffy. He couldn't stand to.
Buffy found her voice, but her voice was brittle and sorrowful. "So now what? You guys live together and we go back to Sunnydale to be single teenage mothers?" her fear that would happen was plain in the shaking of her voice.
No, not if you will accept us back. I want to be with you Buffy, just as Xander wants to be with Willow. There are times that Xander might come to me, but it doesn't have to end in sex. He will want to just be with me, To be companionship and sharing.
Xander looked at Buffy then Willow in shock. "What do you mean 'mothers' Buffy?"
Willow blushed and avoided his eyes. "We didn't use precautions before the end of the world battle Xander. The end of the world didn't happen, and other things did. I am pregnant Xander." He looked at her and he slowly walked to her side but still didn't get to close to Buffy. Xander bent down taking her hand. "Willow I love you so much. We honest to god didn't mean for this happen…"
"And if it ends in sex that just it no big deal I go to the movies or something and you two fuck away?" Buffy asked Angelus going back to their conversation. She ignored the close moment Willow and Xander were having.
Angelus looked at her. "Buffy I can control it better then him. I can control where it goes."
She looked at him disbelief coloring her eyes a slate gray. "But tell me Angelus, tell me the honest truth, do you want to control it, or do you want to be able to fuck him?"
"It's a sires right to fuck his child...but no I don't have too." He evaded her question
She looked up at him with her hand on her stomach unconsciously stroking his children growing in her womb. She shook her head. "You didn't answer the question. What do you WANT to do?"
Angelus looked at her. "Yes Buffy, I would like from time to time to have him, yes. But I know you don't want me too, so I wont. I can control if I can meet his needs for me in other ways."
Willow nodded after rejoining Buffy and Angelus's conversation. "I know." She sighed. "It is just too bad we can't have one of those polyamory family kind of situations where we all just love one another and really don't care who is in bed with who, when." "Xander looked at her in shock as if she has just spoke the answer to their problem.
Buffy stopped cold and looked at Willow like she grew a third eye. Willow looked at Xander's shocked expression and then to Buffy's. "You know like in Robert Heinlien's books; where a group of people make a pack to love one another and to raise the children and as long as everyone is sexually satisfied it really doesn't matter who fucks who? I mean I could be with Xander, and Buffy could be with Angelus, and once in a while Buffy and I could take the kids to the zoo and Angelus and Xander could have some sharing time... Well it works in the books!"
Angelus laughed. "As a vampire I have been in something like that. It works good as long as all the parties agree."
Willow continued. "It's like a group marriage... I mean there may even be a time I may want to spend time with Angelus, and Buffy with Xander just to keep thing balanced." Willow glanced at Angelus muscular body and blushed.
"You're talking essentially about a vampire cadre… A lair!" Buffy voice was cool and not very hopeful. A vampire slayer living in a vampire cadre?
Willow nodded. "Well we *are* dealing with a vampire and a vampire sire/fledgling bond. It makes sense."
Xander looked at Willow. "I'm willing if you are Willow. I don't want to lose you. I love you too much. I can't believe all the time you where right there in front of me. I just feel I wasted so much time…"
Buffy sighed "How the hell do you explain it to the kids? Never mind the world!"
Willow shrugged. "You don't. It is non-of their business. Just live like a commune and keep the sex part low key around kids and other people. I mean people have sex lives the don't share with people all the time"
Angelus "If the kids grow up in it, then they don't question, and when it gets time, you tell them. As for the rest of the people? Fuck'em"
Buffy looked Angelus in the eyes for the first time. "You want to do this? Be in a group marriage thing to raise the kids?"
Angelus looked at Buffy. "It could work good Buffy, it's not like we all hate each other. That way the babies are taken care of and you girls as well."
Buffy frowned "Well we are pretty pissed…"
Willow swatted her. "If we didn't love them do much, we wouldn't have been so mad and hurt. Both of us being pregnant doesn't help our moods!"
Angelus nodded. "I know you're both mad and I understand." Xander was holding Willows hand and rubbing her tummy. Angelus smiled. "Seems my fledgling likes being a daddy…"
Buffy just sighed. "It just hurts knowing I am not loved the same way I love you..."
Angelus looked at her his heart breaking. "Buffy I don't love you any less because of Xander, you hold all I am…"
Willow looked down at Xander rubbing and nuzzling her tummy while talking to the baby which wasn't the size of a hamster yet.
She looked at him in disbelief. "You love me the same way as before all this?"
Angelus bit his lip and then nodded. "Always my love, always"
She looked at him then shook her head imperiously. "Then I want to go home and I want you to take me to our bed and make love to me until I pass out" there was a challenge in her eye. If he loved her he needed to prove it.
She looked at Willow who looked at Xander and smiled "Ditto to that Xander"
Buffy stood shaky on her crutches. "Can you give us some space and let US pick the time you two get together, so we don't walk into any more surprises?"
Angelus smiled and nodded and started to stand up and staggered. He had not been eating, He glanced at Xander and with a look told Xander to stay put and not to come over to him. Buffy came to him and sat with him stroking his face. "You're weak Angelus. You haven't been eating well have you? You need to feed. Do you have supplies in the refrigerator here?"
Angelus looked at her somewhat ashamed she caught him. "Yeah. I just didn't want too eat…"
She nodded. She understood. She looked at Xander who went and got the blood bag. She took it and placed it between her breasts and pulled him into her embrace so he was held in her embraced hi lips against the bag. It was both delightful and sinful and he felt her love in her arms. "Drink Angelus" she stroked his hair rocking him gently.
Angelus sank his fangs into the bag drinking it slowly enjoying her arms and her embrace. She just kept him there, rocking him as he finished not wanting to let go of him. After he drank and lay there enjoying awhile she looked at Angelus. She could see that he was very comfortable in her arms. "Let's go home Angelus?"
Angelus nodded and smiled up at her. "Yes my love, home... I wish it were to sunnydale... I am so tired of England."
She stroked his face. "I know, I never thought I would say this but I miss the Hellmouth. I want to go home."
She looked over and saw that Willow and Xander were snuggling in the chair while he played with her tummy and talked to it. it would be an interesting time.

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